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Thursday, March 31, 2005

The only thought that went thru my mind last nite was: God pls dun let me die in such a place

(Shaik go away. Dun thrust ur nose into my face)

So yes.. went for the Simple Plan concert last nite.. went to sb wif shaik first.. then azian came.. so yup.. shaik sent me and azian up to the concert hall.. trust me.. it was full house.. i had expected the queue to be snaking.. but i didnt expect it to be THAT long.. cos they had to acommodate all the fans in another hall..

And so..........................................

Me and azian got into the concert venue.. we were like 4 rows from the front.. pls dun ask us if we bothered to queue.. pls dun ask us how we got to stand at the front.. and since it was a full house.. we were packed like sardines.. squashed..

When Pug Jelly opened up the concert.. the entire crowd sarted dancing.. and some ppl were moshing abt.. body surfing.. nothing wrong in that except when some fell onto the floor.. that was quite scary.. they cld haf gotten trampled on or smth.. and yes.. many ppl fainted even before the concert started..

U noe.. when Simple Plan started the concert proper a little bit after 9pm.. i juz wanted it to end quickly.. simply becos everybody was jumping abt.. i had no probz jumping abt in my heels.. but cos we were really packed like sardines.. it was juz disgusting.. so i apologize to whoever who had to smell my hair.. i apologize to whoever stood in front of me and cld feel my breasts rubbing against their backs due to my excessive jumping..

And i felt really sorry to whoever who stood next to someone wif smelly armpits..

But ya.. gradually ppl realized that they needed space to jump abt.. so slowly we had a little bit of space btwn us.. and that was when i really really started to enjoy the concert..

Azian and me got separated but i didnt care..

So i jumped and sang and screamed.. perspired a lot..

Let me tell u i was so wet that my top clung to my body.. and i was really really smelly after the concert.. and when i got home.. and i took out whatever was in my pocket.. like the ticket stub and receipts and pieces of paper.. they were wet.. and i cld practically wring my top.. yes.. u perah and u get my sweat.. haha..

I think these kind of rock concerts shld be held at the padang.. open air concerts prevent ppl from fainting.. but of course the bad side is.. ppl wld end up smoking cos it's open air.. like the Linkin Park concert..

So...... wld i attend such concerts in future?? even if it's not open air??

Yes i wld..

Trust me.. it's therapeutic.. yesh.. the feeling is very.. i cant describe it.. u simply haf to attend one.. i was simply on a high that even when i got home i was singing to their songs.. and as usual.. pretending that i was a rock chic.. even when i was taking a shower in the toilet (it was already after midnite!) i was singing away..

So now wif regards to Noreen's qn..

I like men.
I like guys wif goatees.
I like guys wif dark broody looks.
I like guys wif a dammit smile.
I like guys who can play the guitar.
I like kebab J Lo.
I like policemen.
I like police coast guards.
I like Hazelnut Latte.
I like AM.
I like tanning.
I like to scream.
I like to golek golek on my bed.
I like loud songs.

Most importantly................

I LIKE KACANG PANJANG.
I LIKE BK.

I LOIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*winks*

| 3/31/2005 04:12:00 PM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

I'm all ready..

As instructed by Miss Lulu.. i'm in my green Esprit top.. and jeans.. and HEELS.. haha.. i muz be crazy.. but what the hell.. i feel like wearing jeans..

So ladies and gentleman.. if let's say after midnite tonight and u hear a gal screaming her lungs out under ur void deck..

That's ME..

SIMPLE PLAN HERE I COME!!

| 3/30/2005 04:25:00 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

There are jerks and assholes who vanish into thin air.. i think either they got swallowed up by a hole that suddenly opened up in the ground.. or maybe they suddenly realized they had the ability to fly.. so off they went and ended up getting stuck in one of the clouds.. probably enjoying the company of those dayang-dayangs..

Then there are jerks and assholes who get confused.. they dunno what they want.. one minute they might like u.. the next they get scared and decide to back off.. those from this breed tend to make reappearances.. these are jerks and assholes wif issues.. so they make a reappearance and then they go off to God noes where and then they reappear again.. maybe they went to fight a battle wif dragons wif absolutely bad breath.. went thru a river infested wif farting hyenas.. went thru absolutely thick jungles filled wif monkeys that cld talk..

But last nite.. as of 7pm.. i discovered a new breed.. and this new breed is such a disgrace to the male species..

I discovered that there are jerks and assholes wif MULTIPLE personalities.. i think those from this breed are trying to pursue their acting dreams.. and since no director or casting agents wld take them (i seriously wonder WHY?? they make such FANTASTIC actors).. they thought they cld try to hone their acting skills themselves..

Or maybe.. they dunno who they really wanna be.. maybe it's some sort of mental illness.. it's pitiful dun u think?? a little stress from schoolwork.. or stress from God noes what and they turn into a mental case.. or maybe they are still stuck in the realm of childhood whereby they still haf imaginary childhood frenz..

I used to haf imaginary childhood frenz too.. but that was then.. thank God i've decided to grow up..

Or maybe those from that breed had a deprived childhood..

Trust me.. watever happened yday was enuff to be made into a short story.. i think i shld go find a production house to screen it..

*** does **** haf a gf?? cos the supposed GF replied an sms meant for him..
No he doesnt. Jgn layan ah. Trust me. Jgn layan or reply!
Muahaha. I'm too smart. I've finally managed to trap him!
What did u do my darling sister?
I called him from another no. He din ans. But he smsed me back n i finally got him to admit he's ****. Then my fren called him. He din ans. That's when the supposed GF smsed her.
Im stuck btwn my darling cousin and my best fren. God help me!
Sheesh. I juz wanna know why. That's all. He dun haf to pretend to be a 'sister' or a 'gf'!
I dont understand y girls fall 4 jerks but ppl like me, its just so hard 2 find the rite one.
Maybe u tend to go for the wrong girls? *** he tak tahu malu ke doing dis to me?? Im ur cousin tau.
Dats wat im thinking too. Btw, i think its better 2b a jerk cos every time im nice n faithful, i tend 2 get hurt.
Well i dunno waaaaat i ever did to hurt him. Why is he such an asshole? Haf u met him lately?
I did over the weekend but he told me he's busy 2 contact u. Just 4get bout him.
Eh maner boleh! He's too much! I wun feel puas hati till i manage to talk things out wif him. I'm fuming. Guess he chose to mess wif the wrong gal this time.
Just 4get bout him. He's not worth it.
*** can u arrange smth so that i get to meet him?
How? It will b weird.
Tell u what. U always play soccer rite? Bring me along la. I'll juz sit n watch n stare daggers. But juz dun tell him u're bringing me.
We dun play much soccer anymore. Most of the time it's juz jamming together.
Ok then bring me to one of ur jamming sessions. Pls. Can? Boleh? Pls? Put urself in my shoes. How wld u feel if a gal tells u she likes u and then avoids u?
Please. Im torn between the both of u. If u wanna talk things out, dont bring me into the picture.
I wun involve ur name at all but u're the main connection for me to talk things out wif him. Pls la. Pls?? Pls??
I dunno wat to do. Im torn.
*** i noe im making things hard on u. If he's really ur best fren he wldnt haf lied 2u in the face and said dat he was too bz 2 contact me. Is dat wat u call a best fren? I dun tink he respects ur frenship enuff.
(no reply after this cos i think dah lights out)

So yes.. dun mess me.. dun think i look like this.. and like that.. well.. juz dun think i'm dumb.. u mess wif me.. ure messing wif my entire gang.. sampai lobang cacing also i will cari u.. so burdder.. BIG MISTAKE.. im gonna let u haf a taste of ur own medicine.. juz u wait and see..

| 3/29/2005 12:55:00 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Let's see.. i've not updated for quite some time haf i??

Did u all miss me?? Hee..

I'm actually going thru my mails on Friendster.. umm.. i had to clear like 54 msges.. now i'm left wif 29.. sheesh.. this is getting tiring.. i've been stuck here for god noes how long..

So u noe.. i'm actually very very sleepy right now.. i can practically fall asleep in front of the computer.. and to think i actually woke up at 2pm juz now.. haha.. guess it's cos i cried before i went to bed last nite.. i watched the last episode of the Korean show.. very touching..

And i woke up dis morning.. and watched Ronnie and Julie on hallmark.. and it was sad too.. so i ended up crying.. and then i fell asleep in front of the tv..

Daddy finally programmed the tv in my room.. i bought this TV booster thingy.. which allows me to get 17 channels in my room.. so.. now i'm practically stuck in my room everyday.. and every nite.. and i always like to watch the tv wif the lights off.. but my mom has this irritating habit of popping into my room.. switch on the lights.. and then she walks away without switching off the lights..

So anyway.. we booked a chalet at downtown east.. actually we booked for 3 nights.. mann.. the queue yday was.. actually it was ok la.. it wasnt that bad.. but i juz dun get it.. the organisers cld haf juz issued queue numbers.. then we cld haf gone off for breakfast or smth.. instead of being stuck in the d'marquee tent.. all cold.. and yes.. unfortunately i was in my skirt.. bluek..

Ate at Breekz TM.. had a nice time.. cos liza was there too.. and me and lulu cldnt stop laughing.. esp towards the end of the meal when we juz started talking abt "stuff".. so u cld actually see us laughing away till our sides ache.. and slapping each other..

Funny ah..

U noe.. never ever piss me off.. yes.. never ever piss miss azreen off.. cos u seriously wun noe wat u're putting urself into.. ok.. it's not as if i will murder u or smth.. but ya.. juz dun.. u're not gonna like it..

Dun test my patience.. many ppl say that on the surface i seem approachable.. maybe that's why all those volunteers and surveyors approach me when i'm out.. but no.. pls dun be fooled by how i look like on the surface..

I am actually very disappointed.. i dun deny.. there's a mixture of sadness.. and anger.. but at the end of the day.. if i were to sum up how i feel.. it has to be disappointment..

I wasnt expecting too much.. trust me on this.. i noe better than to get my hopes up high.. and then it all comes crashing down..

Havent u got any sense of shame?? How cld u do that?? I mean.. he's ur best fren.. i'm his cousin.. she's one of ur frenz.. i'm her very very close fren.. how far can u actually run away?? sheesh..

Well.. i wun bother abt it anymore..

I'm very excited abt tmr.. i'm gonna be wearing all pink.. pink earrings.. pink off shoulder top.. pink bangles.. ok ok.. i bought them yday at TM.. a lil bit of retail therapy wun hurt rite?? but i still dunno if i shld wear heels.. it's tiring.. but yet.. if i wear heels.. i'll feel sexy..

Ok nvm.. stop it azreen..

Gonna write to Mr Kacang Panjang now..

| 3/23/2005 04:16:00 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I've been having a perpetual smile on my face since monday..

Monday morning..

Monday afternoon..

Then yday night..

Hyak..

I think if i ppl see me on the streets.. they will think im mad.. and they will walk far far away from me.. like very very faaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr..

Ok i actually dunno how to put into words what i wanna blog..

So yeah.. nothing much..

Juz that..

I feel so blessed.. hyak..

Hee

-perpetual smile-

| 3/16/2005 03:45:00 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

My wkend wasnt Hip n happening....Neither was it sucky..But i dunno how to describe it either.

U see..on saturday morning..i had a dream...a very weird dream..I dreamt of MR JAHAT again.

In the dream..i was out wif Shaikhah..Then i received an sms..So when i looked at my hp...it was an sms from MJ..my instant reaction was : "Why did he sms me??"

So now..i'm sure all of u are curious as to wat he smsed me rite?? I'm more amazed at myself cos i can rmbr the exact words in the sms..

"Hey....how are u? Long time never jear frm u..Haf u forgotten abt me??"

So rite now juz imagine the scene..i turned to look at Shaikhah and i was half crying n half whining as i showed her the sms..i dunno how to describe the look on Shaikhah's face..haha..

(i can take a pic and put on my blog if u want ---> Shaikhah)

I decided to be nice and reply his sms la..wat goes ard comes ard..so it started a string of smses btwn me n MJ..and it's weird cos..No.1..MJ doesnt lyk to sms..2ndly..his smses revolved ard him missing me..him wantin to see me..and him wantin to start all over again..

WAAAT?!!! Brudder...there was NOTHIN btwn us to start off wif...even if there was smth...guess u were buz being the perfect jerk n asshole to give anything a chance..Pls stop appearing in my dreams..u're tirin me..

Luckily i was woken up by my mum..if not only God knows wat else i wld haf dreamt of...

So accompanied my mum for her appt on Saturday Mornin..and of all pple..we had to bump into Dad's ex-colleague and his wife who also had an appt..now..they are nice pple..very frenly..very caring..

And then the wife started talkin abt her son..for sum strange reason she has always adored me since i was young..and trust me..i dun understand..why wld any1 wan 2 marry pff her son to me..i mean if talkin abt now..it's fine la..but she always wanted her son to marry me..

HELLO!!! I WAS FA AND ROUND AND CHUBBY AND OVERWEIGHT AND SOOOOOOOO NOT PRETTY!!! BUTA KE???

And so the subject got on to Yazid..that yazid will completing his NS soon ..that Yazid din get a chance to see me whn his bro got married a yr ago..Thank u God so much for not letting Yazid see me..Honestly i can't for the love of God..rmbr how Yazid looks like..

According to Mum..he was just fat like me..Bluek..But now he has lost weight..and he is looking gooooooood..and that he is fair for a guy...

Okaaaaaaaaaaay..ummm.okaaaay..Yazid is fair..Yazid is tall..Yazid is no longer fat..Yazid hasnt seen me in a long time...Yazid is single..

So.......???

Gosh!! I was so embarassed at the clinic that i had to excuse myself and juz hung ard outside..

So my Sat morning was tiring n uncomfortable..in the evening...me n my parents wanted to haf dinner at East Coast Food Centre...and wat else is new..The carpark was packed..after like 15 mins of waiting..a family decided to go out..so basically it meant we cld finally park the car..

Wat tough luck but all of a sudden there were lots of cars...so the guy cldnt drive out of his lot la..when he finally drove out..this Cina Bukit drivin a Mitsubishi Lancer came frm the opposite side jus drove in!!!!

My instant reaction was to gif several loud honks..he stopped halfway thru..so me and my parents thot he heard us and decided nt to go in..but no...he let 4 of his frens alighted first..and then he drove str8 into the lot...

Alammaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!! i tell u...my blood instantly shot up mann..and i just swore in the car..ok la..nt much swearing lah..i juz went.."Wat the fuck?? BASKET!!!" and i think my parents were too pissed to even bother abt me..

But serious tau..i was so fuckin mad..i was fuming man..it really pissed me off so badly..i was like seriously super pissed..it spolit my mood for dinner...

And then we had to wait for seats..so i was frowning all the way..gettin impatient..then this indian fella..who was old enuff to be my Dad spoke to me..

"I really lyk ur T-shirt."
"Huh??" (I was puzzled)
"I like wat it says"
"Oh..."(suddenly feelin self-conscious)
"Friendly, Lovable , Intelligent, Rich, Talented"
"Thank u"(smilin but cldnt help feelin that he was lookin t my breasts)
"I see u graduated frm that sch..i wld love to be teaching there"
"Haha"
"I graduated frm the other sch..u noe where they dun teach flirting skills but instead they haf REAL teachers"
"Hurhur"

(At this pt Shaikhah wld like to say that Azreen shld haf said," Well then it's obvious u din graduate from my sch..cos' u suck at flirting.")

Then i walked away cos seriously..the conversatn was getting nowhere..sori lah anneh..guess i was only taught now to flirt..and watever u said was soooo not flirty!!!

So finally a whole family decided to move their asses from the seat..the guy noticed i had been standing for sum time so he told the rest that it's tym they moved...so i moved forward lah..i waited for the entire table to move b4 sitting down..

But this chinese woman..she saw me movin towards the table...but she also moved..i swear i was there 1st but she pretended as if she din see me..

HELLO!! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE U DIN SEE THIS BIG FAT BUFFALO!!!

Then she was so kiasu...as soon as 1 person moved..she plonked her ass on the seat...i started to fume again..but i kept quiet and sat down..and i stared at her..and then she took out her hp and called God knows who..and she spoke in Mandarin..let me translate for u..

"Whr r u?" -pause-
"I'm at table 243..Faster come" -pause-
"No. Faster come!!! The gal has already sat" -pause-
"I dun care. U are cmg over" -pause-

Then she put down her fone and said to me in English...

"Excuse me..this is my table"
"U booked it issit?"
"No..but i sat down here 1st"
"I've been waitin a long tym for this table"
"But i sat 1st"
"But i haf been standind at this spot for a long tym"
"But i stil sat 1st"
"HELLO!!! U SAW ME STANDING HERE BUT U INSTANTLY CAME AND JUZ SAT DOWN!! THIS SHLD BE MY TABLE!!!"
"But u din sit 1st..i did"
"BUT U ALREADY SAW ME!!! DUN TRY TO BE FUNNY!!!"

Then she called sumbody again:"Eh, u better come faster..She dun want to move"..Again she spoke in Mandarin..so i s8 to her..

"Look..how many of u are there..i dun mind sharing..there's only 3 of us"
"But this shld be my table cos' i sat 1st"

I was gettin exasperated..was dat her logic?? Jz cos she sat first???

"HELLO!!!! U ARE SO RUDE!!! U SAT DOWN WHN U ALREADY SAW ME WALKIN TOWARDS THE TABLE!!! WHR ARE UR MANNERS??!!!!"
"I've been lookin for a table for a long time"
"But u DID NOT STAND HERE!! U WERE NOWHERE NEAR!!! U JUZ HAPPENED TO WALK BY AND SAW THEM LEAVING!! SO U QUICKLY CAME OVER N SAT DOWN THINKIN THAT I WUN DO ANYTHING!!"

She stared at me..Rite at that moment my mum came over and asked me wat the matter was...even b4 i cld answer that lady left...

Ha.Ha.Ha.

Dun mess wif me..i may not look intimidating..but i can roar at u..

So thruout the entire evening..i remained fuming mad...even after dinner and i saw that fella's car i felt the urge to scratch his car..and then i saw the officer who goes ard checkin if drivers display parking coupons or not..so i walked over to the fella's car hopin that he din display his coupons..then i cld haf reported him to the summons officer..but sadly i din get a chance to do taht..

What goes ard comes ard..Shaikhah told me not to scratch his car...believe me...the urge was so strong..i had my keys in my hand already..but i listened to Shaikhah cos accordin to her..she ALWAYS makes sense...

(Yes i do--> Shaikhah)

Trust me if i wasnt wif my parents..i wld haf walked out of the car n demand to asshole that reverse his car...i wld haf scolded him all sorts of things...there wld haf been a screamin match at the carpark..and if the lady had continued to be rude n stubborn..my slippers wld haf gone across her face..yesh ..i wld haf picked a fght wif her..u look at her size n mine..i wld haf won mann..

if only ppl cld haf seen the amt of smoke that came out frm my ears..it was enuff to increase the PSI level to a dangerous level that Sat nite..

(I think it did--> Shaikhah)

Went for a tan today..WOO!!! I reaallly like the colour of my skin now..esp my shoulders...Hyak..it's RED..I LOIKE!!!

Had a strenuous time walkin up n down the beach..thnx to a certain sumone..ahem..thx ah..it was a gr8 workout though..and i think cos of that my tan turned out nice..hyak..

Got to noe sumone today..As in..it's nice to noe that such a nice guy exists...he's single...and plain nice...and it's this kinda guys that i dun fall for...but ya...guess there is still hope after all..

U noe wat...i myt sound crazy...but i think..i'm really gonna wait...he's in front of me rite now..and i'm gonna wait...even if nth nice comes out of dis...i think it's gonna be worth the wait...it's gonna be a whole new experience..i haf a strange feelin that it will be sth to rmbr for life..

| 3/14/2005 07:04:00 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Ok..

Juz replied to Mr Kacang Panjang's msg.. so now i've learnt smth.. i thot it was only applicable to Mr Timun.. but it's also the same wif Mr Kacang Panjang..

Mr Kacang Panjang.. Mr Timun.. dan rakan rakan yg sebaya dan sewaktu dengan mereka dun like to talk abt their profession.. cos Mr Kacang Panjang didnt ans me when i asked smth related to it..

So yes.. i wun talk to him abt it..

Anyways.. it's saturday.. here i am at my auntie's place.. nabilah is doing her math beside me.. and juz now nadiah wanted so badly to type her name but now she's ran off.. and i got scratched by Nazurah in the car..

Hyak

I like those 3 kids.. LOVELY..

Hmmmmmm

Bought my panoramic curl mascara.. well my lashes are curlier.. but like i told lulu and shaik.. it's nothing dramatic.. so my search for the perfect mascara continues.. i still prefer magnitude by estee lauder.. but hey i dun haf that kind of money.. imagine spending $54 juz on mascara alone!!

Wait till i'm earning big bucks ah..

And today.................

Wekk.. why so jauh?? if not i wld haf gone mann!!

Did u watch yday's match btwn Geylang United and Albirex Nigata?? hyak.. i thot it was boring.. i got excited when Albirex scored their own goal.. hyak..

Next week it's SAF FC vs...... umm........... Woodlands Wellington??? ok nvm..

Mann.. it's been 18 days..

Gee.. since when haf i become so patient??

Patience is a virtue.. nanti boleh jadi isteri mithali.. hyak..

Ok la.. enuff crap.. need to reply to 8 ppl on Friendster..

Love u all!!

| 3/12/2005 12:58:00 PM

Friday, March 11, 2005

Yaaaaaaaawwwwnnnnn

(ok i juz cupped my hands under my chin and placed them on the table staring at the screen)

So had to wake up early today.. and i took 1 1/2 hrs to get ready.. cos i had to shave (in the process i cut certain parts of my body).. and had to condition my hair.. and wash my face (hee used my new neutrogena cleanser)..

And then.. i had to dry my hair.. comb it nicely.. put cream.. and then.. today i actually took the trouble to put eyeliner on my lower lashes.. bluek.. and then i got scared to step out of my room cos i was afraid i will look like a ghost..

But mom said it's nice..

So....................

*applauds myself*

I managed to do it on my own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Took the train.. a guy stood up to alight at Aljunied.. waaaaaaah!! cute sia!! haha.. well.. he was thin.. and fair.. and he had a goateeeeeeeee!!! (ok wat's new azreen??).. and i started staring.. and staring.. and staring.. he noticed and turned to me.. and so i smiled.. actually i wasnt aware i was smiling AT him..

But luckily he smiled back..

Heeeeeeeeeeee

And that got mom questioning me as to whether i knew that guy..

Ummmmmmmmmm..

Went to NUH's Kent Ridge Wing to see the doctor.. bluek!!

U noe.. my back has been aching.. like real badly.. and it's nothing new.. cos my back is always hurting.. since i was in j1 i think..

So this time it hurts real bad.. at the spine there.. it feels like my spine has been compressed.. and the joints dun haf to move.. so there's this burning sensation there.. bluek..

And no.. it's not a case of me having huge boobs to the point that my back can't support them.. my boobs are of the right size thank u very much.. and i like them the way they are..

So yes.. i hope nothing's wrong wif my back.. we shall see in a few days ya??

Okies.. today i'm gonna buy some essentials.. like mascara.. i'm running out of it la.. i buy mascara every 3 months ok!! so gonna try the new panoramic curl by loreal.. hyak.. it gives the wide eye look.. oooooooh.. I LOIKE!!

And i need a concealer.. shld try out the liquid concealer from Body Shop that Lulu uses.. if it works wonders for her.. i'm sure it shld be able to do the same to me.. Hyak..

And then gonna get the tops i've been eyeing for.. hee..

U noe.. i've been feeling a lil bit under the weather lately.. so juz now.. while waiting for the doctor.. i flipped thru Cleo.. it's the Bachelors issue..

And so when i saw the bachelors.. a smile juz spread across my face.. hyak..

And shaik and me likes the same bachelor.. shoot..

So anyways.. gonna stop here.. nothing else to talk abt.. and my back hurts..

So yes.. hope all of u will haf a good weekend.. dunno how mine is gonna be like.. but yeah.. whatever..

| 3/11/2005 12:20:00 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Hello ppl..

Here i an again..it feels as if it's been a long time since i've sat in front of the computer to update my blog..

And i feel like rambling away..but i'm not gonna do that.. ala.. dunno la.. see first..

So i logged into my Friendste account.. and i had 7 new msges.. and this does not include the other msges that i've received since last week.. which i didnt haf the chance to reply to.. so yes.. before this.. i was replying to their msges.. and it felt like forever..

Maybe i shld haf a template.. telling them i dun mind being frenz.. and they can add me.. cos sometimes it does get tiring.. i mean what else can u reply to someone who sent u a msg for the first time.. initiating a frenship..

There was a guy.. who sent me a msg.. and he composed his own msg to te tune of twinkle twinkle little star!! sheesh.. and one guy said i look spunky.. waaaaaat?? and yes i do get guys commenting on my criteria regarding ppl that i wanna meet..

Eh my bloody business ah.. i believe eah person has their own qualities of the dream guy or gal that they wanna meet.. so pls la.. but at least it goes to show that they bother to read my profile.. not like some ppl who actually asked:

"So how old are u?"

-drops dead-

"Brudder.. u can go read my profile.. my age is written THERE.."

I dun lie on my profle ok..

But yes.. i wlecome any comments.. as long as they are not rude in their msges la..

But i've leant not to reply when i'm in a bad mood.. it's not wise to do that.. cos i will let my bad mood get to me.. and the recipient will get it bad from me..

Shaik juz smsed.. she informed me that the latest issue of Cleo is out.. it's the one wif the eligible bahelors in it.. but too bad kamal aint in it..

Kinda sad that he pulled out at the last minute.. Cle shld haf published it last month.. then kamal wldnt haf time to request to be taken off the list..

Cos personally.. kamal is good looking.. he is short.. but VERY good looking.. and as much as i think he is full of himself.. i tink he has a right to do tha.. cos he's good looking.. and smart.. ok la.. his full of himself-ness (is there such a word?) isn't irritating la..

U noe.. i like guys wif passion.. who haf goals in life.. who has a drive for smth.. and if he can drive.. it will be a plus point too.. hehe.. like SOMEONE..

Ok nvm.. let's not touch on that.. i shld not go on and on abt the type of guys that i like.. i'm geting sick of explaining to ppl.. that atho i haf qualities.. and criterias.. but at the end of the day.. if i like a guy.. i will like him la..

And naturally.. if i like the guy.. he will naturally possess some of the qualities that i listed..

U noe.. feelings.. they cant be controlled.. and they cant be explained either..

So dun ask me anymore abt this ok.. i cant be bothered to explain it..

As of right now..

Bluek..

I'm feeling very tired.. if u haf read lulu's blog.. u wld noe by now that i juz recovered from a fever.. had fever on tues.. and my throat was hurting.. my body was aching.. my head was throbbing.. but i didnt noe how i fell sick.. i was well the day before..

I guess.. due to my own privae mini concerts.. starring urs truely.. i inflammed my own throat by screaming.. and screaming.. and screaming.. haha..

Oh well.. i hope i get better by tmr.. sill aching though..

Well.. gotta go now.. wanna enjoy my Himalayan Tea Frappe.. East Coast Mc Cafe makes the best Himalayan Tea Frappe.. juz the right sweetness.. hehe..

Lalalalalalalalala

I'm missing someone..

Wekk..

| 3/10/2005 06:00:00 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

I am feelin guilty...I juz squandered $300..juz to get a new digi cam while someone is out there...workin like a maniac...just to earn money...He's workin his assoff juz to pay bills..

Bluek.

Tell me buyin the digicam isn't a bad idea..anyway i got it at a good price..$300..cos my uncle got it for me at staff price..Hewlett Packard R707...5.1 Megapixels...VERY GOOOOOOOOD...

I've yet to see it though..hehe..gonna check it out in stores..i tink its sellin for $700 in shops...

So yes ladies n gentlemen..Azreen finally got herself a digicam...It's MINE..paid it wif my OWN MONEY....so it's MINE..muahahaha...Lalala..Can't wait till i get my hands on it..

It's bad..now i'm gonna be takin pics of myself...i'll be so self-obsessed...there'll be lots of pics of myself..in all sorts of poses..bluek..

Was at Jurong Pt today..got to eat my Hawaiian Pide..and then went to Mc Cafe..had my Himalayan Tee Frappe..I've always liked the Himalay Tea Frappe..But today the lady made mine so icy and not sweet..bluek..not nice..wat a spoiler..Bluek.

Can u imagine?..pple takin cabs to the cemetery after midnite..and then as they are abt to reach the cemetery they strip naked in the cab..and they come runnin out of the cab and jump into a newly dug grave..

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

KAKLAR WO!!! Shaik laughed like nobody's business whn i told her in the train..but really la..there ARE ppl who do that..

Ok ladies..i've made my decision..I'm gonna stick to it..

U guys myt think i'm crazy..but i'm gonna do it...

I'm gonna wait....

| 3/07/2005 04:17:00 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Ahem Ahem. Ms Nur Shaikhah posting on behalf of Ms Nurazreen. Ok. Here goes..

I had a dream. It was so unexpected!

Really!!!!

I mean if it i had dreamt of sumone else den its ok lah.

But i dreamt of Mr Jahat.

I swear 2 u i havent been thinkin of him at all!!!!

In my dream i bumped into Mr Jahat at a void deck.

Sheesh!! Of all places!!!

As usual helooked HOT. He even had toned biceps!!

PHWOOOOOOOOAAAAARRR!!

U noe me and biceps n chest.

TAK BOLEH ANGKAT!!!!!!!!

So whn i saw him my 1st reactionwas to runaway from him cos truthfully i dun wanna haf any thing more to do wif him.

But was tough luck he approached me.

So juz be polite i talked to him. I dunno y but de way he talked to me was as if he felt guilty for well..being such an ass.

Out of the blue he took out a piece of paper from his sling bag.

Strange.

So i asked him wat it was for. I was told to take a look at it.

So it turned out to be a schedule.

It containedart projects, teaching practicals, slogan competitions, and get this, SOCCER TRAINING!!!!..

So i asked him the next best qn.

Why show me all these? They dun mean a thing to me.

Mr Jahat looked at me and started apologizing.

"It was cos of all these activities that i havent been able to contact u."

I rolled my eyes at him n said,
"Yeah RITE! Even smsing wont take up too much of ur tym!!"

Mr Jahat just smiled. Urgh!!!

That Damnit Smile of his!!!

He apologized profusely n told me he wanted to be friends again.

He wanted things to return to normal btwn us.

Right at that moment i juz wished he wld shut up cos i juz felt like kissing his lips!!!

(Right at this moment..Shaikhah is Laughing...hyak)

Mr Jahat asked if i rmb wat he smsed me on the 9th of June 2004.

"Yes i do, I still haf that sms."

He said he wasnt lying.

I made a face n told him 2 get a life. I walked away without turning back.

I dunno. It's bitter sweet.

I haf to admit i STILL haf feelings for Mr Jahat but i juz cant seem to get rid of it.

Up till this day, im trying my best to get him out of my mind.

Ppl say dreams just permainan syaitan.

I chose to blog abt it cos i dun want it to come true.

I dun wanna be fooled anymore.

THE END.

| 3/01/2005 09:18:00 PM