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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Hohoho!! MERRY XMAS!!

Haha.. dun ask me why but i've been muttering that all day..

Lately i'm in good spirits.. and again i dunno why either..

Maybe it's cos.. hmmmm.. * winks*.. haha.. ok ok.. i'm NUTZ..

Anyways.. wat did i do today..?? Hmm.. went to concourse wif my mom.. to get some party stuff.. so after lugging 2 big bags of stuff i asked mom if she wanted some hot cocoa from starfucks.. oops.. i mean.. STARBUCKS..

So la la la la la.. i skipped my way to starbucks.. yesssss.. u didn't read that wrongly.. i SKIPPED all the way to starbucks.. mom didn't wanna go in so she waited outside.. so i was hee-ing all the way to the door.. when i pushed open the door.. WHOA!! it was like a gush of wind hit my face!!

Haha.. ok ok.. to melodramatic.. but.. i told u i was hee-ing away rite.. so when this imaginary gust of wind hit me.. i went.. HEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. haha..

Cos the one-and-only barista standing at the counter facing the door was fucking cute!! haha.. ok ok.. he still doesn't beat *ahem ahem* in terms of looks.. but he was.. well.. let's juz say he managed to make me smile wider and made my eyes turn round like goldfish.. haha..

And this totally-in-good-spirits miss azreen went up to the counter wif this fucking huge smile plastered on my face and said.. GRANDE HOT COCOA.. yessssss.. my voice was loud.. then he smiled.. and when he turned away i almost slapped myself in the face cos he muz be thinking i was mad..

So.. hee hee..

Barista: Having here or to go?
Me: To go..
Barista: Went shopping for party stuff??
Me: Umm.. yeah.. how do u know??
Barista: Well.. i saw wat u were carrying..
Me: Ohhhh..
Barista: Wld u like whip cream??
Me: (smiling like mad) Yes pls..
Barista: So.. holding a party??
Me: No la.. bought stuff for my cousin..
Barista: Ohh..
Me: U working alone today??
Barista: Nope.. wif my manager..
Me: Aha..
And wat perfect timing the manager stepped out of the backroom..
Me: Ok.. nobody has taken my payment for my drink..
Manager: Oh.. wat drink is it??
Me & Barista: Grande hot cocoa! (after which we smiled at each other)
Manager: Do u haf the card??
Me: Yes..
Manager: Can i haf it then??
Me: Umm.. NO!.. i mean i haf it but i can't use it..
Manager: HUH??
Me: I mean i'm working for starbucks.. still under training..
Manager: Ohh.. alrite!
Barista: U want whip cream rite?
Me: Yup..
Barista: Ok here u go..
Me: Thank u.. (and i gave one last huge smile)
Barista: Well hope to see u again..
Me: Sure! No problem!

So i went out and handed mom the drink.. now.. this is the first time my mom has ever tried a hot drink from starbucks.. so she asked me for the straw.. to which i laughed and told her to drink from the hole.. and she was like searching and searching.. then i told her got whip cream.. so she was thinking got whip cream but no straw how to drink.. so i told her to wait while i go in to take a spoon..

Me: (entering starbucks smiling gleefully)
Manager: Which outlet u working at??
Me: Ohh.. XX..
Manager: XX?? Ohh.. that means u muz know azmi..
Me: Yes..
(so i went to take the spoon then stopped at the counter again0
Me: By the way.. wat's ur name??
Manager: Semac (well it sounded like THAT.. like the waste company.. haha)
Barista: Wat's urs?
Me: Sori i've gtg.. bye!!
Barista: Ohhhh.. ok.. haf a nice day!!

Haha.. azreen azreen.. U ARE SUCH A BITCH!! i dunno why i did that.. all week i've been playing hard to get..

Like last sun nite.. i turned down his offer to talk on the phone.. i said i was sleepy.. when in actual fact i wanted to talk to him.. then another nite he called.. and i purposely kept quiet most of the time.. which resulted in me falling asleep on him.. then last nite.. haha.. he called my hp and i purposely didn't offer him to call my hse.. i usually do that.. and when i do that it means i wanna talk for hrs..

Shake.. do u really think there was something behind it?? i dun wanna read into it too much.. but.. damn!! haha.. i wish u hadn't said that mann.. but.. la la la.. hee hee.. now i can't stop smiling.. haha.. and i dun care!! u are bringing me to the engagement!!

Oh ya.. juz now while watching the IIFA awards wif mom.. she suddenly asked.. Juz now ur fren eh??

Of course i went HUH??

She was referring to the starbucks guy.. said i was in there for the longest time and she saw that we were talking away.. i said no.. juz some minor conversation.. so she asked if that's the nature of the job..

Well we need to make customers feel welcomed.. as if it's the Thrid Place.. so basically.. yeah.. juz say some nice stuff.. but if u dun feel like talking it's ok too..

And u know wat her respond was?? Ye la.. yang muka lawa saja u talk to kan??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA........

Ok.. juz now my mom told me something.. cos she juz talked to abang mas's mom.. and then i dunno how but the topic of the conversation .. ventured into Faizal.. yessssssss..

So she was telling me that Faizal called abang mas the other day..bla bla bla.. and then she asked why faizal never contact me..

?????????????????????

And i didn't know how to ans that qn.. cos ya.. she doesn't know there was something between us.. and something happened after that.. actually i think she kinda suspect cos i've been out wif him a couple of times.. esp regarding the dinner after work.. so.. wateva la..

Ohh.. juz now.. hehe.. i called Roslan.. the guy working at XX Seafood Restaurant.. i called his hp and we actually chatted for 4 mins 19 secs!! haha..

Ok la.. i think this entire post is juz full of nonsense.. full of crap.. full of babbling.. nothing intelligent has been said..

HOHOHO!! MERRY XMAS!!

*muackz*

| 5/30/2004 09:16:00 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2004

La la la la..

In a talkative mood again.. heh..

So today.. went to jb wif my parents.. before dat we went to abang mas's place to collect something..

My ankle is no longer swollen.. but if i walk for too long it will hurt.. but ok wat.. take car.. not much walking.. so bought lots of stuff at jb.. hee hee..

Oh to sya.. sori girl.. cldn't meet up today.. cos ya.. my parents wanted to go jb wat.. but damn!! i really wanted to meet up wif u and.. *ahem ahem*.. haha.. do wat i told u in the sms last nite..

Shake.. can u believe that Lido Mc Cafe guy actually got into Anugerah?? I was watching Marah Marah Sayang when they showed an advert regarding those who made the cut.. i tell u.. i was so surprised!! his voice not that gd wat.. even if they decided to put him in cos of eye candy.. Andi is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better looking kan??

Oh liz.. btw.. if u're wondering which guy i'm talking abt.. umm.. he's got dark features?? not like dark skin.. but jet black hair.. young.. our age.. dun watch Anugerah cos of Adi only ah.. wif regards to ur post.. he IS gd looking in person.. on tv he looks old.. and he's a bit lembut la.. but.. he's TAAAAAAAAAAALL!!

Den.. wat else ah..

Oh ya!! the other day.. thurs.. me & shake were juz singing our lungs out.. while walking by the beach.. den back to pp.. in the bus.. and at starfucks itself.. so.. we thot of auditioning for Singapore Idol.. juz for the heck of it la.. cos i know i dun haf the talent.. nor the looks..

This brings me to another point.. miss neeta rai.. i am NOT pretty.. i am NOT gorgeous.. if not andi wld haf fallen for me.. if not i wldn't be single rite now.. if not farid wldn't haf done wat he did.. if not i wld haf guys falling all over my feet.. and yessssssssss.. I WANNA MEET UR FUTURE HUBBY!! woo!! can't wait mann!!

Ok.. back to Singaore Idol.. i wonder who the judges are gonna be.. and i seriously feel like going for the audition.. juz for the heck of it.. but am i prepared to be ridiculed on national tv?? hee hee..

Did anybody watch Marah Marah Sayang??

Buka buka pintu sayang..
Ting ta ke ting tang ting..
Ambil pisau belah dada ku..

Haha.. i was laughing my head off most of the time.. esp when they started sitting cross legged outside the door and started chanting god knows wat.. haha.. and yeah.. that guy.. eddy ali.. the one who wears singlet all the time wif oh-so-off-combination-coloured-clothes is my dad's cousin.. muahaha..

Ohhh.. juz now my mom asked.. Kenapa asyik nak melawa ni?? Dah ade bf eh??

Haha.. apeje!! rubbish ah.. not looking for a bf now.. enjoying being single.. i juz wanna go out wif ppl.. like i told shake.. i'm giving myself 2 more yrs.. by the time i'm 21 i shld be able to decide on which guy i wanna settle down wif..

And if there isn't a guy who wants me by then.. something muz be wrong wif me..

Oh ya.. anybody wanna go to the new water theme park at downtown east??

| 5/29/2004 09:15:00 PM

Friday, May 28, 2004

2nd post of the day..

There was a household emergency.. at 4 juz now.. WATER WAS OVERFLOWING FROM THE TAP!!

I dunno wat happened.. i DID NOT do anything to the tap.. i switched it off after bathing but water continued to flow.. no matter how tight i turned the tap the water didn't stop..

Called HDB but they told me to get a plumber..

Called Dad but he didn't ans.. so i smsed him.. after 15 mins i got paranoid.. called my grandma.. of course she didn't know wat to do.. and my grandpa juz got home from work.. so kinda tired.. i was told to switch off the main water pipe.. but.. WHERE THE FUCK IS IT??

So i smsed liz.. shake.. andi.. my cousin.. my mom.. and i was really getting worried.. cos 3 big pails were filled up and i didn't know how to stop the flow.. so..

Wif my swollen ankle.. limping around.. i tried searching for the main water pipe.. TA-DAAAAAH!! found it!! but.. it's WAAAAAAAAAAY up there.. which means i had to do some climbing.. so i brought the chair into the bathroom.. wif lots of difficulty.. i tired switching off the main water pipe.. but it refused to move!!

So had to climb down.. searched for the plier.. then climb up again.. and i was cussing and swearing cos my ankle hurt.. so FINALLY i managed to switch off the main pipe.. WOO HOO!!

And my Dad only called after 5.. but when he heard wat i did he only told me to sit at home quietly.. cldn't he say: Pandai anak ayah.. haha.. wat la azreen.. masuk bakul angkat sendiri.. haha..

U know.. when i was small.. there was this time i called my dad at work.. he was busy so they asked if i wanted to leave a msg.. i told them it was urgent.. haha.. so my dad got worried.. he thought something had happened at home.. so when he called.. this was wat i asked him..

"Ayah.. burung ada berapa kaki?"

Haha.. dun blame me!! i was only 4 or 5.. and i needed to do my art homework!1 so i needed to draw a big bird and i didn't know how many feet birds haf.. haha..

So.. today's incident.. it proves that i'm NOT a bimbo.. i'm NOT dumb.. yday nice ass asked if i'm a dumb bimbo.. I AM NOT!!!!! god!! talking abt him makes my blood boil..

Okies.. fri nite.. WOO HOO!! can't wait for sunday.. cos.. ROSLAN IS BACK FROM AUSTRALIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so dis sunday we'll be going to XX Seafood Restaurant.. heh.. and how did i know dis?? cos i called the restaurant yday.. to be more exact i called his sister's hp wif the reason that we are interested in hiring their catering services..

Juz now my aunt called to tell me that my uncle was buying food at their place last nite and he saw Roslan.. when i told my aunt that i knew Roslan was back she almost fainted..

I'm MAD!!! haha.. the things i get up to..

Ohhhhhhh........ tonite on Suria.. at 9pm.. got.. JENG JENG JENG.. Marah-Marah Sayang!! haha.. i love that show!! and it's been a long time since i watched it.. hee hee.. very excited!!

Lalalalalala.. gonna wait for my parents to come back wif dinner.. hee..

ROSLAN HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

*muackz*

| 5/28/2004 06:45:00 PM

I was woken up by the most unlikely person.. COHEN!!!!!!!! fuck mann.. he called at 9am.. and said.. Azreen do u know u haf an espresso class later at 11:30??

Of course i was like.. Huh?? WHAT??!! I attended all 6 already..

So bla bla bla.. talk cock only la that guy..

And.. *ouch*.. my ankle still hurts.. since yday evening.. i dun rmbr twisting it though.. Did i shake?? but ya.. it's a lil bit swollen.. the right one.. and it doesn't help that i was running in and out of the kitchen.. half eating half trying to watch american idol..

HOW CLD FANTASIA WIN!!!??? ok ok.. i admit her voice is good.. that is without a doubt.. but.. but.. i dun like her attitude.. like how andi was mimicking her last nite.. Simon u dunno cl-assss!! haha.. ok la.. for a change she wasn't one of those who sang loud screaming songs all the time.. but still..

I like diana.. fuck.. I LIKE HER HAIR!! and she's confident in her own skin.. despite the fact that she's physically challenged.. but her voice has really improved ever since she joined american idol..

On the subject of hair.. Lux asked me to be one of their promo gals.. for the entire month of June.. there'll be a personal grooming class for a day.. which they'll pay u $150 if u attend it.. TEMPTING.. but.. i dun wanna go around selling their shampoo la.. i'm not into sales..

And this guy called Alan sent me a msg on Friendster.. Hi how did u make ur smile so beautiful?? HUH?? i got nice smile meh?? puh-leeeeeeeeese!! he's probably one of those chee-ko-s.. *shudder*

Oh well.. back to american idol.. ala.. ok la.. i dun really mind who wins.. doesn't mean that fantasia wins american idol she's gonna gain massive popularity.. or record breaking album sales.. i mean.. look at clay & ruben..

And.. JON PETER LEWIS!!!!!!!!!! when i saw him onstage.. oh god!! HYPERVENTILATION!!!!!! haha.. i tell u.. if i bump into him in the streets.. i'll juz start screaming & hugging him.. dun u think he looks like brian littrell?? mann.. I LOVE THE BOTH OF THEM.. their voices.. their hair.. their eyes.. and those cheekbones.. *cair*.. haha..

Speaking of american idol & love.. damn!! i wasted $2.50 last nite.. IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it didn't come out as planned.. speaking of which.. shake i muz tell u wat i typed.. muahahahahahaha.. HILARIOUS!! if he finds out he'll get the shock of his life!!

And last nite i fell asleep.. on the phone.. while talking to andi.. haha.. ohhh ya.. i've not called to apologize for falling asleep on him.. haha.. later la.. but i was really tired la.. cos had a long day yday wat..

Ohhhhh.. i didn't exactly get into details wat we did yday.. it's been a long time since i typed a detailed post..

Ok.. so woke up at 6.. and received shake's sms asking whether i've woken up or not.. of course when my mom saw me awake she was like.. Eh kenapa bangun pagi sangat?? Pergi tidur la.. and i juz gave a grin and ran into the toilet..

By the time i got out of the toilet both my parents were gone.. so i started running around the hse.. radio blasting away.. hair dryer.. switched on the iron.. and.. ya.. since i was only in my undergarments i kinda scalded my thigh.. it always happens.. haha.. it kinda felt as if i was going for sch u know.. except for the fact that.. I GET TO WAKE UP AT 6:30 WHEN I GET READY FOR SCH!!

And i left the hse without make up on.. wif my hair pleated into 2 pigtails.. haha.. and i put on my makeup in the bus.. 24.. wasn't crowded wat.. so bla bla.. yday was an impt day.. so muz put on foundation.. compact.. blusher.. mascara.. eyeliner.. and tons and tons of lip gloss!! den did my hair.. lalalala..

Ohhh.. my 2 makeup MUST HAVES.. besides the basic compact powder.. i wun get out of the hse without mascara and lip gloss.. even when i'm at home.. after taking a bath.. i MUST put on mascara.. cos it lights up the eyes.. and ur eyes are the windows to ur soul.. haha.. what de hell?? but ya.. so shuqing.. now u know why all my mascara finish so fast..

By the way.. the Maybelline Sky High Curves really work!! haha.. makes my lashes curl nicely.. HEE.. so get it ppl.. and if u buy it at the airport.. u'll get 20% off.. but then again.. the Great Singapore Sale starts TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so go ahead.. shop till u drop.. but not me.. i'm gonna lie low.. till the 22nd.. muahahaha..

Oh ya.. wat shake and me wanted to do at the airport.. we didn't get to do it.. cos.. well.. due to time constraint.. kinda sad actually.. sekali it turns out like Cinta Bollywood.. haha.. no la.. that show is kinda.. umm.. cheesy?? no.. that's not the right word.. but nah.. dun worry la shake.. it'll past by soon.. and.. ya.. keep urself busy.. rmbr wat i told u.. u can only think abt it at nite.. heh..

So.. ya.. then went to lido.. i tell u.. there was this really irritating fella at the underpass.. his face was covered up well wif some soft toy.. he attached a tail to his ass.. and he was like.. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! both of us felt like shooting him!! the irritating song.. the irritating squeaking.. sheesh..

After the movie.. we took neo-prints.. and let me say it again.. it tunred out BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!1! haha.. i'm even looking at it rite now.. haha..

Ohhh.. at banquet PP.. i ate this tomato fried rice wif cheese.. it sounded disgusting at first.. but so long as there's cheese in it.. I LIKE!!!! i wished she had added more cheese though..

Then off to east coast mc cafe.. to claim our free drinks.. i hope that lil bit of walking helped to burn the babats in our tummy.. and thighs.. and arms.. and butts.. and anywhere that babats accumulate.. actually the walk wasn't that far la.. but i bet if neeta was wif us she wld be whining away.. VERY FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRR.. haha..

There were lots of baristas.. ok correction.. at mc cafe they are called BEANIES.. i haf no idea y.. dun u think that name is more suitable for those working at coffee bean?? but ya.. basically.. there were like more than 10 beanies at the very small counter.. then rite dis guy called Azhari had to make our drink.. and the rest crowded around him to watch..

That poor fella.. i felt very stressed for him.. and he was trying to create conversations.. haha.. but ya.. he was really frenly.. came over to talk to us.. very nice fella.. hee hee..

Then.. we used the marine terrace underpass so that we can take 196 back to PP.. dun haf to walk so far.. haha.. and we started running after the bus.. that is something i wun do when i'm alone.. no matter how late i am.. i rmbr i ran after bus 81 wif liz.. haha..

And yesssssss.. Starbucks PP.. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna go into too much details but NICE ASS GOT ON MY NERVES!! initially he was nice.. but.. when he sat down wif us and ate his dinner.. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i told andi abt him.. then he said.. Bilang dia jgn nak action nanti kena pukul.. haha..

I dropped by bedok library after i bade farewell to shake.. cos i felt like borrowing a book.. do u guys know that mike gayle has a new book out?? i saw it at borders last wk.. i forgot the title.. but i wld haf bought it.. if i had money.. i think it's his 5th book?? let's see.. there was Turning Thirty.. Mr Commitment.. Dinner For Two.. ok ok.. so it's his 4th publishing.. mannn.. i love reading his books.. cos he's super hilarious!! haha..

Boy.. how long is dis post?? umm.. ok very long.. it's one of those days i feel like babbling away..

Ok people.. I AM GOING FOR THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT!! for 2 reasons.. cos.. it's LINKIN PARK!! and everybody knows wat a HUGE fan i am.. damn u ting.. u got to go on the rd trip last yr.. fuck mann.. all the way to their conert in kl wif utt.. and u got to meet them!!!!!!!!! but i met them too.. hee hee.. during the mtv asia awards last yr.. ok ok.. it was juz chester and joe hahn.. but still..

And if MTV checks their records and database.. they'll know how crazy i am over LINKIN PARK.. CRAZY!!! CRAZY!!! CRAZY!!! haha..

And the 2nd reason is cos.. andi is going and i'm not gonna give him the chance to brag to me abt the concert.. like how he did last nite regarding the Black Eyed Peas concert.. Fergie looked at u?? Yeah rite!! Jgn nak perasan la!!

So yesssssssssssssssss.. i'm going.. and i shall drag miss nur shaikhah along.. by hook or by crook u'll find me amongst the crowd.. in the padang itself.. screaming away to LP's songs.. oblivious to the rest of the world..

Anybody else interested??

| 5/28/2004 12:36:00 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Shake & me took neo-prints together.. and.. *ahem ahem*.. VERY NICE!! we look VERY PRETTY!!!!!!!!! hee.. serious know.. we look SUPER DUPER BEEEE-OOOOOOOO-TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL.. haha.. and we cldn't stop obsessing over our own pics.. juz kept looking at them.. muahahaha..

I HATE NICE ASS!!
I HATE NICE ASS!!
I HATE NICE ASS!!

If he gives me a hard time on monday.. SCREW HIM!! of course i'm NOT gonna cry.. but.. yesssssssss.. an eye for an eye.. if he gives me a hard time.. muahahaha.. he'll get it from me too.. later.. muahahaha.. i'm beginning to like explosive hair.. haha..

So today.. had a nice time.. up at 6.. reached airport at 7.. but in the end didn't get to see him off.. bla bla.. hung out wif shake.. bla bla bla.. watched Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen.. which was nice.. ok la.. cair-ed a bit..

Then.. haha.. finally we checked out East Coast's Mc Cafe.. kinda cosy.. and the sofa is waaaaaay nicer then United Sq.. but.. of course can't beat starbucks' sofas.. and.. yup.. the ppl were nice & frenly.. AZHARI.. frenly beanie..

So.. ya.. basically that was it.. too lazy to elaborate.. but ya.. tired..

Need to wash my hair.. rest.. maybe take a nap before american idol starts..

And i'm gonna do something crazy during american idol.. u guys juz PAY CAREFUL ATTENTION..

| 5/27/2004 08:01:00 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Had a great time at sentosa yday.. the sun was shining.. juz the perfect weather for a day out at the beach.. of course i was almost woke up late.. cos i slept very very late the nite before.. at 4:30am i think..

So.. yup.. it was a great day to destress anyway.. cos yeah.. i'm going thru lots of unwanted stress rite now.. so basically.. i took part in treasure hunt.. beach soccer.. i played wif the kids.. splashed around in the water.. slapped on some tan oil.. altho i was at the beach for like 8 hrs i didn't manage to get the tan that i wanted.. sigh.. i mean i'm darker.. but it's not a nice lovely tan..

And of course i ate a lot.. and drank a lot.. rite now my thighs are aching.. my ENTIRE body is aching.. when i was running around doing the treasure hunt.. i kept cussing.. cos let's face it.. it's been almost a yr since i did any exercise..

And the treasure hunt stretched all the way to The Merlion.. which meant we had to RUN UPHILL.. and fuck mann.. they made us count the no of wooden planks on the suspension bridge.. the no of metal rods on the bridge.. and also the no of steps leading to the sentosa resort & spa.. so yeah.. i went crazy counting the steps..

But we came in 3rd.. which was ok la.. not bad.. for a team whose forte isn't in exercising.. of ya.. i cheated a bit.. i bumped into Ash.. the guy doing the bird show at the visitor arrival centre.. so i asked him qns abt all the animal shows.. didn't haf to do much running around.. and my uncle was working too.. so cld find out ans from abt the dolphin lagoon without having to search for ans..

Watched Troy on friday.. hmmmm.. it was FANTASTIC!! ok ok.. Brad Pitt's smooth ass was definitely a turn-on.. haha.. it was like.. WHOA!!! haha.. Can anyone ever become my Achilles?? Will YOU be my Achilles?? -faint-

But the story was really nice la.. 3 hrs.. worth the money.. so basically.. during those days the men dun say "I Love You".. neither does "I'm Sorry" exist in their vocabulary.. their way of expressing their love is by having sex.. or asking their women "Do u rmbr wat i told u?"..

What i do know is.. "war".. "the gods".. "apollo".. "my lord".. "my king" are the most common words used.. in a way it was frustrating watching the damn show.. cos the women haf to suffer when their men go to war.. and men go to war cos of their women.. and u see blood all over.. bla bla bla..
Class ended on fri.. kinda sad actually.. cos i truly enjoyed the lessons.. everybody was fun.. esp when James was our learning coach.. haha.. but i got everybody's contact.. so.. he.. and shake.. if u're wondering how Cohen was.. well.. ok la.. there were the occasional times when he talked cock.. but he wasn't in a gd mood that day.. i think la.. and fuck.. mon i haf to go look for explosive hair at work.. -shudder-.. haha.. but i'm looking forward to working wif nice ass mann..

Ok ppl.. i'm signing off now.. i'm seriously aching all over.. and i've been putting moisturizer on my skin so it wun dry out..

And yeah.. dun really feel like talking.. so if any of u call.. i'll get my mom to screen my calls.. except maybe for 1 person.. haha..

| 5/23/2004 03:14:00 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Itinerary for the day:

Run some errands for my mom..
Go to chapter 2..
Meet up wif shake and hopefully lulu..
Watch Troy..
Go for class..

So ppl.. i will be going to Chapter 2 to chop off my locks.. haha.. right at this very moment liz muz be going.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! haha.. i'm gonna cut it real short cos of the short weather.. besides its more convenient for work.. relax ah liz.. IT WILL GROW..

Haha.. no la.. i'm not chopping off my locks.. do u haf any idea how long it takes for my hair to grow?? So now.. very sayang.. i'm going to give it the ionizing treatment again.. and trim it.. the weather is fucking hot.. and i can't stand my hair.. it looks like a lion's mane!! i wanna haf side sweeping bangs.. WOO!! haha.. i'm gonna look like a pretty gal.. haha..

Heads will turn.. i'll get wolf whistles.. haha.. ok ok.. i'm mad.. i dunno why also.. one moment i can be feeling really lethargic.. the next moment i'll start laughing..

Like the other day.. tues.. met up wif shake.. so i woke up late and stuff.. and that woman told me to take a cab to paragon.. luckily my grandma gave me cab fare money.. and when i reached there at around 11:10.. she was still on the train.. and let me tell u.. starfucks paragon is a very depressing place to hang out at..

Firstly it's stuck at the basement.. facing th stupid supermarket.. i mean.. how much of ppl watching can u engage in?? like totaly.. ZERO.. ZILCH.. NIL.. NONE.. and the baristas for that day.. NO GOOD LOOKING ONES..

Ok i've digressed.. wat i was trying to say was.. i was very tired.. cos of the jab.. and i wasn't feeling well.. and i slept after subuh the nite before.. so we decided to hang out somewhere else.. and to make matters worse.. it was raining heavily outside.. although shake had a brolly.. it still means we haf to walk thru the rain to get to the mrt..

I dunno why i started laughing.. non-stop.. even when we were crossing the road to taka i juz started screaming and laughing.. and stepping into the puddles.. i know some passers by actually turned to look at wat the commotion was all abt.. but i really really cldn't help myself.. u shld ask shake wat i was like..

And today.. yesssssss Miss Nur Shaikhah.. WE ARE WATCHING TROY!! NOT SHREK!! muahahahaha.. seeing men in skirts isn't exactly a daily affair.. and no.. it's not cos orlando bloom's in it.. it's cos of BRAD PITT!! i find married men irresistable.. and i'm fucking jealous of jennifer aniston's hair.. i mean who isn't rite?? and wat's more irritating is they look so good together.. i bet they are gonna haf really beautiful kids.. and so will yusry and erra fazira..

So lalalalalalala.. i haf babbled nonsense again..

See u guys soon!!

| 5/20/2004 10:01:00 AM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I'm tired.. and sick.. and aching all over.. and it's such a pain to move my left arm.. cos i juz took my jab on mon.. the jab wasn't painful at all.. maybe juz the initial poke.. then towards the evening.. PAIN AH!! haha..

Maybe i haf a weak threshold.. i dunno.. but i do get tired easily.. and when i'm tired and aching all over i get cranky.. and i wld whine and whine and expect lots of attention.. maybe that's the trait of being an only child.. i dunno..

It's not easy being the only child u know.. yeah.. the perks are there.. like no sharing of bathrooms.. no sharing of rooms.. no sharing of clothes.. no one to fight over the phone wif at nite..

But at the same time.. it does get lonely.. at times la.. and when ur parents argue or are not on talking terms it feels as if no one cares for u.. and being the only child ultimately means all hopes are on me.. I AM THEIR ONLY HOPE.. my parents have not pressured me whatsoever.. but sometimes.. u can juz tell without them saying it..

And being the only child means.. OVER-PROTECTIVE PARENTS.. my mom told me this.. "When u start working dun give ur no to strangers".. "Yes mummy".. "If any guy asks u for ur no and u're not interested decline politely".. "Yes mummy".. "Dun make enemies at work".. "Yes mummy".. "If ur colleagues ask u to go out clubbing after work u can't go".. "Yes mummy"..

And if there's a guy who wants to send me home.. my parents will make it sound as if it's no big deal over the phone.. but the moment i step into the house.. "Who sent u home?".. "How come he wanted to send u home?".. "Until where did he send u home?".. "Does he know which floor u live on?".. "Where does he live?".. bla bla bla bla bla..

And if u stay in ur room.. wif the door close.. they will get suspicious and barge into the room.. haha.. ok.. not come running into my room like some caveman.. but u get the drift.. "Why is the door closed?".. "What are u doing in the room? Sit outside".. "Dun close the door. Keep it open unless u're sleeping".. bla bla bla bla bla..

The other day i came home smelling of cigarette smoke.. of course my mom got suspicious.. which is understandble la.. dun blame me mann.. 2 peepz in my class smoke.. during breaks we hang out together.. cos there's like only 10 of us in class.. and they are a fun bunch to hang out wif.. juz as long as my mom trusts me.. it's fine..

Dun u think it's funny that some guys smoke but they dun like their gfs to smoke?? according to them it's not feminine.. tak manis.. a girl musn't smoke cos it might give off the vibe that she mixes wif bad company.. a girls musn't smoke cos it doesn't make the guy look cool.. MY ASS!! it's not as if i'm in favour of gals smoking.. if they want to.. well go ahead.. i haf girl frenz who smoke.. i admit it can be suffocating to hang around them.. but as long as they dun force me to smoke.. its' ok.. they mind their own business and i mind mine..

I haf never smoked a cigarette.. and i never will.. never ever.. and i find it even scary to touch a stick of unlighted cigarette.. but seriously what is it wif guys?? First they stereotype gals who smoke.. then they say they wanna quit but it doesn't seem as if they are putting in much effort.. they'll be chatting wif u then u hear the lighter.. and if it's over the phone and u ask them abt it.. they'll be super lame and say: "Oh got a lot of cengerik in my room..hur hur.. wriggles my fingers.. even my toes laughed!!

And yes.. i haf concluded that he is BALL-LESS.. he doesn't haf any balls when it comes to girls.. even he admitted it.. and it kinda suck dun u tink?? he has never gone up to a gal to ask for her no.. according to him he's afraid of rejection.. i agree la.. the fear of rejection is always there.. and he went as far as to say that he might bump into the gal in the streets again and the gal will say: "This is the guy that i rejected.. muahaha".. which is kinda ridiculous la.. unless the gal is a bloody bitch..

But wif a face like his.. trust me.. girls wld juz cair.. and if they get to know him better.. i guess that wun be stupid enuff to reject him.. dammit smile.. height advantage.. cool bike..

Why am i babbling abt this?? cos we didn't talk last nite.. and i miss his voice.. i miss him.. i was sick the nite before and he was very caring.. and he says he waits for my sms every single nite.. and i'm the only gal he chats wif at nite.. which i dun doubt cos well.. on the average our calls last from midnite to 6 am.. and since he pays the phone bill.. i think it's sweet of him to want to call me each nite.. he has never asked me to call him.. my house phone bill wun shoot up the roof anyway.. awwwwww.. SCHO SCHWEET!!

He's smart.. irritating.. irritating.. irritating.. and very very irritating.. but he's nice la.. and cute.. and sweet.. and.. haha..

STOP IT AZREEN!!

| 5/19/2004 01:49:00 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

I WANNA GO TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT AT THE PADANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

| 5/16/2004 07:29:00 PM

Tired. Dying. Exhausted. Brain-dead. Mentally & physically drained.

IN NEED OF LOTS OF SLEEP.

Haha.. yesssss.. i'm very lethargic rite now.. due to classes i've not eaten much the past few days.. cos rite.. i wld wake up at 3.. leave for class.. then by the time i reach home it'll be close to midnite & i wld be too tired to eat..

This morning.. for breakfast.. me & mom went to jurong pt banquet.. and i had a very hard time finishing my plate of kebab meal.. believe it or not.. i felt like puking.. i cldn't stuff all the food in.. not that it wasn't nice or anything.. but ya.. dunno y..

I juz chatted wif my aunt.. haha.. and she thought i was mad..

Me: Hello..
Aunt: Hello..
Me: I'M VERY UPSET!!!!!!!!!
Aunt: Why??
Me: Roslan isn't around!!!!!!
Aunt: Who is Roslan?? The only Roslan i know is my bro-in-law..
Me: Of course not him la.. I mean Roslan from XX Seafood restaurant..
Aunt: (it took 10 secs for her to register the bit of info) Ohhh!!That Roslan.. Masya-allah!!
Me: Haha.. I didn't see him juz now!!
Aunt: Oh PUHLEEEESE!!
Me: Really!! I'm upset!!
Aunt: How come he wasn't there??
Me: He went back to Australia.. wun be back till next mth!!
Aunt: Ala.. i go there almost every wkend also i dun bother abt him..
Me: Ala.. u different la.. dun u think he's gd looking??
Aunt: He does NOT fall under MY definition of gd looking..
Me: But why?? Even ibu says he's gd looking..
Aunt: Wait a min.. how did u know he went back to Australia??
Me: Ummm.. i asked the cashier..
Aunt: Haha.. I dunno what else to say..
Me: Dun u think he's well-groomed??
Aunt: (laughing so hard) Haha.. Haha.. Haha..
Me: Really what!!
Aunt: Ya la.. but haf u seen the way he walks??
Me: I know la.. he walks like that.. is he gay?/
Aunt: That i dunno.. but he acts like one.. he even puts on foundation..
Me: Haha.. ya i know.. but he IS gd looking..
Aunt: Wateva la.. i will nvr agree wif u on ur choice of guys..
Me: Haha.. Ok la.. that's all i wanna say..
Aunt: U ah.. Really know.. I thot what only..
Me: Haha.. ok now pass the phone to ur kids..

Haha.. so.. yup.. haf gone bonkers..

Last nite he called.. at 2am.. what the fuck.. but.. it was nice to hear his voice all over again.. and.. everything flowed smoothly.. none of us touched on what happened on monday.. we talked and laughed.. and ya.. he was sweet.. fuck.. he's going to the Black Eyed Peas concert.. wif a gal fren.. he told me if i really wanna go he'll give me his ticket & i can go wif his fren.. for wat la!! haha.. he even asked me what he shld wear to make Fergie notice him.. birthday suit my dear.. haha.. and he continued crapping.. said that if he were to go in his birthday sit he'll be the spotlight for the evening.. no one wld wanna stand near him cos once he raises his arms.. WHOA!! haha..

Sigh.. why azreen why??

| 5/16/2004 07:07:00 PM

Friday, May 14, 2004

Current state of mind: EXHAUSTED
Current mood: HIGHLY IRRITABLE

Why am i up blogging now?? well.. cos my mom woke me up by asking for the caterer's no and told me that my grandma wanted me to call her back.. ROAR!!! cldn't she juz left a msg on the fridge?? and i took a look at myself in the mirror..

I LOOK HORRIBLE!! and did i mention i'm bra-LESS rite now?? haha.. i know that was a piece of useless info but the weather fucking hot sia!! so after i got home from class last nite.. WHOA!! i stripped to the bare minimum.. and since my parents were already asleep NO ONE cld see anything.. MUAHAHA!!

So.. class.. i DID NOT get lost.. cos rite.. i walked thru the glass door.. opened another door and saw that ppl were looking in front.. so i assumed there was a class going on and that i was late.. but i looked at the time and i was like 15 mins early.. so.. silly me walked back out thru the glass door wanting to ask for directions when one the most gorgeous male on earth came out from the lift..

"WHOA!! Is this ur lucky day or wat?" - i thought to myself.. haha..

Ok ok.. he's not like drop dead gorgeous.. ok maybe he is.. well.. he doesn't haf the dammit smile.. but.. haha.. i nearly fainted.. gosh!! i sound like a bitch dun i?? ok i'm NOT a bitch.. NOT in that sense.. ok maybe i am.. i dunno la.. i'm juz like any other red blooded woman.. i mean if a guy is good-looking of course u can't deny it rite?? at least i'm straight ok!!

So.. haha.. i asked him la: "Are u here for the xx class?".. then.. he smiled & nodded.. -CAIR-.. haha.. it wasn't the dammit smile.. but it was like those quiet kinda smile.. haha.. then i think he cld sense i was like "lost" so he led the way.. then we came into class.. which was the class that i almost went into juz now.. he took out a seat on his right for me.. haha..

So bla bla bla.. la la la.. class was ok.. nothing interesting.. cos it was pretty quiet.. and there's this mly guy who was so fucking quiet.. i mean.. is there like a gem in his mouth or something?? how to do grp activity like that?? but the gals are ok.. we haf pretty gals in class.. haha..

And class ended like 30 mins late u know!! and some of us walked to the mrt together la.. and that guy.. the way he talked reminded me of ilyas.. and then.. one of us asked how old he was.. god!! HE'S ONLY 16!! oh fuck it!! no chance!! haha.. it's funny when i found out he's only 16.. all interest disappeared.. haha..

So ya.. by the time i got home it was already 11:30.. and my parents were asleep.. and i missed The OC.. and i missed a lil bit of Meteor Garden.. and i was hungry to the max.. and bla bla bla bla bla..

Ohh.. i forgot to mention the fact that my lil cousin Nadiah celebrated her 4th birthday yday.. and so i followed my aunt to her kindergarten la.. Elias Kindergarten.. and.. SHE CRIED!! haha.. i think she got overwhelmed & touched?? haha.. cos earlier on we reminded her that we'll be coming wif cakes & stuff and she was excited.. when i saw her cry.. i was like.. AWWWW.. haha.. kinda funny & kinda sweet la.. haha.. and being in a class of 4-yr-olds.. wif those tiny lil chairs & tables.. sigh.. I WANNA BE A KINDERGARTEN TEACHER.. and I WANT KIDS OF MY OWN!! haha.. I AM MAD!!

U know.. i was soooooo tired.. so after watching Meteor Garden i went to bed.. ok i haf to admit i was complaining to shuqing la.. usually i put my hp by my bed.. on the tiny chest of drawers.. but for the past few wks i sleep wif my hp in my hands.. right beside my ears so i'll be able to ans to any sms.. cos can feel the vibration & hear the beeping rite.. and last nite i did juz that..

And i woke up at 1:58 am.. 1 MISSED CALL.. fuck!! HIM!!!!!!!! he called at 1:38!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! haha.. so i was cussing & swearing as to why i didn't hear the phone.. i re-checked and it wasn't on silent mode.. but ya.. was kinda tired.. so.. i juz smsed & APOLOGIZED cos i was asleep when he called.. he said it's ok and he told me to go back to sleep.. AWWWWWWW.. haha..

So.. i guess things are ok?? i dunno la.. i hope so.. cos i did lots of coaxing u know.. gurlfrenz.. he's the type who likes to be pujuk when he merajuk.. haha.. ya ya.. i know that's kinda childish.. but it's ok la.. i dunno how to describe him.. but.. ya.. maybe that's why i like him.. cos he's matured yet there's a child-likeness to him?? but as far as i know.. both of us are stubborn asses.. and dis time.. i had to give in.. for the first time..

| 5/14/2004 06:46:00 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Still no phone call.. no sms.. nothing.. :`(

I haf already apologized.. TWICE.. URGH!! the fucking silent treatment.. he can scold me.. scream at me.. anything la.. juz dun keep quiet..

I'm really in dire straits now.. i really really miss him.. i wanna hear his voice.. i wanna talk to him.. fuck.. do i really haf to be the one apologizing over the phone now??

But cut me some slack la.. i already apologized twice..

HELP ME!!

I really dunno wat to do.. i screwed things up.. BIG TIME.. WAT SHLD I DO??

-CRY-

| 5/13/2004 10:20:00 AM

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Those who know me very well shld jolly know how stubborn & wilful i am.. how sarcastic i can be at times.. how i can become mean all of a sudden.. and that my pride means a lot to me.. if guys are allowed to be egoistical why can't i show them that they shldn't mess around wif me??

So.. poor shake.. i think yday each time she received an sms from me.. she wld be like -PHOBIA-.. haha.. i guess i muz haf been really irritating yday.. but shake!! that's wat frenz are for rite?? u haf to ENDURE & PUT UP wif all me complains & nonsense & childishness & bitchiness.. u haf to be there when i need a shoulder to cry on.. then i can go on cooing: "Scho Schweet!!".. haha..

The thing abt me is.. no matter how stubborn & strong-headed i am.. at the end of the day.. i'll cast everything aside.. i dun haf a heart of steel u know..

So yday.. i didn't let my pride get in my way.. i decided not to be a stubborn ass.. actually i was peeing in my shorts.. didn't know how i shld really apologize.. and it was like already 1am.. and yessssss.. i turned to shake for help.. that poor girl got her sleep interrupted by me..

U're probably still mad at me for blowing my top at u yday.. Sori for being rude & unreasonable.. I know i behaved irrationally.. Pls accept my apology..

Fair enuff?? i hope so.. i seriously hope he accepts my apology.. fine fine.. i know all those times when he pissed me off he wasn't hesitant to apologize.. he ALWAYS did that.. so.. that was wat made me decide to apologize dis time..

Fuck azreen.. u got urself into dis mess.. toot!! so for now..

I'M ON A STRIKE..

I WILL NOT PICK UP ANYBODY'S CALLS (except for my mom's) TILL HE CALLS ME!!!!!!!!!!!

| 5/12/2004 01:45:00 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

That's it.. me & shake get up to really crazy stuff when we hang out together.. juz the 2 of us.. without the company of the 2 sane ones.. Liz & Lulu.. and without the company of Neeta who's always complaining & saying "No" to things..

Yday we hung out at starfucks pp from 3 to 9.. so basically our asses turned flat.. and according to shake.. hers has lines.. haha.. but ya.. the crazy stuff that we did.. i can't mention them on here..

Ohh.. i got to know wat nice ass's name is.. they call him NAS.. then the "i-know-ur-pin-no" store manager is called COHEN.. who happens to be really good frenz wif Tony.. and explosive hair is called AZMI.. and yday nice ass was.. haha.. he was ok la.. now i realize he has really thin & hairy legs.. altho it was dark i cldn't help noticing!! haha..

Ok.. so.. umm.. i shldn't haf picked up a fight yday evening.. but i cldn't help myself.. i was super pissed!! so.. ya.. wateva la.. i'll apologize as & when i feel like it.. if he hadn't pissed me off i wldn't haf been so sarcastic.. and cos of my sarcasm i know he's pissed at me too.. oh great!! 2 very stubborn and childish and kuku and irritating-the-hell-out-of-each-other souls are pissed at each other.. and when these 2 souls are at loggerheads.. THE FUCKING GUY HAS TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE COS HE PISSED ME OFF FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And if he doesn't make the first move to call me & apologize by the end of the week.. i'm gonna cry.. cos i will DEFINITELY miss his voice.. and laughter.. and his childishness.. and our stupid arguments.. and our "1-2-3-we-dash-for-the-kitchen" time.. and seeing that he's an insomniac.. he SHLD call.. if not he has nothing else to do at nite.. and if he doesn't call he wun haf anyone to play the fucking song to.. and he wun be able to become one of the gurlz.. and there goes his chances of having an all expenses paid trip to new zealand to attend neeta's wedding in 5 yrs.. and there'll be no one to tease him abt his gay tendencies..

FUCK..I MISS HIM..

| 5/11/2004 01:01:00 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

As i'm typing this post i am feeling so super stoned & tired.. cos.. well.. let's see.. i only had like 4 1/2 hrs of sleep on sat nite.. cos i fell asleep at around 4 am & due to the stupid construction going on at the carpark RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY WINDOW.. i was FORCED to lift my ass from my bed at 8:30.. and i was out like almost the entire day.. got mom's day gift for my grandma.. went to meet shake.. hung out.. oh fuck.. i had like 3 different coffee drinks.. i really AM addicted to starbucks.. i had iced cafe latte wif hazelnut syrup at shake's store.. den.. went to the airport.. had mocha frapp wif rhumba chips.. den.. within half an hr i ordered rhumba frapp.. den.. met my mom in the evening.. and.. yeah.. i bought her a mother's day gift.. didn't know wat to get her actually but i knew she was eyeing some pant suits at dis shop at woodlands.. so went all the way there.. got her 2 pant suits.. $113.. but ok la.. as long as she's happy..

Den.. last nite.. he called at 1am.. like seriously wat de hell?? cos at dat time my parents weren't asleep yet.. but i was like already dozing off on my bed wif my hp in my hands.. cos.. juz in case got sms.. but fucking idiot called my hse straight.. and my mom came into my rm.. of course i was like: "Umm.. Errm.." but she didn't scold.. asked who it was.. said my fren.. she left me alone.. den 10 mins later she came into my rm again.. "Can i borrow ur calculator?".. URGH!! she did it on purpose!! i quickly passed her the calculator.. den i said: "Do not disturb.. i wanna talk long long".. haha.. so ya.. we chatted till 6am.. we put down the phone at that time cos both our parents wld be up by then.. den.. at 9 am.. my mom woke me up.. URGH!! she asked wat time i slept.. i said 3am.. haha..

And last nite.. stupid shake.. *tsk tsk*.. ala shake.. u kacau daun aje la.. i wanted to talk to him without any disturbance.. haha.. actually i didn't mind la.. but he got kinda irritated.. a bit.. cos he wld be talking halfway den had to reply ur sms.. but it was fun la.. it's ok.. hee..

And today.. each time i decide to take a nap.. there will always be some kind of interruption.. like the stupid phone ringing la.. or the stupid neighbour slamming the door.. URGH!!

U know.. i suddenly feel very mellow.. i suddenly feel as if i've matured a lot?? haha.. no la.. cos yday.. before i dozed off.. i thought abt some stuff.. and i dunno y.. suddenly.. it feels as if i've accepted things the way they are.. it's like.. i no longer question stuff.. it's not that i've given up finding the answers.. but i juz came to the conclusion that things will come to light one day.. ya.. so basically.. like i've finally found peace??

Haha.. ok ok.. i dunno how to explain it.. but.. u know.. last nite when we were chatting.. i.. well.. ok.. i admit.. i HAVE fallen for him.. i wun deny it now.. but.. ya.. it's not as if i dun want anything special to develop.. but.. ya.. i know he doesn't wanna rush into stuff.. neither do i.. and since he hasn't admitted any sort of feelings to me watsoeva.. i felt that even if in the end if he only sees me as a fren.. as a younger sister.. i'm ok wif it..

Haha.. oh god!! i muz haf gone bonkers.. but.. ya.. i HAVE fallen for him.. but lalalalala.. i'm juz happy wif the way things are.. hee..

| 5/09/2004 06:22:00 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004

Last nite the meter shot up the roof.. haha.. it was actually on ground zero.. but suddenly.. it went shooting off like a rocket.. haha..

Hmmmm.. i guess my gurlfrenz shld know wat i'm talking abt.. well.. they shld know bits & pieces la.. cos i didn't tell them wat actually happened except for shake aka as SHASHA.. haha..

Why is it that the typical male refuses to admit that he misses one?? Why muz he be the egoistical male & phrase his qn in such a way that it doesn't really reveal his feelings??

Fuck mann.. i hate word games.. especially when the words haf been twisted.. Liz was telling me to read in between the lines.. when among us she shld be the one who is supposed to oppose.. the one who's supposed to keep me on firm ground..

I've never been good at reading in between the lines.. heck.. i hated such qns when i had to do gp.. i hate such inferrential qn.. oh fuck!! dun do this to me.. keep things simple.. PLEASE.. dun make things complicated..

Speaking of rockets.. my sms has.. well.. has melambung.. as of now i've sent 109 smses.. so.. need to control ah.. so ppl.. if there's anything u wanna ask or tell me.. juz call k?? NO SMSING..

Last nite i realised something.. that no matter how often we talk.. or no matter how many days we've not talked to each other.. things really got on fine.. there were lots of stuff to talk abt.. we got along as if we've known each other for years.. but yet at the same time we're learning new things abt each other..

Last nite i realised it matters to him wat my frenz think of him.. he knows i talk abt him to u guys.. so he wants to know wat each one of u thinks of him.. he even said he cld be one of my gurlfrenz.. that i can tell him anything.. gay tendencies.. haha..

Last nite i realised that..........
I missed his laughter.. yes.. when i heard it.. it was like music to my ears.. u know.. those kind of laughter where u're in dis belief or amused?? well.. i can't really explain how it was like..
But.......
Yeah.. i missed it..

| 5/07/2004 11:47:00 AM

Thursday, May 06, 2004

So.. went to watch Main Hoon Na wif neeta & lulu yday.. it's not ur typical bollywood love story.. there was nothing romantic abt it.. so.. no crying whatsoever..

But..

Haha.. it was like damn funny.. super duper funny.. haha.. and as usual.. shah rukh khan was juz.. well.. he was juz.. *swoon*.. haha.. i was melting all the way mann.. wat can i say.. i love that guy to bits!!

So for those of u who are looking for a gd laugh.. who wanna watch a non-romantic bollywood flick.. well.. this movie is for u..

Yday.. i was very very tired.. cos the past few days didn't get proper sleep.. it's either i haf to wake up super early or i'm awakened in the middle of the nite.. so yday.. it was the first time i snapped at my tuition kid.. well.. i kinda raised my voice at her.. but.. she was making my blood go upstairs.. i know la i'm supposed to help her.. but on her part she didn't bother to think at all.. kept saying she didnt know how to do.. even for fractions.. URGH!! dun wanna talk abt it..

I'm feeling very very weird rite now.. cos i've not had my starbucks fix.. fuck.. i shld get rid of this addiction.. but.. it's hard la.. ok ok.. i'll try my very very best..

| 5/06/2004 12:36:00 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Met up wif the rest of the gang today.. lulu.. shake.. neeta.. liz..

It's been a long time since everybody managed to get together.. Like sometimes either one of us cant make it.. and yessssssssssssssssss.. miss NORISSA finally got her ass down to starbucks.. after like.. umm.. 2 hrs?? and miss neeta rai was late.. as usual.. wat's new rite??

Actually.. the day was fun.. had my lesson at 8:30.. which i was almost late for.. cos rite.. i set the alarm at 7.. told myself i haf to be out of the hse by 8.. but i continued snoozing.. so i only left the hse at 8:20.. so i told myself: Fuck it azreen.. hail a cab.. when it was only a 10 mins bus ride.. but i didn't want to take the risk la.. so.. yup.. had lots of fun.. hee..

So basically my day was fun except when i was walking from the mrt to starbucks.. URGH!! the whole thing left me wif DISGUST!! even up till this very minute.. basically i was stopped by this mly guy.. he asked if i was a local.. so i thot he wanted to ask for directions or anything.. he said he's from ntu.. blah blah blah.. wanting to earn money.. so i thot maybe he needs lobang to find a job.. he mentioned stuff abt cleaning the hse.. telemarketing.. so everything was fine up to the point when he said: "......and other services which i need not mention.." so in my mind i was like: "......oh pls dun let it be wat i think it is.."

So basically.. he works as a social escort.. and.. he said: "I'm very open minded.. if u're not satisfied wif my services u needn't pay me.. i accept any amount of payment.. even if it's $2.."
So 2 things went thru my mind..

Firstly..
Do i look that cheap?? I mean.. do i look like that kind of person??

Secondly..
Is he so hard up for cash that he cld even offered himself for $2?? he didn't look like he's hard up for cash.. besides.. if he's really in ntu.. he cld juz find a part time job rite??

So i dunno la.. anyways.. forgot to mention the fact that i had a very nice time in kl wif my aunt.. juz the 2 of us.. hee.. and liz was asking why never bring her along..

Liz.. if u had said earlier then u cld haf tagged along.. cos rite.. only me & my aunt in the car..

Anyway gurlfrenz.. maybe we cld go on a holiday together??

| 5/04/2004 08:36:00 PM