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Monday, February 28, 2005

Lalalalalala..

Hello ppl.. hello hello.. oh hello..

Hellllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..

Allo.. allo..

Hulllllllllooooooooooo..

Ok enuff azreen.. enuff of the nonsense.. as u can tell i'm still feeling crappy.. but am i grumpy?? umm.. i dunno la.. am i???????????

So i logged into my Friendster account.. and i had 11 new msges.. all from guys!!!!!!!!!

Look i'm not tyring to brag abt it.. it's juz.. well.. if only u haf read the profiles of those guys who wrote to me.. to a certain extent their looks bothered me.. at least i'm being honest here.. but if they were intelligent enuff.. i wun be complaining la..

There was this 42 yr old Turkish guy.. who has a business here.. eeeeeeeeee..

A 30 yr old married pilot who wrote to me the other day..

Oh yuk!!

Nevertheless.. i took the time to reply to their msges.. what goes around comes around.. but i didn't reply to the Turkish guy.. he is one horny fella..

Bluek

Yday shaik said some stuff to me.. which i've been thinking abt for some time.. i mean.. i'm already 20.. not to say that i'm all grown up.. but i'm at the stage.. whereby i shld be allowed to make certain decisions by myself..

But all the decisions that i haf made.. were they really for myself?? or was i juz trying to make my parents happy??

Cos if i were to make a decision.. and only i am happy.. but my parents are not.. what's the use right??

But then again.. u can't possibly ask me to make a decision that makes me miserable rite??

So i dunno.. bluek.. either ways i'm caught in a dilemma.. bluek..

Today is monday.. it's my free day.. i dun teach tuition on mondays.. simply becos monday comes after sunday.. and ppl always suffer from monday blues.. heh.. and i choose not to be part of it.. i relish the idea of having to wake up late while other ppl haf to leave for work and school.. they haf to be up early.. and that is soooooooooo not for me.. especially since i always cant sleep on sunday nites..

Oh heck.. i haf problems sleeping on most nites.. so i haf to do lots of smsing.. read a book.. or talk to someone till i get really really sleepy.. which normally happens only when its 4am..

Am i blabbering?? yes i am.. sori la.. got lots of things on my mind.. i juz feel like talking.. and talking.. and talking..

And yes.. i wanna talk to a certain someone.. but too bad.. he is kinda.. umm.. out there.. ok not really out there.. but he is.. out.. there.. u know.. like.. out there.. walking about.. but there's no way he can contact me...........?????????

Umm.. ok ok.. its ok if u dun get it..

Mann i feel like shitting.. bluek.. bluek..

Shld i move my ass to the toilet?? no..

MALAS

I'm craving for.. kebab.. roti john.. beef lasagne.. that Turkish pizza that can only be found Jurong Point Banquet.. sheesh.. i wanna eat bonesteak.. bluek.. bluek.. cheese steak...............

I wanna eat so many things laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

Sori ppl.. it's almost that time of the month.. that i start to eat lots of stuff.. i get bloated.. i complain that i'm fat but i continue eating and eating.. and yes.. i get my mood swings.. bluek..

Do u noe what i want right now?? like what i really really want??

A BIG BREAK

Yes.. i wld love to juz go away somewhere far.. out of singapore.. i dun mind if i'm away alone.. i juz wanna relax my mind.. juz chill.. do some reflection.. and come back feeling refreshed.. and start to embrace life differently.. but who am i kidding?? my parents definitely wun let me get out of the country alone..

Bluek

| 2/28/2005 12:46:00 PM

Friday, February 25, 2005

"Thank u sooo moch for comin. It was luvley"

"Mommy put u on the notti stool becos u shouted at mommy. U were bein rude to mommy"

Oh lulu.. how nice if we haf such kids right??

Bluek

Why are u so belo?? Why muz u be so absolutely belo?? U are the most belo person i've ever known. I can't believe how belo u are. U had the heart to do that?? What abt me?? Bluek. Fine if u insist to be belo to me, i'll be belo to u too. Juz u wait and see. I'll be belo the next time u....... The next time u decide to talk or sms me, i'll be super duper belo. U wun noe what hit u. I've got approval and support from The Royal Highness of Belo Ppl. Bluek.

| 2/25/2005 02:59:00 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I dunno wat to blog abt..

I am feeling crappy and grumpy..

Crappy and grumpy..

Crappy and grumpy..

Do u get me??

CRAPPY AND GRUMPY

I'm talking to lulu right now.. i juz posted 2 bulletins on Friendster.. and i dun feel like going home.. altho the thot of eating mom's kway teow is very appetizing indeed..

See how mundane my life is..

Bluek..

Chill la lulu.. tell me to type faster for wat?? u also type slow waaaaat.. and u went mmmm lalalala wawawawa tetetetetete mmmm tetetete on me juz now..

Bluek..

Pls dun let it be a boring evening..

I think i shld juz spend my evening sleeping away..

Bluek..

GRUMPY AND CRAPPY

CRAPPY AND GRUMPY

GRUMPY AND CRAPPY

CRAPPY AND GRUMPY

Bluek to all of u..

Leave me alone..

| 2/24/2005 06:19:00 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Oh helllllllllooooooooo................

Hellluuuuuuuuu..............

I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NICE OR NOT?????????

LAWA TAK???????????

Actually it wasnt me who did it la.. it was shaik.. i juz sat behind her.. and gave her orders.. haha.. and yes.. i was very fussy at it too.. esp abt my tagboard.. and no.. i dun like the colour of my tagboard.. but....................................

WHERE IS THE PURPLE TAGBOARD?????????

MANER LULU?????????? MANER??????????? U CAKAP ADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahaha

Ok shuddup.. ok la.. i shld say..

THANK U SHAIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-muackz-

So anyways.. i'm at lulu's hse.. and i was eating carrot cake.. and it fell into my valley...oopss. Den I had to dig it out with a cangkul.. <-- typed by lulu

Ok.. yes.. a piece of carrot cake fell into my cleavage.. so i had to put my finger in.. had to fish it out.. i cldnt possibly leave it there to rot rite??

One of my toes hurt.. cos i hit it against the chair leg.. bluek..

Do u like the song on my blog?? dooooooooooooo yoooooooouuuuuuuu??

Previously it was a song by Good Charlotte.. and as much as i love that song.. i guess its high time that i change it..

Lalalalalalalalalala

Wat to blog abt??

Oooooooooohhhhhhh.. tonite got Konsert Solo.. it is the episode wif Ruffedge.. hee hee..

Yes.. the Konsert Solo that me, liz, lulu and shaik attended.. and lucky thing i wasn't seated at the front.. if not they wld haf to call an entire team of security guards to restrain me.. not that seating at the back meant that my frenz needn't restrain me..

Gosh.. i juz hope we were not caught on camera.. trust me.. i will look so buruk.. wif my mouth wide open.. screaming away.. and half sitting.. half standing.. bluek.. but wasn't my fault waaaaaaat..

ZAAAAAIIIIINNNN!!!

AKU CINTA PADAMUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

U shld haf seen me.. screaming till my voice went hoarse.. mann i sounded so scary.. the look on the boy sitting in front of me was classic..

And shaik juz did this circular movement wif her body and her hands..

And liza was juz slapping my thigh..

And lulu was tugging at shaik's sleeves..

Hahahahahaha.. truly enjoyed that night..

U shld see how lulu looks like right now.. this very minute.. wif her bandaged ankle.. and her hair.. like shaik said.. she looks like a cavewoman.. hahahahahahahahaha..

Shaik juz said good nite.. she's gonna sleep on lulu's bed..

Shaik.. dah bangun lambat tadi.. tak cukup tido lagi ke?? she juz used her selendang to cover herself.. bluek..

Hee haw..

Hee haw..

Hee haw..

If shaik can neigh i can go Hee Haw.. hahahahahahaha..

Hee haw.......

Heeeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaw............

Ok shaik dah bangun.. haha.. she heard us talking abt noh alam shah so she got up.. and she's neighing.. and i'm hee hawing.. mann.. if only we haf audio blog.. hahahahaha..

HEEEEEEE HAAAAAAAAW

Noreen.. u ate pork??? how come?? wat happened?? aper yg dah jadi?? mentang mentang dah sampai melbourne.. u dunno the difference btwn pork and.. kambing and lembu?? tell me wat happened.. heeeee..

Gosh.. it muz be really disgusting rite?? can u imagine.. consuming a meat.. that's funny tasting.. i dunno wat pork tastes like.. it muz be sour.. or.. yuk!! but ya.. imagine finding out that it's PORK!!

-oink oink-

-SNORT-

Ok la.. enuff nonsense.. i dunno what to blog abt.. bluek.. lalalalalala..

Hee.. hope u all haf a nice day.. get enuff sleep.. get enuff rest.. get enuff to eat.. it's not good to go hungry.. wait u will be malnourished.. hee hee..

| 2/22/2005 02:26:00 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Bluek

Bluek

Bluek

Why did u haf to tell me that??

Bluek

I noe la.. it's only ur instincts.. and how many times has ur instinct been right??

Hopefully not la..

Bluek

Simply becos.. i think the subject in mention shld be rightfully urs.. i juz dun want wateva u said.. wateva u felt.. i dun want them to come true..

I dunno how u feel abt the subject in mention.. and i dun want things to get complicated..

Bluek

It wun happen..

It must not happen..

Its not true..

Its not logical..

No sense

Bluek

And as for the other thing u said..

Bluek

Now i'm scared.. pls dun let anything go further.. yet..

Nooooooooooooooo

Bluek

Too much in 1 night.. i wanna log off..

Bluek

| 2/19/2005 04:02:00 AM

Oh hello..............

I juz got back from the bowling competition.. ok la.. not JUZ.. i got back at 11.. managed to watch a bit of APM.. and i was smsing at the same time.. and telling my lil cousins to go to bed.. then i washed up..

So now here i am.. in front of the comp.. chatting.. blogging.. replying to msges..

And waiting for..

Hahahahahahahahahaha

Waiting for the sky to fall..

Ok nvm.. crap..

LIZAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i juz feel like screaming at liza.. beeeecosss.. if SMTH had happened.. she will be soooooo screwed!!

So anyways.. the competition was ok.. we got 2nd for the team event.. not bad eh.. for someone like me.. who hasnt bowled.. in a long long time.. but the credit has to go to my aunt la.. she's goooooood..

I suck..

Hahahahahahaha

So.........................

Bluek bluek bluek..

I'm actually sleepy.. only the comp is making me awake.. and it's super duper cold.. my feet are freezing..

Bluek

Noreeeeeeeeeen!!!!!!!!!!!! howdy mate?? how's life over there?? dah settle in belum??

Ok i dunno wat to blog abt..

Lalalalalalalalala

Mann.. i'm getting sleepy.. i shld do smth exciting..

Ok la.. bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

| 2/19/2005 12:54:00 AM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

It's been exactly a month..

Yes.. exactly a month ago.. i was at the stadium.. no make it WE..

We went to watch the Tiger Cup Finals..

If i cld repeat the day all over again.. i wld..

Cos i seriously enjoyed myself.. the date was nice.. for once i had a nice decent date..

Altho AM and me didnt hold hands.. i still enjoyed myself very much..

From the moment AM called to say that he was on the way to pick me up.. and him arriving at my hse.. talking to my family.. and then off we went to the stadium..

From the moment i sat in the car.. and him commenting that i smelled nice.. hee.. the cranberry body butter is FANTASTIC!!

Lalalalalalalalalala

Although i was partly irritated that he chose to support indonesia.. but ya.. he was such a sweetie la.. heeeeeeeeeee....................................

Offered to carry my elmo for me.. i repeat.. i didnt ask him to do that.. he offered..

But it was really really nice.. i dunno how to describe it..

The talk that we had while he drove to East Coast..

Gosh!! it was sooooooo nice..

And yes.. all the more it was nicer cos my parents were aware of it.. and yes.. it was nice..

Nice..

Nice..

Nice..

I cld for once come back late without a scolding.. it was 1am.. and he sent me up to my hse..

Waaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Very nice la..

Can i rewind back?????

Pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaaasssssssssseeeeeeeeee????????????

| 2/16/2005 03:28:00 PM

Yday evening.. i received a fone call..

Me: Hello..
Abg Erza: Noreen kenal (murmur woman's name) tak?
Me: U mean (murmur woman's full name)?
Abg Erza: (shouting to his fren) Popeye!!!!! Is her name (mumur woman's full name)
Popeye: I dunno la.. she was in cedar then srjc!!!!
Abg Erza: (repeated the entire thing to me)
Me: Ok.. ask him what she's doing now..
Abg Erza: (shouting again) Popeye!!!!!!!!! What is she doing now??
Popeye: Some childcare thingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Ya correct.. so it's the same girl we're talking abt la..
Abg Erza: My fren says she's hot!
Me: Waaaat??!! Haha.. no..
Abg Erza: She's not hot??
Me: No.. in fact she's my very very good fren..
Abg Erza: Ur gd fren??
Me: Yeah.. part of my clique..
Abg Erza: So she's not hot then??
Me: No.......
Abg Erza: (shouting) Popeye!!!! Ci-----bai!! trick me!! fuck! fuck!
Me: (waaaaat???)
Abg Erza: Eh ok la.. i'll call u back..

So murmur woman.. if u're reading this.. hehehehehehe..

U ARE ONE HOT MOMMA!!!!!!!!!!

RAWK ON!!!!! \m/

Ok enuff nonsense..

So i juz crapped wif AM.. oh nvm..

Shld i really ask him abt the 23rd??

Oh nvm..

Now i'm torn.. btwn..

Cicak boy..

And..

Mr Kacang Panjang..

I think that's what caused my headache last nite..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Crap shit nonsense azreen!!

Shuddup..

Shaik shuddup..

Diam..

| 2/16/2005 02:25:00 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

AM is a good man..

So why is he not attached??

Cos he's too shy..

Cos he's not pro-active..

Cos he really doesn't noe how to approach gals..

And talking to him last nite.. well..

Ok nvm..

I juz think my mom is mad.. seriously mad.. cos she told me to call AM.. and ask those qns.. she told me to ask AM to come over to our hse yday.. cos it was V-Day..

WAAAAAAAAAT??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok nvm..

Bluek..

I'm fat.. as i walk i can feel my tummy shaking away..

Bluek..

Noreen is going away tmr..

Bluek..

Haf to go to the airport..

I haf not gotten lulu's gift..

Bluek..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LULU DEARIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday i haf a bowling competition..

Bluek..

I'm not ready for it..

Bluek..

Friday there will be a Live telecast of APM and i can't watch it..

Bluek..

Cos i haf to be at Marina Bowl..

Bluek..

Liza gets to go for APM and i dun..

Bluek..

I wanna meet Zain but i dunno which hotel he will be at..

Bluek..

Haf to go teach tuition now..

Bluek..

| 2/15/2005 03:53:00 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

I am at lulu's hse now..

I am smack in front of the computer..

I juz ate lasagne and 2 pieces of drumlets..

My tummy is bloated..

Full of babats..

Shake took a very unflattering pic of me in my pyjamas when she was at my hse dis morning..

She took a pic of me wif elmo.. on my sofa.. smiling away..

That was sooooooooo not me.. but..

I LOIKE THE PYJAMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

Shake is on lulu's bed reading cleo.. i tink she's gonna fall off the bed anytime soon..

Lulu is singing her lungs out.. jiwang mly songs.. and moving abt..

Her body kept rubbing against mine..

OOooooooHHHHhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahaha

Lulu.. try harder ah.. the way u teased me.. so funny mann..

FAAAAARRRRRRNIIIIII

Lalalalalalalalalalalala

Ok lulu juz burped.. LOUDLY..

I tink i can smell drumlets from her mouth..

If i was a rich girl..
Nananananana
If i haf all the money in the world
If i were a wealthy girl
Nananananana

Yes yes.. if i had all the money in the world..

Hyakhyakhyak..

I will spend.. spend.. spend.. spend..

And yes.. i will haf thousands of Pierre Cardin underwear.. if that girl can spend money on hundereds of Bond underwear..

I will spend my money on Pierre Cardin undergarments..

"When i haf money i'm gonna buy the whole Stilla............." - Shake didn't complete her sentence..

Lalalalalalalalalala

Imagine us.. in the green beetle.. Mr Kacang Panjang holding my hands wif his left hand.. and his right hand manouvering the steering wheel..

Hyakhyakhyak

I LOIKE

And then we drive to a secluded spot by Marina Bay.. or all the way up to Mount Faber.. wif his legs stretched out..

Hyakhyakhyak

I can jump on him anytime..

Especially if he smiles at me..

Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That blinding smile of his..

Waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can juz go crazy.. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

Imagine la..

IF we really haf a green beetle.. we go for late night supper.. stroll by the beach.. holding hands.. him playing wif my hair..

I LOIKE

In the mornings.. i prepare his breakfast.. it has to be a healthy and nutritious meal..

(Jemput mkn pizza tu la shake.. takde org marah)

Oh.. ok.. ya.. highly nutritious breakfast.. we eat together.. feed each other.. then off he goes for work.. he gives me a peck on the cheek..

(Shake is sitting on lulu's lap)

Then.. while he's away.. i will clean the hse.. cook all the delicious meals..

In the evening.. i will wait for him to.. ummmmm..

To finish doing wat he has to do.. then he comes over to me.. i wipe away his beads of perspiration..

Waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOIKE

And then i'll go, "Abang penat?? Abang haus tak?? Lapar?? Makan la.. I dah masak asam pedas"

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ok lulu juz reminded me smth..

I will wait for Mr Kacang Panjang outside sch.. wif a payung.. cos the weather super hot..

When he comes out i will ask, "Abang dah mkn?"

And he'll go, "Oh i terlupa bawak duit today.. i nak mkn asam pedas u.. hehehehehehe"

So off we go home.. den while he's eating i'll go, "Abang nak mandi tak?? I siapkan the bathtub for u eh...."

So after he gets into the bathtub.. he calls out to me, "Sayang.. nak join?" (winkwink)

And so.. i will juz dive into the bathtub.. my reward for working so hard the entire day..

And then while in the bathtub together i will go, "Abang.. kaki u panjang la.. sampai hanging by the tub.. tak romantic laaaaaaaaaa................"

And then.......................

Hehehehehehehehehe.. after he wraps his legs around mine...........

Hehehehehehehehe..

I shld juz stop here

| 2/14/2005 02:32:00 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

Lalalalalalala

Now where do i start??

How do i start??

What shld i say??

How shld i go abt blogging today??

HOWWWWWWWWW?????!!!!!!!!!!

MACAM MANER?????!!!!!!!!

TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hyakhyakhyak

Actually.. dunno wat to say..

Oh oh..

FRIENDSTER IS HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPENING GILERRRR!!!

CAN POST 12 PICS!!!

Which.. i already did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh ya.. Kukuz haf already opened a Friendster account..

Add us: shake2kokolalat@hotmail.com

Take a look at our pics mann..

I'm sure u wun regret..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm so funny rite??

Ok shuddup..

Bye ppl!!

| 2/11/2005 12:09:00 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Yday was a bad baaaaaaaad daaaaaaaaaay..

Oh yuk!!!!!!

It was juz Banglas galore.. like the entire beach was full of Banglas!!

Yes.. we wanted to go for a tan.. at sentosa..

And then due to our very own stupidity.. well we took a cab from the airport rite.. so we cld haf juz told the cab driver to send us straight into Sentosa.. but we alighted at Harbour front..

So we thot.. ala.. no big deal.. juz take the shuttle service.. but then.. we saw the long queue..

THE EXTREMELY LONG QUEUE

It snaked from the Seah Im food centre interchange allllllllllllllllllll the way to the mrt.. oh faint!!

And ppl actually bothered to queue.. so me and shaik decided to walk into sentosa.. which we thought was a good idea..

But no.. this grp of banglas started ogling at us.. luckily we had our bags to cover our asses..

So we had to walk into sentosa wif the banglas making funny noises smack behind us.. and then there was a queue for the monorail.. a long queue.. from the platform.. down the stairs.. and onto the pavement..

And the sentosa beach line took forever to come.. and we shared that entire bus wif Banglas.. eeeeeeee..

And the beach was full of Banglas.. swimming away.. having picnics.. washing sand of their bodies.. and i felt too disgusted to wear my shorts and tube.. share my space wif banglas.. having them look at me..

So we decided not to tan..

Umm.. ya.. so now i appreciate mats ogling at me even more..

Eeeeeeee..

Hahahahaha

Ok gotta go bathe now.. wait lulu dah take bus i belum siap.. no one to send meeeeeeee!!!!!

I tink abg erza has gone back to camp.. he sent me to the airport yday..

Maner abg massss???

Shld i ask him??

Ok nvm..

Bye ppl!!

Till next time

| 2/10/2005 01:22:00 PM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

U shld see all these ah peks and nyonyas stationing themselves smack in front of the shutters of the library.. some even peered in btwn the shutters while waiting for the library to be opened.. and once the shutters have been raised..

Wah!! They start running into the library mann.. and up to level 3..

Waaaaaaat the.......?????????????

Chill la.. i mean.. what haf they got to worry?? they haf all day to stay in the library.. unlike us young ppl wif stuff to do all the time..

(yes.. i'm a busy person mind u)

So anyways..

I feel a huge sense of accomplishment.. yday i spent abt $70.. on jeans from Far East.. cap from 77th Street at Bugis.. and a tee.. from this shop.. also at Bugis..

But i really needed those stuff la.. besides.. i think nxt week i'll be receiving my $230 for tuition.. so ok la.. no more shopping till next mth..

Besides.. this might be the last time i'll be doing any shopping for quite some time.. cos i'm getting busy.. yes.. busy running around for tuition.. and.. umm.. other stuff..

So i probably wun get to shop.. wun get to meet The Kukuz often.. which reminds me..

The Kukuz.. yes all 5 of us HAVE to meet up on thurs tau.. Miss Neeta Rai..

The President of The Kukuz Club DEMAND that u cancel all ur tuition lessons on thurs.. i mean.. who the fuck has tuition on public hols??

So.. where was i?? yup.. busy..

And i probably wun do anything to my hair till april.. yes.. i'm gonna let it grow out.. it might look horrible.. but who cares.. i wun be meeting ppl anyway.. worse comes to worse.. i'll juz put on a cap when i go out..

Haf u ever felt.. an instant attraction towards someone?? like u see him.. and then..

BAM!!!!!!!

Alarms sounded.. and ur heart and ur mind and ur brain and every other part of ur body send signals to u.. telling u that u HAVE to get to noe this guy..

The last time i felt that way.. was.. a yr ago.. so.. yup.. now i'm feeling it all over again..

And it's so intense.. that everyday.. after prayers.. i'll juz pray to God.. asking him to grant my.. umm.. wishes??

I mean.. God is the only one i can ask from.. so.. ya..

So anyways..

Yes.. i wanna go for a tan.. can we do it tmr pls?? Pls shaik..

Pleeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeeee

I wanna wear my very short pink shorts.. it's very the short.. that my mom believed me when i told her it's a panty!! hahahahaha.. yes the very short shorts had to fall out from my wardrobe when mom opened it.. so i juz..

Well.. i juz said it's a panty la..

Heeeeeeeee...............

Lalalalalalalalalalala

When we meet up on thursday.. we shall watch that korean movie.. Liza u better cry tau.. it WILL be touching.. and then we juz chill somewhere..

Pls ppl.. NO WALKING..

Let's chill at marine cove.. let's eat kebab.. let's juz do smth that doesn't require much walking..

Gosh!! yday my legs cld break.. and my back was aching..

The other day also.. me and lulu did so much walking..

Wah!! muscles are starting to form on my legs already.. when i've not even started my exercise routine!!

Speaking of exercises.. i WILL start next wk.. yes.. i'm gonna start jogging.. do my sit-ups.. and pull-ups..

And i will start to measure the size of my thighs.. i'm seriously a lump of babat..

I promise u all that i wun back out of exercising anymore.. hee..

It's cos.. it's cos..

I muz get my body in shape.. for.. ummmmmm.. for..

Ok nvm.. i shall not say it..

Zain.. zain..

Oh zain..

WILL U BE MY PUTERA IDOLA????

Ok crap.. i'm full of shit..

| 2/08/2005 10:07:00 AM

Friday, February 04, 2005

Oh hello..

I'm here again.. managed to drag myself out of the hse.. no la.. not tired.. i was juz lazy..

Surprisingly.. i managed to sleep early last nite.. before 11 i think.. fell asleep while reading my book and smsing lulu and shaik..

It wasn't any ordinary smsing.. we ber-pantun-ed wif each other.. ok that was totally bad language.. sori la..

Hasrat di hati memang nak berpolygamy,
Hendak berkahwin dgn ramai orang.
Tetapi dgn si jejaka sorang ni,
Tak akan ku berlaku curang.

Saya tak pandai berpantun,
Cuma pandai berlari.
Saya ingin minta ampun,
Kerana si dia yg saya sebut tiap hari.

Mat janggut mat kudut,
Ada juga mat ngek-ngok.
Tidakkah kamu takut,
Ibu sedang tengok!

Ok i shld stop it.. it's getting out of hand..

But actually it's good waaaaaaaat.. like shaik said.. stimulates the brain cells.. haha..

The new tv is coming tmr.. but dad doesnt want it in the living room.. he still prefers the small black tv.. he said, "Tv tu kan tak kacau orang"

So he wants the enw tv to be put in my room instead.. crazy is it?? so biggggggg!! and i've got no proper tv rack.. and where do i put my stereo like that?? apeje!!

I WANT THE BIG GIANT ELEPHANT!!!!!!!!!!

And i hope my baby wld get it for me..

Baby.. u will get it for me rite?? it may cost $599 but u can afford it rite??

Lalalalalala.. ok i haf to write a testi for abg erza.. but i dunno wat to say.. bluek!!

Hahahahahahahahaha

Ok enuff.. dunno what to blog abt..

| 2/04/2005 01:44:00 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

I cut my hair yday.. ok no la.. nothing drastic.. i cut the fringe.. trimmed a bit.. and my hair is slightly shorter..

I noe.. i noe.. i've said it so many times that i wanna keep long hair.. but it was getting itchy.. and thick.. and my fringe was long.. and yup.. it was getting hot.. so i guess that was the best solution..

And as usual.. victor.. the guy who always cuts my hair each time i go there.. he understood what i wanted.. and its surprising.. cos his command of english ain't that good.. most of the time i had to do hand gestures.. but ya.. i didn't haf to do much and he knew what i wanted.. and how much too cut so that i will still haf nice hair.. that suits me..

Each time after he finishes whatever he does.. i always feel satisfied..

Besides.. i wanted to make use of the 50% birthday promotion.. so relatively.. i paid good money for a satisfying hair cut..

And now.. it doesnt help that they gave me a $50 voucher yday.. it expires in april.. so from now till april.. i wun do anything to my hair.. i will let it grow out.. even the dry ends.. i will let my fringe cover my eyes so that i will look like some stupid dog.. and on the last day of april.. i will go to the salon and get victor to do smth..

Hyakhyakhyak

If u had the misfortune.. of having to listen to what me and lulu haf been talking abt for the last 2 weeks or so.. u will faint..

Ok.. that was extreme..

But ya.. like i said.. if u actually bother to listen to us.. i think u will not be bothered abt us..

Cos we are owls.. we are not able to sleep at nite no matter how hard we try counting sheeps.. singing lullabies..

So we either end up chatting on the phone.. or smsing.. about..

About..

Well.. oh nvm..

But seriously though.. it's cos lulu misses her darling.. she can't wait for him to come back.. right lulu?? kan?? kan??

And as for me.. my baby is far away.. and ya.. i wanna see his face.. i wanna talk to him.. i wanna laugh at his jokes.. i wanna do all sorts of things..

Gosh!! i wish time wld pass by quickly.. i can't wait..

Ok i will not bother to explain..

Boo hoo hoo..

The wound on my leg is still bleeding.. and it hurts occasionally.. it's already been a week and i wish it wld stop bleeding so that i can take out the damn plaster..

And it's all lulu's fault.. cos i was in a hurry to meet her for a movie.. that i cut myself while shaving.. i didn't realize how deep the cut was..

Cos.. i was shaving.. in a hurry.. and realised there was this white spot near my ankle.. and i distinctively remembered that i had shaved that part.. so i thot why is the shaving cream still there..

So i went to touch it.. that's when blood came oozing out.. like a broken tap.. so before long.. blood started dripping onto the toilet floor.. that's when i felt the pain.. and i saw a flab of skin amongst the shaving cream lying on the floor..

Haha

Ok ok.. it was gross.. but i kid u not.. the flab of skin is the size of a 5-cent coin.. haha..

La la la la la

I wanna eat kebab
I wanna eat roti john
I need a pair of hipsters
I need a pair of sneakers
I need to get a new exfoliator

I'm hungry.. i need to go get smth to eat.. but as usual..

LAZY

Laziness has gotten the better of me.. babats HAVE already formed around my thighs.. my perut is buncit.. my arms are flabby..

I haf been getting enuff sleep but why do my eyes always seem tired?? i need to get smth to reduce the dark rings and tiredness..

Any recommendations??

I need to exercise.. i do.. i do.. dammit..

Do u guys noe.. that there is a shuttle service to marine cove from dhoby ghaut?? i bet u didn't noe that did u??

Hyakhyakhyak

U noe.. the station bus outside This Fashion.. that's where the pick-up point is.. cos i was there yday.. and i saw it.. the bus was there for quite some time but nobody boarded it.. if response isn't good.. definitely the shuttle service will be taken off soon.. but if the shuttle service remains for quite some time.. perhaps i cld catch a free ride to east coast beach each time i'm at dhoby ghaut.. then dun haf to take 36 anymore..

Bluek

Do u noe how excited i am for ur return?? do u noe how much i want to see ur face?? do u noe how crazy i've been for the past 2 weeks?? do u noe how much i'm longing to sit beside u??

| 2/01/2005 01:55:00 PM