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Monday, August 29, 2005

As i rolled about on my bed last nite, it suddenly hit me that the AFF is for the Under 23. Which means...

NO LIONEL LEWIS!!

Aiyah. How to do well like that?? Dis isnt the national team. Its the Under 23. Im not saying that i dun believe in them... its juz that... well... ok nvm.

And seeing who our goalie is gona be... i retract my words about wanting to go to Bangkok to support them.

But then again... wif the combined forces of tm and jeremy... im sure we will do well. Let's hope tm is able to repeat his feat of scoring a goal from 20 metres. Jeremy... my fren... if u ace it dis time... u wun haf to work at starbucks no more. Hee.

Ya. Tm and Jeremy. U go guys!! U rawk!!

If the team does well, i'll carry a huge banner to the airport and do my own one man cheering team. Ahahahahaha.

Gawd im cracking myself up. Somebody smack me pls.

Anyways its finally monday. Got Incredible Tales tonite. Woohoo!! Gona watch it wif Daddy. Ok fine. I dun dare watch it alone. So shld Daddy decide not to watch it, then i wun watch it. Haha.

I feel like buying this book called "He's Just Not That Into You: The No-Excuses Truth To Understanding Guys".

It's recommended by this writer who writes the weekly column for The New Paper on Sunday. So she took an excerpt out of it...

When a man loves u, he
1) Calls u regularly
2) Does not send u mixed messages
3) Wants to have sex with u only
4) Does not put u down
5) AND wants to marry u

Right. Im freaking hungry altho ive eaten a plate of rice. U see. I actuali succumbed to my temptation. After logging off last nite, i went to eat the mi putih while watching the 2nd half of the match. Denn before i went to sleep, i told myslf i shld go on a water diet cos i ate last nite. Denn juz now my tummy started to rumble so i ate a plate of rice wif squids.

Eh tak salah kan mkn whn hungry?? Right?? But why do i feel guilty??

Ala. Who cares la. Im freaking hungry. Feel like calling for Macs delivery. Shld iiii??

Can it juz be friday?? Den sat?? I hated last weekend but im looking forward to dis weekend. And den i wun want the weekend to end cos im not looking forward to next week.

Life

*10 more days*

| 8/29/2005 01:32:00 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Im watching the match between Newcastle and Man Utd as im blogging. Wat are the chances of Man Utd losing to Newcastle?? Dammit. It was an off side goal. If not Man Utd will be trailing by 1 now. Bluuuuuuek.

Ok i still cant tell an off side so im one of those who will rejoice upon the admission of a goal by the team i support to only get my happiness dashed when the commentator says its an off side goal.

Similarly when the other team scores, i'll be sooo pissed after which i'll be delirious when it's declared off side. Haha.

Gaaawwwd. Daddy juz took a plate of the very delicious mee puteh that i cooked today. Yes i cooked it cos i juz felt like occupying myself for the entire day, seeing that i was in a bad mood and the last thing i needed was to have someone disturbing me while i golek, trying to fend off my bad mood, so the only natural thing to do was to keep myself busy by cooking and cleaning the damn ktichen.

Fuuuuuuuuh. That was a whole load of words in a sentence!!

*breathe*

Ok im still in a bad mood so i duno why i bother to layan lulu dearie's crappy sms. Gaaawd. Believe me. Her smses are all TOTAL CRAP. Takpe la. My Dearie. If i tak layan, nanti dia menangis. She juz said she wana hug me. Gaaaaaaaaawd.

*smacks forehead*

Anyways the smell of the mee puteh is wafting into my nose. It's practically calling out to me. Daddy's plate is empty. Still got some left in the kitchen.

"Azreeeeeennnn!!! Coooommmmeee eeeaaaatt meeeee. Dun leave me all alone in the kuali. Coooommmmeeee!!!!"

Ok noooo!! Shuddup all u strands of mee puteh!! Shut up!! Nooooo!! Its already late into the nite!! Noooooo!! U all can rot in the kuali for all i care. Roooottttttt!!

Ok why did i spell it as mee puteh instead of mi putih?? So old school. Gaaaaaaawd. Somebody smack me pls.

Ehhhh. 3 off sides by Newcastle!! Gaaaaawd. Gaaaaaaaawwwd. U all dun wana win against Man Utd is it?? Tooooot. Selenge nye!! Gaaaaaawd. Pandai la tu main. Very smart. Main betul betul laaaa. Wth. Toooooooooooot.

Anyways yday me and Daddy fetched my mom from work. Then on the way back, on the PIE, traffic was heavy but flowing. U noe. Many cars but ya. Flowing. Daddy was driving on the centre lane. Dennnn i heard it.

The screeching of tires from the right. After that... Bang! Bang! Bang! And screeching of tires. 4 vehicle pile up. 3 cars and a cab. I duno if anyone was hurt cos Daddy didnt slow down. But yaaa. Up till now the sound of the screeching tires is still playing in my head. Reali. I guess the one of the drivers was speeding like a lot alot and he applied emergency brake.

Gaaaaaaaaawd

I duno la. It's scary. It can be real shocking u noe. The impact will definitely be very strong. A rider knocked into our car once. Yup. He was speeding i guess. He knocked into us from the back and literally flew over our car and landed in front. Luckily he wasnt hurt badly. He had serious gashes on his elbow and he was limping la. But ya. He knew it was his fault so he didnt create a big issue out of it.

But the feeling of being involved in an accident, even though it was minor, still send shudders thru me. My heart will instantaneously beat very fast. And the banging of the 4 vehicles yday...

*shudder*

Half-time. No goal. Bluuuuek. Only blogging is keeping me awake. I musnt fall asleep. Noooo.

Its been some time since i attended a live soccer match. Ya. Kinda miss the feeling of being amongst the crowd. Getting frustrated over the match. Giving my own commentaries. Haha. Yup. Miss it. But now got AFF. The players that i wana watch are all at Bangkok. Nvm.

Yes Batman. The match is boring giler. No goals yet. Why dun u go and play instead?? Play wif BAAALLLLLSSS.

Shuddup Az!!

Gawd. Lulu is crazy. I told her to sleep. So before she went to sleep, she smsed me dis:

"Haha. Takpe. I wish u. Happy two months. May u last till marriage. Haha. Insyaallah. Amin. Hee. Ok good night. Lub u."

*smacks forehead*

Nak crap wif me eh?? Fine. We shall see if u dare to welcome back Mr Bolawonderable Trademarkable wif a big bouquet of sunflowers and bananas. I dare u to do that at the airport.

Hee. The clock juz hit midnite.

HAPPY 2 MONTHS TO MYSELF!!

Hur hur. Wat a sad life. Im wishing myself becos he is being irritating and juz asked me wat 2 months.

Can Toonie juz smack him right now since he's watching soccer over at her hse??

Ok nvm.

| 8/28/2005 11:27:00 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

The Maid wasnt scary. At all. Fine. I did scream at certain parts. At least i didnt scream as much as the bunch of gals seated 2 rows behind.

I wld classify it as suspense. I mean there were scary scenes but not the sort that wld make u lose sleep or haf visions of dem. Cos a fren of mine told another fren of mine who then told me that our fren's frenz cldnt sleep after they watched it.

My fren said to me that that fren of us said that "grown men cldnt sleep after watching The Maid"

Grown men MY ASSSSSSS

Like i was telling Shaik last nite... The stupid Oujia Board movie that we watched was even scarier. Yup. It got me screaming during the starting sequence of the movie. Which was embarrassing bcos we were seated smack in front of the screen. Hey it was full house so those were the best seats we cld get.

Sooooo yes. Guess i wasnt thaaaaaat scared seeing that i didnt close my eyes that much. Maybe once or twice. Eh first time u noe that i dare to watch a horror movie. I guess it was cos after 1 supposed scary scene, there'll be a lapse period till the next. So by then i wld haf regained my composure.

Im brave. Heh. Azreen is a brave gal. Gooooood.

*pats myself on the back*

I wana watch Red Eye la. It opens on the 1st. Wana watch it. I waaaaaaannnnt. And i wana watch The Good Catch?? Errr... the one wif Drew Barrymore in it. And i still have yet to watch Charlie And The Chocolate Factory.

Dammit. Shld haf tagged along wif Liza and her kids. They went Toys R' Us u noe. Havent been there in a while. I soooooooo wun mind playing wif all ur kids Liza. Was it 40? No. 20? Ok i cant rmbr.

Oooohhh then got Gila Gila Pengantin Popular

"They call u Mr Personality becos ure so ugly!! Mr Personality!! Ure so ugly!!"

Gawd why am i singing that song?? Gaaaawd. Its such an old song. But i like it.

Oh yaaaa. Bodyshop having an up to 60% off sale. UP TO 60% OFFFF!! Gawd. I was at Parkway last nite. It was already 9 pm and i had to go buy stuff for my mom. Then it was already 930pm and these women were juz swarming the sale rack u noe. And of course me being me, i went to take a look la.

So i looked. And looked. Looked. Walked around. Walked. Walked. Waaaah. I was sooooo tempted to buy the stuff u noe. Cos cheap waaaat. Almost wanted to get the eyeshadow set but then how often do i use eyeshadow?? Wait. I will need them for raya kan??

Ok nvm. Luckily i was out wif An instead of Shaik. If not i wld haf surely grabbed smth.

Anybody wana go for the lantern festival?? It starts on the 1st sept. I can get $2 off the admission tics thanks to the ndp coupons. My parents wana go la but can u imagine going to the festival wif my parents?? Juz the 3 of us??

Gaaaaawwwwd

Anyways. Im tired la. Juz got back from the airport. Sent my uncle to work, den picked up my cousins, den drove my aunt back. Bluek.

*12 more days*

| 8/27/2005 12:39:00 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Butter Pecan ice cream types are organized, put-together, and generally valued for their fairness, efficiency and lack of pretension -- you won't see a Butter Pecan type putting on airs. In fact, it may be hard for a no-nonsense Butter Pecan type like you to express yourself at all, even though you’re privately quite sympathetic and observant. No doubt you like to plan ahead and take charge, which means you're often over-committed. When it comes to romance and relationships, you’re most compatible with your own kind -- other Butter Pecan types who appreciate hard work and good sense.

http://quiz.ivillage.com/home/tests/icecream.htm?ice=iv,4c,iv,2pl,ice

I juz took a quiz off ivillage. Feel free to click on the link above to take the quiz. It's abt which ice cream flavour i am.

I like the sound of my results. Haha. Actuali true la. The results are true. Hee. And i like Butter Pecan. Haha. Yes i doooo. Nice. Hee.

Anyways im in my blue marine police tee. Its very oversized so it seems as if im not wearing shorts altho i am la. Heh. I duno whose tee this is but ya. Eh dun play play ah. Im a marine police today.

Ahahahahahahaha

Ok sori for that. I noe that was lame. Juz cldnt help myself. Im hyper. And maybe horny?? OK nvm.

Eh now it's no more marine police tau. They are known as Police Coast Guard. Ok i may not noe much abt PCG ppl BUT i do find them HOT. Heh. Anything to do wif police, I LOIKE. Heh. Yaaaaa. They kinda turn me on u noe. Even Civil Defence Guys turn me on cos they haf big upper bodies. Ok not too big la. Those wif extremely big upper bodies are a turn off. Scary.

This is why i dun like Salman Khan. I prefer Shah Rukh Khan. I rmbr back in those Cedar days, Junaidah went crazy over Salman Khan. I cldnt fathom (actuali now i still cant fathom) why gals like Salman Khan. His acting aint that fantastic.

He doesnt haf the charm that Shah Rukh Khan has. Oh my lovely, charming Shah Rukh Khan. Heh. Ive always been a fan of him and i think i will. Like how our grandmas went crazy over Amitabh Bhachan. Haha. Ok i dun rmbr my mom going crazy over any Bollywood actors but my grandma does. Heh.

Dun u think Amitabh Bhachan is sexy?? I mean for someone his age, he is hot stuff u noe. Segak. Kacak. And when he looks at u... Fuuuuuuuhhhh. U will juz melt. Mann his wife is one lucky lady. Ok i cant recall the wife's name. Oh oh. Jaya Bhachan is it??

And do u noe which other old guy i find hot? The Sultan of Brunei. Haha. Yes he is. I wld want my hubby to grow old like him. Again he is so segak. Kacak. Aiiiyyyooohhh. Talking abt this is enuff to make me cair. Haha. And if u havent heard, he married a 26 yr ols reporter from Malaysia last fri. Private function.

Before u start thinking that i suddenly develop preferences for old men... NO!! Gawd. Nooooo. Im not like Noreen ok. Im juz stating to u the 2 old men that i find irresistable. So hot. Hee.

Gawd. A gal called Cerene Lim who has no pics at all has sent me a friend request on Friendster. Waaaaat in theeee woooorrrrrlllldddd?????

Ive been feeling reali reali hungry as of late. Like Shaik said... a serious case of the munchies. Yup. Juz feel like munching away most of the time. Chocolates. Ok basically anything sweet, fried or unhealthy. Haha.

I think its coming la. Is it?? My period came on the 6th. Soooo ya by the 6th of next mth, it shld come. Ahahahaha. Gaaaawwwwd. My mood swings. My cravings. Gossssshhhh. Its gona be so buruk. U noe among the 5 of us, im the one who doesnt suffer from cramps at all BUT ive got the worst mood swings and cravings. Reali.

Ok im listening to Gwen Stefani's Hollaback Gurl. Gaaaaaawwwwd. Now im reminded of wat Liza did in the video. Gaaaaawwwwd. U reali shld see it. Its hilarious!! It's not only Hollaback Gurl. Liz was basically enjoying herself, in her own world, doing her own thing. I tell u, whoever watches the video will surely laugh away.

"I dun wana be lonely no more" (wif the hand movements and rocking of the head)

Damn. I need to figure out how to get a video blog. Then i can post snippets of the Kukuz video online. U can see us. Me, Shaik, Lulu and most importantly Liza. Neeta not yet la cos we havent met her yet. But im sure she will have her own funny moments caught on video.

Ive been watching the video everyday. Yes. When i wake up. When ive got nothing to do during the day. And especially before i go to bed. Yessss. I'll lie in the dark and watch the video. And laugh to myself. Silently of course. If not, my mom will juz barge into my room and scold me.

It has become a daily routine for me i guess. I'll never get sick of watching the entire video over and over again. Nice, wonderful memories. That will insyaallah last a lifetime. Hopefully. Yes hopefully.

Up till now im still scared of certain things la. Actuali scared of the same old things but let's not get to there shall we?? Nope.

Ok. No. No. No. I was talking abt food cravings right?? Getting hungry and all. Sheeeesh. Ive reali digressed from my intended topic of conversation. Ahahahahaha.

Ya i was soooo freaking hungry yday despite having eaten a lot, that i woke up at 2:15 am... yup i looked at the clock. 2:15 am. 2 hrs after i fell asleep while rolling away on my bed from side to side. Soooo i woke up at that time and snooped around the kitchen. Opened the fridge to find it bare. Thennnn i realized we had 2 pieces of curry chicken left. Haha.

Yaaaaa. Daddy cooked kari ayam yday. Wif potatoes and all. Sooo i cldnt resist it and ate the chickens. The drumstick and the breast. Ahahahahaha. Now im reminded of wat Lulu told me. I think it has smth to do wif one of her cousins placing an order at KFC. She wanted chicken breasts and whispered to the auntie but of course the auntie shouted her order. Embarrassing.

Soooo yup. I ate. At that unearthly hour. I seriously hope its my pms. I dun wana revert back to my old ways of eating at any time i deem fit. Yes. Juz stuffing my face. Gaaaawd. Nooooo. Its unhealthy. Ive done a good job of not eating after 9pm soooo yup. I wana stick to it for as long as possible. If not i'll grow FAT.

Soooo after that i went to my room and went online. Kinda surprised to receive a message from toonie. After ive read it, i replied her. And yes at that time i suddenly felt oh sooooo very important and touched cos toonie actuali sent me a message to ask for my help?? Ok not help. I think juz an opinion generally.

Thanks toonie for boosting my ego. Ahahahahaha.

Sooo after that i smsed her and told her that ive already replied to her message. Thot she wasnt awake but nooooo. That woman was actuali up, waiting for the champions league qualifiers to start. Too bad im not a fan of man utd, if not i wld haf watched it. Sooo i got sleepy and juz told her to enjoy herself.

Thennnnn at around 430am, my hp beeped to the tune of accidentally in love. Gaaaawd. It was toonie. In my sleepy state i read her sms. Smth abt man utd winning and bla bla bla. Some soccer term that i didnt understand. Ahahahaha. Eh i was sleepy mind u. I think she muz be crazy. Gaaaaawwwd.

So now i duno if she has read my reply or not. U noe, the anticipation of not knowing whether someone has read ur msg or not.

Its thursday. Tv nite. Yesss. From 8 pm onwards my eyes will be glued onto the tv. 8 to 9pm, i'll be watching ch 8. Dennn ch 5. All the way. Wooot. Lost. The OC!!!!!!!!!!! One Tree Hill!!!!!!!!! And then i'll roll abt on my bed. After which i'll fall asleep.

THEN IT WILL BE FRIDAAAAAAAYYY!!

| 8/25/2005 12:39:00 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I actually didnt want to update till after friday. Juz didnt feel like updating cos lots of things were going thru my mind. And as much as i wanted to voice out my thots, my feelings, sometimes im afraid that i wld say things that u all dun wana abt...

"There she goes again talking abt this..."

Dun all of us do that sometimes when u read other ppl's blogs?? So to spare u all the agony, i told myself to not blog till after friday. Till after things haf been talked thru. Till things haf cleared.

Ever since sat, certain things haf been said to me. And a few days ago when i was asked some questions, it overwhelmed me. It wasnt anything bad. It was actually good la but ya i kinda got overwhelmed by things up to the point that i got pissed at myself for... for well behaving that way. For denying things.

Soooo yes. Then i sorted out my thots last nite. So ya. Feeling so much better.

No wait. I think its the effect of the sardine and kit kat chunky that i had for dinner yday. Haha. U noe, sardine and chocs are supposed to make u feel happy kan?? Yaaaaa... i think so la. Haha. OK ok. I seriously duno. But ya. I felt sooooo much better last nite that i was juz rambling away to Shaik on msn. Ahahahahahaha.

Sori Shaik. U had to read stuff that u either did not understand or stuff that were nonsensical. Hahahahaha.

I got to meet my dearie today. Woot!! Woot!! My dearie is Lulu laaa. Heh. The last time i met her was during the manifestasi. Gossssh!! That was like almost a mth ago!! Geeee. Its been thaaaaat long huh?? Gaaaaawd. Ive been neglecting my dearie. Hahahaha.

So yes. We met. We ate. We talked. We drank. We ate. She watched the video. She was shocked at how stupid she looked during the "motorbike" scene. She was laughing away at Liza. Ahahahaha. Sooo yes. Talked. Talked. Found out loads and loads of stuff which shall juz be kept btwn us. Hehe. Jealous?? Heh. Too bad la. Its only btwn my dearie and me.

Dennnnn we walked around century square. Dennnnn my eyes fell in love wif dis sleeveless top wif buttons and ribbons on the left shoulder. Reali!! I instantaneously fell in love wif it. I only had a bit of a dilemma deciding btwn white or green. So in the end i settled for the white one simply becos i do not haf that many white tops and its easier to match it wif any bottom.

And Lulu got herself 2 capelets. Nice and simple. Green and white. Actuali i was being mean la. I told her that since she had already spent her money on 2 capelets, den ya after dis she wldnt need to buy anymore capelets BUT she can still buy other clothes.

Hehehehehehehehehe

Soooo yes. I cant wait to wear my new top on Friday. Heeeeee.

Oh i also got to meet her fren, emil. Pretty sia. No wonder she's happily married. Gawd she's pretty. And nice. Gaaaaaaawwwd. So jealous.

SHE IS HAPPILY MARRIED

Moving on... U noe, me and Shaik haf very different tastes. Or for that matter all of The Kukuz are different. Different as can be. And its amazing how well we click. This proves that opposites do attract.

Cos i rmbr Shaik telling me that we all haf different tastes in guys. Thank God for that!! If not we wld be going after the same guys!! Imagine that!!

Haha. No la. I juz wana say that opposites do attract. There's absolutely nothing wrong in having mismatched couples. In fact i find it endearing that they are willing to overcome their differences. Its thru these differences that they actually get to noe each other better. And differences can actually help us learn.

At least for me la. I mean u shld like a guy for who he is kan?? If u didnt like the guy in the first place, u wldnt haf gotten together wif him kan?? And if u reali reali like a guy, u wldnt force him to change. Unless of course he wana change for the better for u. For himself. For the 2 of u.

Ok why am i on this topic?? Ive got no freaking idea. Haha. I reali duno why i started talking abt all these differences. OK maybe i do.

Cos ive been asking Shaik... "Why??" Yes precisely why. If u were there and u had seen wat went on, u wld be wondering too. Heh.

And i was thinking and thinking... its those things that got me attracted to him. His frankness. His goals. How he's able to look towards the future. How he's willing to plan things. Irritating he can be. But yes. At the end of the day, he cares. He's sincere. He has a good heart. He's not egoistical. He admits his faults. He's willing to talk things out.

Most importantly, he's willing to make things work.

CAN IT BE FRIDAY ALREADY??!!!

| 8/24/2005 08:25:00 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

I bought green pumps. Heh. Was at jb yday and saw a pair of green pumps. Actuali was supposed to help Shaik get Spongebob Squarepants boxers for her cousin but cldnt find any. They had Mr Smiley and other superheroes like Spiderman but no Spongebob. So in the end i spent my money on smth else.

Cldnt help it. I saw the pumps and decided to get them so that i will haf matching green pumps to go wif all my green clothes. It's nth fantastic la. Juz a pair of decent, simple green pumps.

Now now... before u all start to think that i haf suddenly developed a love affair wif shoes looking at the number of shoes i've been buying lately... let me assure u that it's the exact opposite. I still duno how to choose nice shoes. My love affair wif clothes still remains. Heh.

Ok fine. Im addicted to shopping. I'll always find a reason to get smth. Like the 2 pairs of earrings i bought on sat. Sheeeeeesh. It was totally unnecessary but the auntie offered it at a very very cheap price. And i almost wanted to buy those personally designed old skool school shoes. Do u get it?? Old skool school shoes?? Ok nvm.

So now i haf beige, blue and white, pink, yellow, green and blue wif flowers pumps. Heh. Not forgetting 2 new pairs of brown and pink low heeled shoes that i bought from KL.

Oh ya. Yday we went to eat at Danga Bay as well. It was the first time i had dinner there. All these while ive only had breakfast there. So the food was nice. Reali tasty. Waaah!! I ate a lot tau!! I think it was partly cos ive not had a proper meal in a long time and on Sat i only had mcnuggets and laksa goreng for the entire day.

So yup. I had:

White Rice
Ikan Pari wif Sambal
Ikan Terubok Bakar
Ayam Goreng
Ayam Goreng Sambal wif Limau Purut (yes i had 2 chicken dishes)
Rojak Petis
Telur Asin

Fatness!! FAT!! FAAAAAAAATTTT!!

Ok la. That's abt it i guess. My back is aching terribly. Cant reali stay in the same position for too long. So ya it's getting pretty uncomfortable to blog.

Here are the pics taken from the past week or so. Sori for the lack of updates ya??

Let's see how i look like in the morning

If only my hair can remain like this for the entire day

The sweet and the lion-ness

I noe i look like a budak belo

Hee. Dun smile!! Dun smile!!

Eh how u roll ur tongue until like that??

They haf truly learnt the art of making funny faces

And its all thanks to me, The Great One

We are Bullish abt Beefing You

Let's do it ladies!!

Bored la

EEE Shaik!! Why are u getting closer??

Shorty and The Tall One

The apek of the day

Told u he's an apek. Apek perut buncit!

Im getting borrrrrreed

Let's taste the air. Hungry already.

Bored. Again.

Eh happy eh apek tu!

Love the background effect

Wana smell our feet??

Dun look at ugly me. Look at rahman.

Hee. Finally we get to eat.

Sori. Cldnt resist sticking out my tongue again.

| 8/22/2005 08:11:00 AM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Its dark. Yes. The skies juz suddenly turned dark. Pls dun rain. I hate rainy days. I will haf to go out later to teach tuition. If it rains i'll be too lazy to get out of the house.

Rainy or overcast days always make me wana curl up on my bed. Doesnt matter if i haf a good book in my hand... a magazine to read (speaking of which im still NOT done wif last month's issue of Seventeen)... yes i STILL read Seventeen becos i like their fashion tips... i read Cleo for makeup tips.

So like i said it doesnt matter if the tv is on... or im listening to the radio... basically rainy, gloomy days juz make me all the more lazy. To move my ass. To do any other thing except lie on my bed. I can even forgo eating for the entire day.

Yes im thaaaaaat lazy. And especially now. My throat hurts. Real bad. I reali duno wat's wrong. I was fine and dandy yday. Then early dis morning i started sneezing. Then i felt reali reali cold. That was when i curled myself up under the comforter. Then my throat started to hurt. Even after i woke up it continued to hurt.

Wekkkkk

Sakit tekak

I wana watch Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. Luckily i chose to watch Bewitched yday. Cos i was at tm and since it was a school holiday of course the place was packed. After Bewitched ended at 130pm... as we walked out... i heard an announcement...

"Ladies and gentleman... tickets for the 3:35 and 4:10 pm screenings of Charlie and The Chocolate Factory are sold out. Only single seatings for the 5:30 pm show are available"

Ok i still wana watch it. Soon. Seeing that it's sooooo popular im sure it wun end its run anytime soon. I reali reali wana watch it. Wif the gals i mean. Not wif any other ppl.

I was reading the Mind Your Body section that came wif ST yday. There was this tiny column that tests are being done to prove that armpit smells can help to determine whether a guy is gay or straight

-_-

Waaaaaaaaaat?? Haha. Gosh. Ok that's gross. So how do these scientists actually go abt conducting their tests?? Gosh i soooo dun wana noe. Ewwwww. Gross. I mean so wat if that is truly a scientifical way to tell whether a guy is gay or straight?? Ppl dun go around smelling one another's armpits. Right??

I wana watch Wedding Crashers

Living on borrowed time...

Every single one of us is living on borrowed time. U, me... borrowed time from God. I dun haf much time left. Bluek.

I wish i can noe everything
I wish i can look into the future
I wish i wun be waiting in vain
I wish all these waitings will be worthwhile
I wish this is IT

Gaaawd. I duno wats wrong wif me. If u noe wat im talking abt... den u do la. If u dun... den its ok.

*watch the sunset wif me and make my wishes come true*

| 8/11/2005 01:59:00 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Can i be like Nicole Kidman??
Then i can replay the role of Samantha...
U noe... the witch from Bewitched??

Ok fine. Nicole doesnt exactly play Samantha in the movie Bewitched. She's a witch but she's not Samantha.

But wateva it is... she gets to wear those loooong soft nice skirts wif those nice cardigans. Now that's DECENT. Definitely cos her clothes didnt show any cleavage or midriff or buttcracks. Its jz girlish feminine.

DECENT

Ohhh yessss. Unlike me.

Mooooving onnnnnnn

She gets to wear pedal pushers wif sports shoe and she doesnt look nyonya-ish. She has curly unkempt hair and she still looks nice. Ok fine. She has stylists but still....

Those clothes arent put on the racks for nothing right?? They are for normal ppl like us to wear. So can i for once be dressed decently like her without looking so frumpy?? Without looking older than my age?? Without looking like a mother wif 3 kids??

Why am i so whiny?? Why am i acting like a brat?? Ok fine. Stop it alreadi!!

Since yday ive been wanting to eat bubur nyonya. The one from afghanistan. That kedai mkn at tampines. If u duno wat bubur nyonya is......

Porridge
Telur Asin
Ikan Bilis
Bawang Goreng
Daun Bawang
And dis salty crispy thingy that i do not noe the name

Sooooo i ate it after i watched Bewitched. Heh. Yummmmyyyyy!! I dun usuali eat the white part of the telur asin cos its very very salty. However i will only eat it wif the bubur nyonya. Reali!! It's thaaaaaaaaaaaat delicious.

U all shld try it tau

Terima Kasih Encik Ansari kerana sudi melayan dan membawa saya ke Afghanistan

Ahahahahahha

Soooooo now... i tink im gona head to beach rd for my kebab j lo...

Sooooooooooooooonnnn

10 more days to gooooo!!!

| 8/10/2005 10:35:00 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Can Friendster not haf the profile counter??
Can mine juz change to zero and remain like that??

1536

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwd

-smacks forehead-

Soooooo am i supposed to wish everyone Happy National Day??

Ummmm... dun haf to kan?? I admit im not one of those patriotic Singaporeans. Dun get me wrong. I love Singapore. Whn im in another country i wun do anything to shame us. I will stand up for us if someone speaks bad abt us BUT that's as far as i will go.

I dun like public hols. Cos then my parents will be home.

Ahahahahhaha. Ok pls excuse me for a while cos Suria is showing Aaron Aziz singing. U noe the yearly ndp videos? Wif Norfa, Hazrul Nizam... Ahahahahahhaha. Ahahahahahhaha. Ahahahahahaha. Ahahahahahahahahaha. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd.

AARON AZIZ IS RAPPING

Ok tak pass. Tak boleh!! Taaaaaaaaaak!! Gaaaaaaawd. Im laffing sooooo hard.

Ok. Yeah i hate public hols. I dun like weekends either. Except of course im looking forward to the 20th. Saturday. Gaaaaawd.

I like to be home alone. I relish golekking on my bed. When my mom's home, there's ALWAYS smth to do. Reali!! Its not as if she doesnt give me errands to do every other day. Macam tak habis kemas gitu. Irritating.

And my dad is such an mcp. It drizzled juz now and i had to carry the galah in. It was a galah wif 2 jeans on it. Kan berat. He had the heart to walk from the kitchen, into my room and told me to bring the jeans in.

UGGGGGGHHHHH

Im gona sit in my room, on my bed, watch tv and pull a long face the entire day. I nak merajuk wif my parents cos they arent acting like grown-ups.

Its no wonder im like this.

| 8/09/2005 12:20:00 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

Im baaaaaack.

I spent ALL my money. Yes i did. In fact i had to borrow a bit from my mom so that i cld get my mascara. That was the last item i bought for the day. For the entire trip.

I bought quite a few stuff. I mean a few cos nothing beats shopping at Bangkok.

NOTHING
BEATS
SHOPPING
AT
BANGKOK

Actuali if u were to calculate it, it'll still be the same. The stuff in Bangkok are waaaay waaaaaaaay cheaper. Pls dun talk abt quality cos at the end of the day if u noe how to take care of ur stuff den dey will last u for a long long time.

But yes... Despite the stuff being sooooo much cheaper in Bangkok, u still haf to pay for airfare, accommodation and foooood. Altho the stuff in Malaysia are not as cheap as those in Bangkok, they are still cheaper than those found in Singapore. Plus it's cheaper to travel to Malaysia.

Anyways.......

We went to the revolving restaurant...

OH
MY
GAWD

U wldnt believe wat i ate...

Baked Potato
Lamb Risotto
Fish Cutlets
Rendang
Mushroom
Crab
Sushi
Mashed Potato
Turkey Ham
Some beef thingy
Tempura
Spaghetti
Strawberry Cream Cake
Peanut Cake
Mint Ice Cream
Yam Ice Cream
Corn Ice Cream

Reali!! I kid u not. It was lunch buffet and we were told to juz eat and eat and eat cos the food there was simply delicious. Eh i think i left out some food. Oh nvm. It wasnt only me. EVERYBODY ate a lot. Think we spent 2 hrs there.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd

Normally it costs RM88 to haf a lunch buffet over there. So.................

Anyways Adi Rahman kept teasing me. I cldnt stand it. He even made me stand in front of the bus wif the microphone to introduce myself. Wth. Ugh!!

Right... My mom has been nagging since juz now. Not at me mind u but at Daddy. He's been an absolute mcp. Especially lately. My mom and me has reached a point whereby we cant stand it anymore. I told her she musnt manja kan him anymore.

I shall not even bother explaining how mcp-ish he is. My mom is like nagging and nagging and nagging. She's nagging ABT him TO me. Gaaaaaaawd.

Wat to dooo? The only kid.

Ok if i dun stop now... she will start finding fault wif me pulak. Bluek.

*i miss u*

| 8/08/2005 11:58:00 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Im actuali very very sleepy. However i feel like rambling. Or at least submitting a post cos i'll be gone for a few days...

This entire week of waking up super duper early has finally gotten to me. True. I wanted to switch my body clock. So i told myself that i shld be up by 9am everyday. However ive been waking up at 7am every single day and not getting any sleep till after 1am.

Well actuali jz now i woke up at 11am. I WAS supposed to be up later. It was only right that i catch up on my sleep. Told myself that i'll be up reali reali late like at 1pm or smth den juz golek abt in bed, reading my mag wif the radio blasting away. Didnt even want to go online.

BUT then... as usual i ALWAYS haf errands to do. Go to the bank la. Pay bills la. Draw money la. Buy this la. Buy that la. Bla bla bla. Soooooo i had to seriously force myself out of bed when i realized it was alreadi 11am.

FOX is evil
Bugis Village is evil
Shaikhah is evil

Ohhh yessss she is. She's always making me spend. Cos of her ive got countless clothes now. And i feel like getting more!!

U noe... we made a pact not to spend any more on clothes. However smth ALWAYS happens and we will need to look around for a new top. Reali la. I kid u not. U can juz say that we can always make do wif wat we alreadi haf but its tough. Cos. Well. Like how sometimes u realize u haf to wear a red top but u dun??

Or sometimes u realize that u dun haf any decent skirts to wear? Or a decent pair of matching footwear?? Or accessories to match ur entire outfit??

And yes we made a pact not to meet up till 2 weeks later but this week itself we haf met up thrice. THRICE!! But cant help it. Our moms will give us errands to do and SOMEHOW we always end up being in the same area.

Bluuuuek

Fine. I reali reali promise that i wun shop anymore once i get back from KL. Ummmm provided that there are NO MORE sales in the malls of Singapore. Cmon laaaaaaa. Which female in their right mind can resist not entering a shop when the word SALE is splashed all over the shop??

Which female can resist the words UP TO 70% OFF

FOX END OF SEASON SALE. 50% OFF ALL ITEMS. PURCHASE 3 OR MORE TOPS AND U GET AN ADDITIONAL 20% OFF

BUY 1 GET 1 FREE

PUMPS AT $10 PER PAIR

ANY 2 ITEMS FOR $10

BUY THE BIG STRAW BAG AND GET THE SMALLER ONE AT $5. USUAL PRICE $8.90

There. Now u noe why ive been spending a lot. I reali cldnt help myself. My weakness is for clothes. Yes. Anything that catches my eye, i will probably end up buying it even if it means not eating for an entire week.

Soooooo i'll be going KL. In fact the bus leaves later at 630am and i shld reali sleep now but its ok. I can sleep for the entire God noes how many hours it will take the bus to reach KL. I always sleep when im on the road u noe. Be it in the car or bus. Yeah. Can sleep for the entire 4 hrs.

ITS THE KUALA LUMPUR MEGA SALE

Yup. After Bangkok, now im off wif the same travel agency to KL. On a shopping trip. AGAIN. For Bangkok, most of the time my reaction was:

"Ehhhh duit ade lagi??"
"Ehhhhh dah belanje banyak tapi duit no mcm tak habis-habis je?"

I duno abt KL though. This time i only changed S$50 for myself. Is that enuff??

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Gaaaaaawd i soooooo do not noe!!

Sooooo i brought along another S$50 wif me. Juz in case. U'll never noe wat might happen. Right??

I make sense dun i??

Plus i need to get Shaik S$20 worth of stuff from KL.

I can imagine myself busy shopping away.

But why do i haf the feeling that i'll still prefer shopping in Bangkok than in KL???

I brought my green tube dress to KL wif me. Hahahahahahaha. Showed it to my mom for the first time juz now. Told her i'll wear a capelet over it. Then she said it's nice. Heeeeeeeee.

U muz be wondering why in the world wld i wana bring such a nice tube dress wif me?? Afterall who noes 3/4 of those going wif us will be full of makciks and pakciks who will probably gossip abt wat u wear.

Well its simply becos on Sunday evening we will be having dinner at the revolving restaurant. And being a restaurant, of course u will haf to adhere to their dress code. Normal la. No shorts, singlets, slippers, sports shoe.

So me being me... when i heard the word "restaurant" i juz felt like dressing up. Who freaking cares if the rest of the group are gona stare at me and think im nutz for dressing up so nicely.

WHOOOO FREAKING CARES??

Its my own body. I'll wear wat i want. Im confident enuff to wear that dress. Besides if my parents do not complain, then i think it's only right that u mind ur own business. Jgn jaga tepi kain org.

Or more appropriately, jgn jaga tepi dress org. Bukan nye aku tak berbaju.

Ok i sounded pissed. Haha. No i wasnt la. I duno why the tone of my post became like that also.

Gaaawd im thirsty and hungry. No Az. Shut up. Its past 1am. Nooooooooo.

I haf a nice new toilet. I dooo. I doooooooooo.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Hahahahahah. Not many of u noe this but the kitchen and 2 toilets in my hse is undergoing renovations. Soooooo after going thru so much pains of choosing a green coloured toilet to a yellow coloured one and finally to a orangish brownish toilet tiles as ordered by Daddy who claimed that my choice of colours are horrible.....

MY TOILET IS FINALI READY

Yes the common toilet in the kitchen is technically MY toilet cos nobody else uses it often except for urs truly.

MY TOILET IS NICE
MY TOILET IS READY
MY TOILET IS LOVELY

Waaaah i can practically sleep in the toilet right now.

Whatever it is... im still sticking to my purple bi-fold toilet doors. Im not gona listen to u, Ayah.

The kitchen cabinet will come in last. Soooo next wed, the contractors will be hacking the master bedroom toilet. Hyak. I bet mine will still turn out nicer than my parents'.

Hyak

| 8/06/2005 01:16:00 AM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Today was nice. I had a very very nice time. Calm. Relaxing. Despite the rain, it didnt dampen my mood. In fact the cool weather was juz perfect. Sooo yes. We went Turkish today. Simply cos some selenge fella wanted to eat kebab from Arab Street we ended up at ALATURKA which sold expensive food. It's like looking at the price list of the food at Swensens.

But then again... that selenge fella insisted that it wasnt expensive, we ate there in the end.

The name of the shop