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Monday, January 24, 2005

I wish i can haf those long gorgeous straight tresses like jennifer garner's..

I watched Elektra yday..

And most of the time.. in my heart i juz went, "WAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!! NICE HAIR!!!! NICE MOOOOVES!!!!"

Can i be Elektra?? pls?? pls?? hahahahahaha..

Ok stop it.. but it's a nice movie la.. i like..

I feel so tired right now.. it seems like i've been moving abt non-stop.. thursday evening helped to clean the hse.. a bit la.. not much.. but hanging the curtains was.. well.. let's juz say it's not exactly a fave activity of mine..

Then jpl came over at midnite.. my dad didnt mind me going down so late at nite.. to the carpark only waaaaaaat.. so jpl gave me a bracelet as a birthday gift.. haha.. and he looked cute.. cos he juz cut his hair.. he was dressed in smart/casual mode..

So anyways.. my mom saw.. jpl.. and me.. she saw me getting into the car..

So...........................

When i got home.. she asked abt it la..

So...........................

I told her it was a juz a fren..

So...........................

Now i'm hoping she wld erase from her mind watever she saw.. on that night..

Then.. fri.. Hari Raya Haji.. so many many ppl came over.. and these lil kids running around.. dragging my elmo.. so the eyes got dirty.. there was lipstick mark.. and oil stain from god noes the rendang or sambal goreng or chicken.. and some black stuff.. but i managed to get it off la..

And then.. abg benn called at 9 saying that he's coming over wif cik rashid.. so i waited for them la.. watched Pretty Woman.. and they reached here at 1.. and then after Pretty Woman ended i wanted to go to bed.. but no.. abg had to talk and talk and talk.. so i only went to bed after 2am..

Sheesh..

Sat morning.. brought them out.. then i met atok for a while.. he bought me this very nice sequinned long black dress.. and it cost him $78.. hahahahahaha.. but it's very nice.. at first the lady gave me size XS.. i thot she was crazy.. me?? XS??

But it fitted me nicely.. but atok said too sexy so opted for size S..

Then.. went home.. 2 hrs later went to yani's hse.. bla bla bla.. wanted to eat at beach rd but it was close so went to newton instead.. my stomach cld burst!!

Then on the way home me and yani decided to wave at almost every passing vehicle.. haha.. there was this brudder.. he actually turned to look.. and then we stopped beside him at a junction.. he looked again.. as the car moved we waved again.. the look on his face..

-classic-

Reached home at midnite wif abg benn..

Sunday morning.. woke up bright and early.. went for breakfast.. went to parkway.. bought lots of stuff.. abg bought me earrings.. went to bedok interchange.. abg bought the 7260.. dammit.. nice phone.. went to nenek's hse.. then cik bakar picked me up.. watched Elektra at tm.. ate at simpang bedok..

Then home sweet home..

Ok i'm tired..

Haha..

And i hope AM sleeps over this wkend.. he said he wld.. haha..

| 1/24/2005 11:04:00 AM

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Have u ever had one of those days.. that u feel so very lazy.. and that u dun wanna move ur ass.. but yet u do wanna get out of bed and do smth.. but u haf absolutely no idea what u wanna do.. but u know that if u dun move ur ass anytime soon..

U WILL GO CRAZY???????

Yes.. yes.. i'm feeling that way right now.. i felt that way this morning.. so now that i finally managed to move my ass over here.. i dunno what to blog abt..

I chatted wif lulu last nite.. no she called me..

Beeeeeeecossssssss

She was worried.. about.. about.. well.. let's juz say she's worried that Mr Reserved Defender wldnt reply.. but while we were talking.. he actually replied.. and that girl.. she didnt want to read his reply!!!

WAAAAAAAAT???

And after she finally read it.. i had to help her wif her reply.. and i gave her sooooooooo many ideas but she took forever to finally compose a proper reply.. which unfortunately mentioned smth abt me and the poster..

Tapi tak kisah la.. i tak malu.. heeeeeeeee..

The more he noes the better..

Hyakhyakhyak

As for me.. i'm still on a quest.. to get to noe Mr Hot-and-Gorgeous-Lanky-Defender..

So in order for me to achieve that.. i haf to get things right btwn lulu and Mr Reserved Defender.. but now that he has replied.. it makes things easier..

Ok la.. now let's call him Mr Tak Cakap Banyak.. haha.. no more Mr Reserved Defender k?? cos i think he wun remain on the bench for too long..

I dunno why.. but i was hyper last nite.. u shld really ask lulu.. my mind was juz working overtime.. and i thot abt lots of stuff.. haha..

The stuff we talked abt.. gosh.. i cant believe we talked abt all those stuff.. but normal la.. kan?? kan?? at least we dun keep our feelings and thots to ourselves..

Did u watch EC last nite??

Hahahahahahaha

Kaklar mann!!

"Ini kad saman siapa?"
"Kakak sedara aku punya kucing nak kahwin"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Damn funny!! the entire family juz kept laughing and laughing..

Ala.. but now it has ended la.. i really like the show.. i think it's really true la.. i admit i do think abt all those stuff that they mentioned during the show..

And i like mirza's character.. he's juz so happy go lucky.. and u noe what..

My dad's hair is like Mirza's.. and then yday he commented that kan he look very handsome like Mirza..

OH.MY.GOD.

I dun like la.. i mean.. eizlan yusoff looks nice in it.. but my dad?? no la.. nooooooo.. tidaaaaaaaak.. i prefer my dad to haf more hair.. and after he washes it i prefer him to not comb it.. the messy hairstyle makes him look younger..

Ok why am i talking abt this??

Haha.. change topic!!

What else to talk abt ah??

Oh gosh!! i cant believe jpl bought me a birthday gift.. when i asked him for one i was kidding tau.. and then on my birthday itself he went looking for one.. no wonder la he insisted on seeing me on sunday..

He wanted to come over last nite.. and i almost asked him to cos no one was home.. but in the end i decided not to.. cos he was kinda tired from work.. and i was too lazy to see him..

U noe.. yday he was soooooooo irritating.. sheesh..

But its ok la.. i dun mind..

My hands are freezing..

Ok speak of the devil.. jpl juz smsed..

So anyways.. what shld i do today??

WHAAAAAAAAT???????

Shld i go watch a movie?? i dun wanna stay home.. but what movie to watch?? which cinema isnt crowded??

MANER????!!

Ok i shld stop it..

| 1/20/2005 10:58:00 AM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

I need to meet lulu now but i've yet to update..

Shit

| 1/19/2005 11:21:00 AM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

The plan today was.. to go watch alfie.. and then meet shaikhah..

But me being me.. i slept.. and if shaikhah hadnt smsed me at 10.. i think i wld haf slept thru the day.. and cancelled all plans to meet her..

Geeeeee.. it was soooooooooo hard to drag myself out of bed..

Psssssst.. got a secret to tell u..

Eh wait.. smth juz happened.. i simply HAF to write abt dis..

I was teasing lulu abt mus.. if u dunno who is mus.. it's ok.. juz noe that he exists.. so.. i shall not elaborate on how mus n lulu became acquainted.. sort of..

But ya.. lulu finds him cute.. i agree la.. so after telling her a bit abt him.. the teasing started.. so a part of our conversation went like this:

"U haf been cordially invited to the wedding reception of lulu and mus.. reception will be held the fullerton ballroom"

And do u noe wat lulu said??

"I WLD LIKE THAT VERY MUCH"

So there u go.. u heard it from the lady's mouth herself..

Hyakhyakhyak..

So my secret..

I DID NOT BATHE YDAY!!

Hahahahahahahaha

And i'm dead serious.. becos.. by the time i got home from the match it was close to 1am.. and after i showered i went to bed la.. so i basically slept all thru monday.. only occasionally waking up to stuff smth inside my mouth and went back to sleep..

So ladies and gentlemen.. i've grown FATTER overnite..

And now i feel bloated.. but dun blame me la.. cos it's that time of the month.. so all i do is stuff food into my mouth.. hee..

I dun haf to tell u abt the match.. i think lulu and shaikhah summed it pretty well.. of course i enjoyed myself.. wif AM exasperated that indo lost.. haha..

Shaikhah.. the elmo muz haf cost u a bomb rite?? sheesh.. now i feel baaaaaaaaad..

AM carried elmo!!!!!!!!

AM carried elmo!!!!!!!!

Cute la.. ala everything abt the evning was cute la.. esp when it came to supper time at east coast.. hahahahahahaha.. i shld not even go there..

I'm glad lionel lewis won MVP.. he truly deserves it.. all those numerous saves.. mann.. he's got a gooooooood pair of hands..

That i believe.. if ever that pair of hands has a hold on me.. i wld feel soooooooooo secure.. i wun ask for anything more.. ooooooh.. nice stable big pair of hands.. I LOIKE!!

I shld juz turn into a damsel in distress and run towards lionel while he's on duty and pretend that i'm scared and that i need a hug.. ooooooooooooh.. I LOIKE!!

So i juz added 2 more ppl to my list of hot guys.. lionel is one of them..

As for the other one..

He wears jersey no 6.. the tall lanky defender for singapore..

BAIHAKKI KHAIZAN!!!!!

Now now.. i've always found him hot.. but when i saw him on the pitch..

PHWOOAAARR!!

Tak boleh angkat!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahaha

No la.. actually i think if i ever get upclose wif him.. i'll juz shy away.. serious.. he has that effect on me.. up till this day i still regret not approaching him when i saw him at beach rd..

I mean..

WHAT WERE U THINKING AZREEN?? IT'S BAIHAKKI!!!!!!!!!!!

So ya.. lulu and me were gushing over him yday.. hahahahahaha..

Now all the more i wanna marry him.. do u noe that the regular starting line-up of players will get $15 000 to $20 000 each??

EACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok stop it..

Like i was telling lulu.. i had this vision of me.. running towards Bai.. and when he sees me.. he will spread his arms open.. and i'll jump into him.. so imagine my legs wrapped around him.. i mean who am i kidding?? the fella is bloody thin!! but.. haha..

Our faces so close together.. we start kissing.. and he loses his balance.. me on top of him.. and the inevitable happens..

Imagine all these..

ON THE FIELD!!

OooOOOOOooooohhhhhhhhh..

I LOIKE!!

And one more thing..

Since Bai is tall..

I will haf to do the "exploring"..

Hyakhyakhyak..

Ok i shld seriously control myself..

U noe.. me and lulu do haf the right connections.. but yet.. everyhting juz seem so far..

-sigh-

Sedih!!

Hahahahahahaha

Ok stop it..

Last week was too exciting..

So i'm gonna make full use of this week to rest.. catch up on sleep and let my body recharge..

Bye ppl!!

| 1/18/2005 03:13:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Kamal shld get a new snow cap.. he seriously shld..

Haha..i was juz lookin at his primary pic on friendster laaaaaaaaa.. that pic of him at the stadium wif his bunch of frenz watching the Singapore vs Myanmar match..

And he wore the same old blue snow cap.. the one that he thinks make him look like Craig David..

Yang TAK jadi..

Hyak hyak hyak..

Shawal makes nice lattes.. my hazelnut latte always taste nice and sweet each time he makes it.. that goes to show he bothers to serve me good shots cos he does spend some time making my drink..

Or maybe he's really good at it..

Or maybe he juz wants me to talk to him at the bar..

Hyak hyak hyak..

Ok la brudder.. cos u ALWAYS make my latte soooooo nice..

I forgive u for laughing at me LOUDLY on sunday when i told u i dunno how my results are gonna be like..

I forgive u for being a downright busybody when i asked abt Mus.. sheesh.. attachment at pulau bukom for 5 mths??

5 FREAKING MTHS???????????

So that means i will only get to see Mus in May??

MAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY?????????????????

Ok stop it azreen..

And yes shawal.. cos u always make nice lattes..

I forgive u for ALWAYS forgetting my name..

As long as u rmbr this pretty face of mine..

Hyak hyak hyak..

Ok i seriously shld stop laughing like that.. but i cant help myself laaaaaaaaaa..

This week has been goooooooooooood..

No let me correct that..

2004 ended on a nice note for me.. it was pretty sweet actually..

As for 2005..

So far it has been a blast..

Gee.. why did tengku adil wear green baju raya?? whyyyyyyyyy?? he looks damn goooooooooood siak!!

Ok.. sori for that.. i was surfing friendster..

So where was i?????

Oh.. ya.. ok..

So 2005 started on a hig note..

I'M LOVIN' IT

Hahahahahahahahahahaha

But i'm not gonna tel u why laaaaaaaaaa..

It's cos..

I'm lazy to type it out..

Besides.. i dun think it's really that impt..

Hyak hyak hyak..

U know.. i'm glad lots of issues haf been resolved.. i felt sooooooooooooo relieved after that..

Like a huge burden has been lifted off me..

I'M FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AS A BIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!

And rite now i'm walking on air.. well.. ok fine.. even wif both feet on the ground.. it feels as if i'm floating.. and it's all because..

Beeeeeeeecaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuusssssseeeeee..

Not gonna tell u...........

Hyak hyak hyak..

Pozi is a nice guy.. he really is.. very funny.. and nice.. and lame.. and sweet..

I LOIKE!!!!!

Hahahahahaha.. like u all didnt know that!! but ya..

Oh wat can i doooooo.. he'll always be someone whom i juz chat to on MSN.. but it's ok la..

At least he doesnt block me..

Unlike SOMEONE..

Ok stop it.. stop it.. but i wish i had gotten to see the wimp juz now.. hahahahahaha..

Eh tak baik azreen..

But ya la.. he's a..

VERY GOOD LOOKING WIMP

Hyak hyak hyak..

I juz bought something..

I. JUZ. BOUGHT. SOMETHING.

It's nothing spectacular.. but i can wear it this sunday.. i think if sayang sees it.. she's gonna faint..

Hyak hyak hyak..

I GOT GRANDSTAND TIX

WE GOT GRANSTAND TIX

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE GOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG TOOOOOOOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTCCCCCHHHHH THEEEEEEEEEE MAAAAATTTTTCCCCCHHHH FRRRRRRROOOOOOMMMMMM THEEEEEEEEEE GRRRRRAAAAAANNNNNDDDDSSSSSTAAAAAANNNDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok i'm sorry for that.. but it's exactly how i feel.. that's exactly how i wld say it..

GRRRRRRAAAAAAANNNNNDDDDSSSSSSSSTTTTTTAAAAAANNNNNDDDDDD TIIIIIXXXX!!!!

For those guys who are thinking of applying to be my date for sunday..

Sori la.. applications haf already closed..

I HAF FOUND MYSELF A DATE

How can i refuse him?? i mean he practically offered to go wif me.. when initially i had wanted him to ask his frenz.. if.. well.. if any of them wld like to be my date..

So......

TAA-DAA!!!!!!!!

Hyak hyak hyak..

I already told my mom abt sunday's date.. she has no qualms watsoeva.. except that she wld prefer him to fetch me wif a car.. rather than the scrambler..

But..

Hyak hyak hyak..

No curfew watsoeva for sunday..

So........

Hyak hyak hyak..

I really really cant wait mann..

WHY IS IT ONLY WEDNESDAY?????????????

| 1/12/2005 01:30:00 PM

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Ok..

i feel better now..

much much better..

stuff has been cleared up..

so..

ya..

too tired to elaborate on them..

so..

ya..

anyways..

i need a date for sunday..

A GOOD LOOKING DATE..

any takers??

any recommendations??

| 1/06/2005 01:55:00 PM

i had already written down.. on a piece of paper.. wat i wanna blog abt.. but now.......................

MALAS

no..

actually..

it's juz a mixture of feelings..

that i can't put into words..

i had already written down abt wat happened yday.. a panicky day.. a nice evening..

but thennnnnnnnnnnn...............

i had to receive it..

i had to read it..

and thennnnnnnnnnn................

ala..

wadever la..

i'll blog abt wateva i've written.. on another day..

and rite now....................

smth is happening..

sheesh..

i can feel my blood going upstairs..

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeesh..

this is really pissing me off..

oh..

WHAT THE FUCK

| 1/06/2005 11:56:00 AM