:: CATWOMAN ::
Nurazreen. Azreen. Az.
Loves Kukuz. Filial Daughter. Devoted to Batman.
20 yrs YOUNG. 15 January 1985. Capricorn.
SHOPAHOLIC.
School of Cookery. School of Flirting. School of Camwhore. School of Videowhore. KukuzRuffbabezInc. TLC. Bruce Wayne Enterprises.
Crazy. Stubborn. Loves To Eat. Complains abt Fats. Dunno how to swim. Dunno how to cycle. Nice Long Straight Hair. Sweet Fone Voice. But scary in real life.
:: LOVES ::
:: LOATHES ::
:: SHOUT IT OUT ::
:: TREASURED MEMORIES ::
November 2003
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May 2005
Nabilah... take pic wif Sister Azreen laaaa... K now its ur turn Nadiah... Squuuueeeeeeze!! The car's moving off alreadi!! Quick!! *bleah* Ok THAT was tiring... *pants* Yes i lub my new green bag thank u very much! Now u all can put a face to the woman who gave birth to the 3 Powerpuffs. My most loved aunt n me Nadiah's hand after i applied the tattoo for her Ahahaha. Nabilah u look like a.... ok nvm... Thirsty ah. When will it start?? How cute... How patriotic...
Manifestasi was nice. It was the first time ever for me. Yup. In my 2 yrs in jc and even for a yr after that i didnt go to a single manifestasi production. Admittedly it was goooood. Production and directing done by the students.
Well done
The guys dikir barat was funneh. Reali!! Especially when the beeeg teddy bear of a karut merajuk. Kaklar gilerrrr. And the awoks-awoks were cute. I mean their moves and all. Yup. Cute movements.
BUT
Still doesnt beat the female awoks-awoks. Yup. The gals may not haf any cute moves but i dare say their moves were power!! Haha. Ok i sound like some bloody minah but reali la. I was mesmerized by the gals dikir barat team.
And of course i spotted Izzah easily. Yes. Izzah being Lulu's sis. Yup. Eh Lulu u said u wanted to shout "Baik ah Izzah!!" wif ur cousins?? Takde pun??
Miss those dikir barat days back in cedar. I certainly dun miss the coach...........
*shudder*
But yes. Dikir barat practices were always fun u noe. Juz me and the gals. Practicing our moves. Thinking of new moves. And when ure clapping and looking out for the tepuk sepuluh, it's as if ure in a trance. Yup. It certainly wasnt easy remembering the moves and having to shout at the top of ur lungs at the same time.
Sat wif junaidah, juriah and syha instead of lulu and her cousins. The auditorium was kinda packed by the time we arrived. Jun was telling me that i shld haf came for the manifestasi during her batch. When she and syha and some other cedarians that i dun pretty much like were in the dikir barat team. Hyak.
After it ended we went to eat. Well not before i saw quite a few familliar faces in the crowd... like robot, a fren, another fren, some other frenz and of course another one of Lulu's cousin... who is actuali very very cute.
Wasted ah Shaik!! Luckily i dun go for guys wif that kind of looks...
Ohhh yesss... not forgetting Arif the smiley penjaga pintu. Hahahahahha. Arif is Shaik's bro la. Beeeg and strong. Macho. Hahahahahaha. A smile and a wave from was enuff to make me cair. Ahahahahah. Ok no la. Juz kidding. Pls.
Sooooo while the rest ate and drank and crapped i waited for the ladykiller to pick me up. Ahahahahaha. See its true wat Shaik said in her previous entry. We gals DO haf the ability to give guys monikers. Hyak. But then again "ladykiller" is a self proclaimed nick so this time it wasnt my idea ah.
Haf to admit Lulu's cousins are as kecoh as the Kukuz. Haha. They were juz talking and talking and talking and laffing away. I was amazed mann. Now i noe wat it feels like when an outsider sits in on a Kukuz conversation.
Didnt feel awkward though. In fact i enjoyed it very very much. I got the drift of their entire conversation. Wasnt lost at all but cos it was my first time wif a bigger group of Lulu's cousin... i was kinda quiet la. Normal pe. Im like that.
Then the ladykiller called to say that he was at the carpark. Hahahahaha. Ok ok. It's Abg Erza. Yup. Cos i needed my red top today. Left it over at his hse since chi new yr. Yes i am thaaaat lazy to take it back. So yup. Asked him to pass it to me and send me home as well. Heeeeee.
Sooooooooo finally the ladykiller got to see batman. Ahahahahahahah. They salam-ed. Its juz a natural reaction for guys huh? They salam, then mumble some stuff and then stand there. Ahahahahaha.
I was almost turning deaf in the car cos he seriously blasted the radio. Gaaaaaaaawd. Super loud i tell u. And of course amidst the noise he managed to ask impt qns that all abangs or abang sedares ask.
Where is he staying at?
Schooling? Working?
School at where?
Wat is he doing now?
How u got to noe him?
How long haf u known him?
How long haf u been together?
Is he good to u?
Is he nice to u?
Ibu tahu tak u balik mlm? (duh!! why wld i be out at that hr if she doesnt?)
Does ur parents noe ure out wif him?
Does ur parents noe abt u and him?
If he bullies u, let me noe.
Waaaaat the?? Ask so many qns but nvr ask his name. Bluuuuuuuuuuuuek.
I dun ever want to go out wif Shaik again. As in out wif juz only Shaik. Cos she makes me do evil stuff like shopping. Out wif Shaik means spending money. My bank account reduces and there goes that little bit of extra money that i can use for my wedding. Haha. No wait.
Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit.
So that means a lot of my money has gone pooof!!
SHIT
Bugis village is evil. I haf a love-hate relationship wif that place. Gaaaaaaawd. Nice stuff. Affordable prices. Ugh!! Now u noe how it feels when i went to Bangkok Shaik. Spend spend spend then...
"Ehhhhh duit belum habis lagi??"
Spend spend spend
"Ehhhhhhh masih ade duit lagi??"
If u make me spend animore Shaik... ure gona haf to deal wif that guilty face of mine often.
U noe...
Sometimes u cant help questioning urself. Why it happened? Wat went wrong? If i hadnt done that wld things be different now? I shld haf done a bit more to salvage things.
Everybody has been guilty of that at some point in their life. I was too. I used to question myself. Especially so when i wanted things to work out. Maybe i was delusional. I always had pictures in my mind over how things shld go.
U can call it dreaming. Living in a fantasy world. Wateva u want.
When these "dreams" come crashing down... the pain is without a doubt too much to handle.
I choose to believe that someday these "dreams" of mine will come true.
I choose to believe that someday wateva ive gone thru will be worthwhile.
I choose to believe that God has better plans for me.
I choose to believe that i'll be made a stronger person after all that ive gone thru.
I choose to believe that if i haf faith and show God how much i wan smth, he'll give them to me.
To all my wonderful frenz out there... waiting can indeed be very taxing. Sometimes u may feel like giving up but pls dun. Take it from me. If u reali want smth, there's only Him that u can turn to. Only Him can give u wat u want. Show Him how much u want smth. Dun juz doa. Work on it.
Good things happen to ppl who wait. Good things happen to ppl who are willing to make things work. Tell him how much u want smth. Show him how much u want smth.
Its funny how u set all these qualifications for that someone u wana meet when u noe at the back of ur mind that he will be special. Isnt it more painful to list down all these qualities and realize that the guy that u like lack some of them?
He will be special and only u will noe it urself
Dun question anymore. Someday when u haf finally met that someone special, u will noe why it didnt work out wif anybody else.
Do i sound preachy?? Gaaaawd. Ok sori.
I certainly haf not met anyone special yet. But i certainly haf been working on things. Showing God what i reali reali want. What's meant to be, is meant to be. In life, not all things are meant to last.
Right... i shld bathe now. Kinda excited for the preview later on.
Im watching Th OC as im typing this.
CAN I BE SUMMER??
CAN AN BE AS FUNNEH AS SETH??
Ok nvm.
I shldnt haf read Lulu's blog. I shldnt haf asked her abt tmr. Now im nervous.
SHIT (only me and Shaik will get the joke behind this "shit" thingy)
Ok fine. There's absolutely NO REASON to be nervous. I mean i kinda noe her cousins rite?? But yet again... precisely cos i sort of noe them... that's why im nervous. I'll be sooooo self conscious over the way i carry myself tmr.
(im aware im gona take forever to finish updating cos im watching The OC at the same time)
So yes. I will need to behave myself tmr. I need to be polite and sweet. Smiley. Not that i already am not... i mean I AM POLITE, SWEET and SMILEY rite??
Ok scrap the smiley part. Im not like Lulu who smiles at every possible thing within 10 metres radius. The pigeons, the cleaners, the dustbins, the cats, the clothes rack, the atm machines. U name it. She's smiling.
Ahahahahahahaha
Can somebody puhhhhleeeeeese tell me wat in the world is soooo attractive or captivating abt Marissa?? Mischa Barton?? She's as thin as a rake and the character she plays is sooooo irritating. Up till now i cant fathom why guys go goo-goo ga-ga over her. Like how guys lurrrrve Paris Hilton. Come to think of it... i's much prefer Paris Hilton to Mischa Barton.
Now Marissa and her lesbian other half are fighting. Go ahead. Scream. Cry. Might as well tear each other's hair.
Speaking of lesbians............
Did u enjoy the vcd i brought over to ur hse juz now Shaik?? Diiiiiid yyyyyyoooooooouuuuu??
Can i repeat that line?? That one particular line wif the word starting wif the letter 'n' being hot?? Ok nvm. Stop it Az.
If u continue, tmr Shaik is gona pinch URS!!
Right... The OC has ended and take a look at my post so far. It has been irrelevant. Bluek.
Anyways... Sam prompted me a while ago. I think 30 mins ago. Noreen... rmbr the mat saleh Sam back in pri sch? Hyak.
So we were asking after each other. Being nice and polite and stuff. Since he was from SP he told me abt their grad nite yday. Which was thankfully boring but still it doesnt make up for SOMEBODY'S SELENGE-NESS. This SELENGE SOMEBODY actuali submitted the form past the dateline so of course he cldnt attend the grad ceremony.
Its not prom or anything but it's still GRADUATION NITE. Ok nvm.
Then we talked abt sch and stuff. Then he told me that if i wana be in smth rewarding i reali shld go for child psychology. It's juz reali... nice. Yes. I AM interested in it. Working wif kids will be sooooo very fun. BUT. I AM also interested in taking Psychology wif Mass Comm as the elective Humanities subject.
Sooooooooo..............
Now im torn. I do not noe which one i shld major in.
SHIT
If u had been deaf and havent reali noticed... ive changed the song on my blog. Its Noots by Sum 41. The moment i heard it while watching Fantastic 4 wif Shaik... i loved it. Then whn i watched it a 2nd time An told me it's by Sum 41.
This song was played whn Johnny Storm and his nurse were on the helicopter. The nurse was getting ready to ski, while Johnny Storm was getting ready to snowboard. Soooop before she jumped off the helicopter he told her to stay on the left (or was it the right?) side of the mountain cos apparently one of the sides was dangerous. So the nurse being all spunky juz smiled and jumped off. Heh. So like me right??
Ahaahahahahahaha
Ok but the part i loved was whn Johnny Storm turn to look at the captain and shouted:
"She's my future wife!!!!!!"
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot
Mummy brought home War Of The Worlds vcd. Apparently her colleague lent it to her for me to watch. Ummmmmm............. thanks but no thanks? Cos i dun watch such merepek stuff. Abt aliens. The only alien movie or show that ive watched was ET and Roswell.
So shld i watch it??
Oooooohhhhhhh i bought this growing thingamagic on tues evening. After dinner at Afghanistan... and i mean the kedai mkn Afghanistan at tampines and not the country Afghanistan. I saw it at one of the toy shops.
Actuali Nabilah, Nadiah and Nazurah wanted them. Apparently it's this rubbery, gooey thingy that expands up to 600% of its original size whn soaked in water. And since they were sooooo cheap i bought a chili, dinosaur, butterfly and fish.
Thennnnnn i cldnt help myself so i unpacked the chili and dinosaur and soaked them in water. So yes. Both of them has grown. Heeeeeee. But thanks to Daddy who insisted that i took out 3/4 of the water in the container (cos he thinks the amt of water doesnt matter), now both of them are growing S-LO-W-L-Y.
Actuali its kinda disgusting. Reali slimy and all. Sooooo i put them in my parents' toilet. Ahahahahahahaha.
So now im left wif the fish and butterfly. There's 3 of them but only 2 of that growing thingamagic. I need to find another 1 before i meet them on Saturday. If not im screwed.
Why am i blogging incoherently??
Cos im nervous and excited.
U see... its gone past midnite so technically its FRIDAY. BUT. I still need to wait a few more hrs till the exciting moment comes. Ahahahahaha. Ok nvm. Sooooooo i still need to force myself to sleep and not wake up too early. Den i need to do myself up nicely. Get out of the hse and meet Shaik first before the exciting moment comes.
Ahahahahahahaha
And im nervous becos of the fact that some of Lulu's cousin will be there tmr. No. Make that later. Pardon me. I cant help feeling nervous cos i noe i will feel kinda awkward later.
SHIT
Somebody remind me to call An and remind him to put the tix in his wallet before he gets out of the hse.
FINALLY......
Somebody realises he's Bruce Wayne... NO MORE.
Muahahahahaha
Good. Now it's time to be the Human Torch. Johnny Storm. It's the IN thing to be the Human Torch. The Underwear Model. The irritating fella who made The Thing smack whip cream onto his face.
Claaaaaassssssssiiiic
Love that particular scene
Anyways... for those of u who love dis song song by Peterpan on my blog... listen to it while u can cos im gona change the song on thurs. Yup. Gona change to one of the songs found on Fantastic 4 the movie. Hyak.
Shaik cant wait for Sunday. As for me.....
I cant wait for Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Heeeeeeeeeee.
Im always excited for Fridays now becossss... and ESPECIALLY dis Friday.
On Saturday i'll be going for the ndp preview wif my aunt, uncle and their 3 Powerpuff Girls. Ahahahaha. Powerpuff seh!! Eh that's wat my aunt calls dem. I duno who's who ah. Ahahahaha. Nabilah, Nadiah, Nazurah.
Den on Sunday....................
IT'S THE TRIP TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
WOOT!!
WOOT!!
And since it coincides wif the Home Team family day... u noe... the ENTIRE police force... i shld keep my eyes open for these abang-abang police. I LOIKE MEN IN BLUE. MEN IN WHITE. I LOIKE. Ok they will be in civillian clothes on that day but the thot of them being in the police force is enuff to turn me on.
Juz for THAT particular day... those few precious hours...
I'LL BE SINGLE ALL OVER AGAIN
Ok ladies... promise i'll bring the videocam along... now somebody needs to remind me on Saturday morning to go get the tape lest i forget. Den we wun be able to shoot ourselves. U wldnt wana be sharing a tape wif my family wld u??
Heeeeeeeeeeeee
It's gona be US, US, US.
ME, ME, MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Did anyone listen to Vernon and Justin?? U noe the part where they supposedly give ppl wake up calls??
Well Vernon juz called dis gal up. Pretending to be the employer of the gal. She didnt turn up for work today. So supposedly she applied for a marketing post. Ok that's not the funny part. Wait till i tell u wat Vernon said...
"We are ur employers. Why arent u at work?"
"What company are u calling from?"
"U applied for a marketing position right? We have accepted u"
"Ok but which company is this?"
"Lim Chee Huat's Fishball Makers"
"HUH?? What do u guys do?"
"We are Lim Chee Huat Fishball Makers so basically we make fishballs. Beefballs and Birdballs"
"HUH?? But what am i supposed to do??"
"U help us make fishballs"
"HUH?? But i applied for a marketing position!!"
"Yes, u make fishballs then u go to the market to sell them"
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Right... Can i be the nurse who attended to Johnny Storm?? The one who jumped off the plane wif him??
Caaaaaaaaaannnnnn iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii??
THE HUMAN TORCH IS HOT STUFF
Enuff said
Hello everyone...
Im aware it has been a few days since i updated. Sori ya?? Had a busy weekend. Pressed for time. Changes needed to be made at home and stuff. So i didnt reali haf the time to actuali sit down and blog properly.
Soooooo... guess i shld update u all on wat has been happening for the past few days.
Im sure most of u muz haf gone to Shaik's blog by now. Besides her new blogskin i sure hope u all saw the pics that she posted on her blog. Pics of 3 pretty gals. Hyak. I wonder who those girls were. Shaik told me she took the pics off the Net and uploaded them onto her post. Jealous mann...
Den on friday i finali had my cheese fries. Yup. FINALLY. Super yummy. Super nice. Woot!! Woot!! Watched Fantastic 4 for the 2nd time. Haha. First i watched it wif Shaik on Thursday. Den cos it was soooo funny and sooooo gooooood... i pestered An to watch it. Hahahaha.
Of course he was unwilling at first cos according to him no movie can beat Batman Begins. Hyak. I dun exactly share the same sentiments. Afterall i dun reali like Batman but i like "Batman". Hahahaha.
Sooooo again i laughed for the 2nd time during the movie. Reali la. It was THAT funny. Funneh. Good script. It was ESPECIALLY apt for Shaik and her Mr Fantastic. Too bad Shaik watched it wif me instead of her Mr Fantastic. Well i sure hope Shaik's Mr Fantastic watches the movie......
Not to forget... the Human Torch was........
FUUUUUUUUUHHHH!!!!!!
I shall not even bother mentioning it here cos i think i made enuff noises in the cinema on friday. Hyak.
JOHNNY STORM!!
U RAAAAAWWKK!!
RAWK ON BRUDDER!!
U CAN TORCH ME ANYTIME!!
Okkkkaaaayyyy... THAT sounded wrong...
Had BALLS for dinner. Chicken's BALLS. Hahahahaha. Ok ok. Fine. It was chicken ham and cheese BALLS. Chill ppl... Chiiiilllll... I wun dare to eat chicken's balls. Or cow's balls. Or sheep's balls. Or any other BALLS for that matter cos i dun think they will be easy to chew...
Right??
Imagine putting an 8 inch long "thing" into ur mouth... Imagine me slowly bending it... making the person sitting in front of me going, "Ouch!!"...
Hahahahahaha
Okkkkaaaayyyy... WAT WERE U GUYS THINKING??!! Hyak. I was referring to the keropok leko that we had laaa. The makcik gave us looooong pieces that we cldnt help but measure each piece before we ate. Hyak.
Den i had a slight fever when i got home. So i was up at 430am... tossing and turning. Bluek.
Saturday was a loooooooong day for me. Went to costa sands pasir ris for dis whole day event organised by my mom's company. Wasnt a family day. I duno wat it was but yeah... pretty tiring. Didnt stay for the bbq though.
Got home by 5pm. By 6pm we were alreadi at a relative's hse. My dad's cousin who is MY AGE got engaged. Oh yes. She is MY AGE and she found a man who she's gona marry. Bluek. I dun deny she's pretty la. She is. Juz that...
SHE IS 20
SHE IS ENGAGED
Hahahaha. Ok not jealous. Juz amazed u noe... Cos sometimes i still wonder how do u noe that this guy is The One?? The ULTIMATE One?? But yes la. It's sweet. Nice. Heeeeeee.
Den after maghrib me and my parents went to pick my aunt up. Den we proceeded to Bedok CC for some dinner and gathering of some sorts for those who went on the Bangkok trip. Adi Rahman was lookin goooooood. Fuuuuuuuuh!!
Reali!! I kid u not!! He was in this blue printed shirt and a black jacket on top. Dark blue jeans. Fuuuuuuuuh. And i almost fainted when he stood beside me and said:
"U look nice in the dress"
Hyaaaaaaaaaaaaak
Betol!! Tak bedek!!
And he smelled nice. Hee. All i cld do was smile and thanked him. Den throughout the entire dinner i was beaming away. I was in my long black dress that Atok bought for me as a bday gift this yr. Heeeeeeee. And that comment made by Adi became the hot topic of the night for my mom and aunt.
-slaps forehead-
Cos at first during the plane ride home from Bangkok Adi did comment that he cldnt look at me cos nanti panas. Ahahahahaha. Gilerrrrrrrrr.
Dennnn AM smsed me. He asked if i was at home. Hyak. Soooo he came after i got home la. Around 1130. Sooooo i went to meet him at the void deck in my dress. Haha. When he saw me he went:
"Eh ni pakai lawa-lawa asal?"
"Eh kan i told u i had dinner..."
"Yaaah. Didnt expect u to be dressed like dis..."
"Hahaha. Eh mesti la. I like to dress up pe..."
"Ahhh okaaaay..."
"Soooo... dtg mlm-mlm ni asal?"
"Ohhh takde. I nak go jb but before that i haf smth for u..."
"Ape??"
"Naaah. Ur ayam from East Coast"
"HEEEEEEEE. U got dem for meeeeee!!"
"Hehe. U nak sangat kan?"
"Yes!! Yes!! Thank u!!"
"No prob. Abg dah dpt gaji so abg belanje"
"Haha. Thank u again. K u shld be going. Ur fren dah tunggu kat ur bike tuuu"
"U go up first ah"
"Oh no. Need to take smth from the car"
"Ok... i'll walk u there..."
Dennnn before i went up the stairs to my hse... he said smth:
"U look reali nice tau in the dress. Lawa"
"Abaaaang!!"
"Hehehe. Hey!! It's the truth"
"Thanks"
-grinz-
Den off he went on his scrambler. Vroom vrrrroooooom. Hyak. By the way... he was in his red srjc soccer tee and khaki bermudas. Hyak.
And on that nite itself i fell asleep on the floor in btwn the window and my bed. I was seated at that space, checking my mails and stuff. Then i got reali reali tired... i switched off my laptop and juz slept there till morning.
Was up at 930. Drove my mom to Pasir Ris beach for a while. Den after that picked Daddy up. Went to my aunt's hse at pasir ris. First time ever i drove inside a multi storey carpark. As usual Daddy got me nervous. He didnt even let me stop and gauge for myself when it came to parking. He sat beside me of course... looked at the side mirrors, told me to stop, full lock and reverse. Sheeeeeeeeeesh. I'll nvr learn la like that.
After that Daddy drove us to Punggol Beach. Ummm... nothing fascinating. My first time there. Thennnnnnnnn finally Daddy showed me where Jln Kayu is. Hyak. 86 and 103 goes there. BUT. I sooooo do not noe where to take the bus from. Bluek.
Den went to IMM. Was supposed to tutor Nabilah but since my aunt was at IMM might as well we go there first. Nazurah was soooooo happy to see me that she wiggled herself out of her dad's arms and held my hands in excitement. And she kept calling me "Ajeee". Her sisters call me Sister Azreen but she called me "Ajeee". The sister part went where i also dunno.
My aunt bought me Roti Mom. Pls dun ask me why it's called that. Basically it's like rotiboy ah but it's more butter-y. Hyak. So when we reached my aunt's hse... Nazurah had to eat her chicken rice. I took my bread, sat beside her and called her...
"Nazurah... look..."
(i placed the paperbag smack under my nose and sniffed it)
She stared
"Nazurah... look..."
(i did the same thing and sniffed even harder)
A frown develop on her face
"Hee hee. Nazurah naaaak??"
(i revealed a bit of the bread and started flapping the paperbag so that she cldnt see properly)
A deeper frown on her face
"Sedaaaaap taaaau. Mmmmmmmmmm"
(sniffed and rolled my eyes)
She smiled
Den my aunt stared at me wif a bewildered look on her face and said:
"If she throws her spoon and plate at u i duno ah"
"Hahahaha. She wun la. She loves me. Kan Nazurah??"
(den i took out the bread and bit a huge piece off it and munched away)
Hyak. Im evil.
Oooohhhh. I told my aunt smth. Some stuff. Waaah the qns that she asked... As if i was abt to get married. Haha. But she was ok wif it la. She juz told me that it doesnt matter wat others think. The most impt thing is to be truthful to my parent...
Den Nadiah came to me and said:
"Sister Azreen... i haf smth to tell u..."
"Wat is it?? That u love me??"
Den she pulled me into her room and showed me this thingy that her teacher gave her. No wait. She said dis:
"Dis one my chee-cher give"
Ahahahahahahaha
And she kept drinking choc milk so i decided to tease her. I said:
"Nadiah!! If u always drink choc milk... u will become brown u noe!!"
"Noo!!"
"Yesss!! Den wait u become fat... like dis..."
(den i puffed up my cheeks and thrusted my face into hers)
Waaaaaah. She jeling-ed me mann.
Den during tuition... Nabilah was cranky. Reali. So i asked her why...
"Becos of u la. U nvr go ice skating wif us"
"Huh?? Kan i told ur mummy im tired. Mummy can go wif u waaaat"
"No. She said she will only bring me if u go. Now i cant go. Humph!"
"Ehhh. Dah dah. Jgn nak cranky. U want me to do wat i did last wk?? Rmbr my flying mucus?"
"No!! Dun!!"
While having tuition... i heard Nazurah wailing. It was cos she fell and cut her lips.
Yaaaaa. Kesiankan?? She was playing wif her BALL... then somehow she fell down face first and her lips got cut in the process. My aunt didnt bring her to the doctor though. She dabbed her lips wif tissue. So by the time tuition ended, Nazurah came running to me, being her usual self.
When i saw her extra red lips, i thot she wore lipstick. I squatted and pulled her chin up and upon further inspection realized it was dried blood. It muz haf hurt though. But she was running around, even eating and drinking like normal.
Last week... the dining chair fell on her. Cos she she was jumping abt on the floor. Then i think she felt she was losing her balance, so she instinctively grabbed the dining chair which was next to her. Den she fell backwards, her head hit the floor and the chair came down wif her... hitting her on the forehead.
But she's a strong girl. Hee.
I love her to death.
Right............
This post muz haf bored all of u. It's long and full of nonsense. I shld get to sleep now...
Sometimes it'a hard to say goodbye. When ure alone... look at the spaces between ur fingers and rmbr that in those spaces u can see my fingers locked wif urs forever...
Can i cry in despair cos my profile has been viewed 711 times and i seriously am getting waaaay tooooo many weirdos sending msges to me??
Well i do get the occasional odd ppl who do send me sensible msges. Msges that i can comprehend and not those that either make me slap my forehead after reading them or make me roll on the floor, laughing uncontrollably.
U might think its easy to juz tell me to delete the msges without reading them. BUT. Im not heartless u noe. I noe for a fact that there are ppl out there who do sincerely wana be frenz. So i always take the time to go thru every single piece of mail sent to me.
I think if i ever become famous, my fans will be the luckiest ppl on earth cos i noe for a fact i'll take the trouble to read every single piece of mail and reply them. Even if it's juz to say thank u.
That aside...
Shaik has this theory. My profile counter shoots up simply bcos my name starts wif 'A'. So when they search thru Friendster or go thru other ppl's list my profile will naturally pop up in the first few pages. Soooooo by the time they get to the 4th page or smth, they get tired and stop searching. Thus seeing that Shaik's name starts wif 'S' naturally most of them dun get to her profile.
But what am i supposed to do?? I AM known as Azreen. That's wat most ppl call me except for my family members and cousins who call me Noreen. Pls dun ask me why. Somehow they decided to leave out the Az in btwn. Sheesh.
I happen to like Az by the way. Oh yes. I like names starting wif 'A'. I like names wif the letter 'Z' in them. It's juz nice sounding.
Azreen
Azura
Aziela
Azwandi
Ansari
Hahahahaha. Ok shut up.
So back to wat i was saying. Abt Shaik's theory. Guess the only way to test it is to put hyphens at the front and back of ur name la Shaik. So it turns out as -Shaikhah-. After that u'll juz haf to wait and see if ur profile counter shoots up. Then suddenly ur Friendster Inbox is sooooooo "happening".
I had a guy who sent me a msg. No pics watsoeva. So all the more it made me sick. He sent me a msg telling me that i turn him on. Oh yes he did. I shall not mention the details here. Leave it all to ur imagination. And then after the entire thing... he had the cheek to apologize to me for his frankness. Then he said i musnt fault him cos he's only a guy and its only natural for him to feel that way.
Ok. Fine. U get turned on by me. BUT. U didnt haf to tell me abt it. Ewwww. I noe guys think of "stuff' sometimes. I admit that my thots do run wild at times. I dun deny that i do get turned on sometimes. BUT. I dun go around telling the guy that he turns me on.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaawd
And another thing that i dun understand is...
It's funny how changing my status to "In A Relationship" only worsens the position im in. I get more and more creeps writing to me.
-shudder-
Ppl juz dun read ur profile huh?? Or is it cos i dun haf a pic of me and batman so they think that im "In A Relationship" for fun?? Or even if they do read my profile they think that batman is juz a fiction of my imagination and that they harbour hopes of becoming my batman someday??
Gaaaaaaaaaawd
Im gona ramble on and on in this post simply bcos no one that im chummy wif is on msn. Thus i dun haf to multi-task btwn chatting on msn and updating. No distractions watsoeva.
I watched the behind the scenes episode of Incomplete. U noe... the making of the Backstreet Boys' latest video?? Yup. It's called...
INCOMPLETE
Well they ARE mtv's Artist of The Month for the hwole of July so i haf the privilege of watching them all month. Unlike another die-hard BSB fan i noe who was itching to temporarily plant herself at my hse, in front of the tv for the entire month of July so that she gets to watch BSB on mtv...
-shakes head at Shaik-
Not once has my love for the Backstreet Boys waned. Even when they went for a hiatus, i still supported them all the same. I may not talk abt them on my blog like how Shaik sometimes does. BUT. That doesnt mean i love them any lesser.
I admit. I was one of those guilty fans who dreamt of marrying Brian Littrell. During my sec sch days i wld sometimes sign off as Mrs Littrell or smth. Anything that is affiliated to Brian. Sooo that explains my email add. Haha.
But i grew up wif them. I grew up listening to their songs day in, day out. Their albums were on repeat mode. And as a band, they matured too. I matured wif them. Sooo yup. They are and always will be a part and parcel of my life. I may not noe them personally but i love them. For being the ever positive role models to their fans. Well not all the time considering Nick's several run-ins wif the law and AJ's alcohol addiction.
BUT. At least they arent half as bad as other American bands. Booze. Sex. Drugs. None of those.
Such is my love for the Backstreet Boys that i'll put down everything juz for them. If ever i get the chance to meet them in person, or even attend their concert... i will reali drop everything. Even if it means facing a yr long curfew imposed by my parents. An entire month of detention. Anything.
Even if i haf to choose btwn celebrating my yr long anniversary wif my bf and seeing BSB, i'll choose the latter. Oh yes i will. Seeing the Backstreet Boys might only be a once in a lifetime thing for me. I can celebrate anniversaries any other time. Besides if my bf loves me, he will understand.
If ever i get to meet the Backstreet Boys, i think i will end up crying. Reali. Juz imagine it. I haf to enter a room where the band is in. I think i wun make it past the door. Once i see them i'll start trembling (yesss i will sooooooo MENGGIGIL) and then my knees will turn to jelly and i'll crumble to the floor and start bawling. Haha.
Yes yes. I will look so buruk.
So juz now i had the time of my life playing wif my yellow gym ball. Haha. Yes i brought it into my room and placed it in front of the tv and started bouncing away.
"Ass are u firmer now?? Toner?? Sexy tak??"
Hey i bounced for an entire hour. So yup. Gona keep doing it till i get a nice, sexy derriere like Kylie Minogue. Hahahahahahaha. I juz hope it wun burst due to my excessive bouncing and the heaviness of my ass. U top up the weight of my ass wif the pull of gravity...
-shakes head-
Ive been feeling very very hungry lately. Well its more of a craving.
Cheese Fries
Honey BBQ Wings
Indian Rojak
Fish n Chips (which i had juz now)
Mushroom Swiss
Ikan Pari wif sambal
Ok it's like 1:30 am right now and here i am talking abt food. Ish. Not good. Certainly not goooooood. Unhealthy.
Hello!! I was smsing Shaik juz now and she said we shld go get my Honey BBQ Wings later. So after she said that i reali saw chicken wings floating past me. Reali la. They were practically doing the samba right in front of my eyes. Haha. Honey glazed, red wings. Yummy.
Gawd im turning into Sal who sees chicken dancing in front of her each time she tries to go on a diet.
OK. Dis is not good. When i wake up, i'll meet Shaik. Wat happens if i dun find my Honey BBQ Wings later?? Wun it be worse?? I'll crave for it even more!!
Ooooohhhh.... AM juz smsed to tell me that he'll be coming over later at nite. Hyak. I dun exactly noe wat time but.... if i dun get my honey bbq wings, then i'll force him to bring me to east coast and i'll settle for the spicy bbq wings instead.
BRING ME TO EAST COAST AM!! U NOE MY PARENTS WUN MIND WHEN IM OUT WIF U!!
vroom vroom
Current temperature: 38.2 degrees
Throat hurts
Nose is like a badly broken tap
Too sick to walk to the kitchen to search for medicine
-bleah-
Im sick. Ive been sneezing away since juz now and ive got a fever.
My eyes are very very heavy despite not taking any medicine. Bluek.
And it doesnt help that i banged my forehead onto the wall this morning. Dun ask me how it happened. It juz happened. So ive got a bruise on my left forehead which is luckily covered up by my fringe.
Daddy bought me a nice yellow gym ball. Good. Now i can haf a nicer ass and firmer tummy.
Right. I cant stand it anymore. I shld go to sleep. Shld i wake up in the middle of the nite, not feeling any better and wif a fever...
I'll take some sort of medicine.
FLYING MUCUS ALERT!!
Bruce Wayne... u forgot to take ur shorts from me. Hee. And when we play bumper cars pls dun bang too hard into me. I hate it when that happens.
macs fries.darn good brownie.himalayan tea frappe.gelare waffle wif ice cream n whip cream.
heeeeeee
Cant wait for monday!!
Ive fallen in love wif this song. Well i do love all of Peterpan's songs. Ariel is reali reali good at composing songs and his voice is.... so so.... crystal clear and raspy and nice and relaxing and smooth and not to forget.....
ARIEL IS HOT AND SEXY
Again Peterpan has succeeded in producing a very wonderful song. Its one of those songs that i will listen to over and over again and over again and over and over again.
U get my drift right?? This song will always be on repeat mode. And that means i wun be taking down this song anytime soon. Hyak.
Its wednesday. No correction. Its ONLY wednesday. But today time passed by very fast. Thank God for that. Hee. I dun think i can survive a day wif the time passing by oh soooo slowly. If i haf to be put thru that right now... i mean time passing by slowly... i think i'll be tearing my hair out.
Reali. I'll pull my hair and toss and turn on my bed. I'll be so restless. I think even if i do fall asleep i'll be waking up every hour. Ahahahahaha.
Is there smth that im looking forward to?? Yes la. There is. Hee.
Luckily tmr i'll be meeting Lulu and Shaik again. Half my day will be spent outside. Then off to tuition. Then home. And then i'll watch tv till late at nite. Then hopefully i'll get some sleep. And then.............
IT WILL BE FRIDAY!!!
Shaik asked me if i wana trade accounts. As in Friendster accounts. Simply becos hers isnt happening and mine is. Sheeeeeeeeeeeesh.
If u define getting msges from weirdos happening.
Gawd
Ewww
(Yes Lulu i love the pic of the 2 of us. The one taken on the bean bag in the Crumpler store)
(And no Lulu. U dun look not nice. Haha. U look nice. REALI!!)
Soooo yes. Shaik i dun think u wld wana takeover my account. Its juz.... do u noe that sometimes i shudder at the thot of checking my hotmail account?? And then i'll see all these notifications from Friendster regarding all these new mail messages i receive from those weirdos.
So what if i limit my profile?? They will still send me msges. Bluuuuek. True. They only get to see one pic. My primary pic but i dun think it'll make much of a difference. Bcos these weirdos who wrote to me didnt even bother reading my profile in the first place. Sooooo even if i limit my profile and they dun get to read my profile.....
What difference wld it make??
I received a msg from this guy called Helmy. Firstly he has no picture of himself. Yes. He had NO pics at all!! So there was only that blue mr smiley. Then he wrote to me a msg in CAPS. His subject was "HAI THERE" and his msg was:
"JUST WANNA SAY HAI... KINDDA I LIKE U... SORRY TO SAY THAT..BUT IT S TRUE..."
-_-
-_-
-_-
Firstly it was in broken english. Fine. I dun reali mind if u dun haf a good command of english. As long as ur msg makes sense.
BUT
HOW CAN U LIKE A PERSON THAT U DUN EVEN NOE??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND WHAT WERE U APOLOGISING FOR BRUDDER??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Firstly... i dun like u brudder. I dun even kinda like u simply bcos the only person that i like right now is my Burce Wayne. Secondly im sorry that u haf a reali sad life.
Ok im sori that sounded harsh and mean and rude.
Ive reached a stage whereby ive seriously given up on all these ppl. I juz read their msges and delete them.
U can be fat. U can be ugly. U can be of any race and i'll still accept u as a fren if ure sincere and u think rationally and i understand what ure saying. How can u be frenz if u cant understand what the other is saying?? How can u be frenz when all u do is to piss off the other party??
Or u can be the most gooood looking guy on earth wif the sweetest words but if u arent sincere or ure full of urself then im sorry. Look elsewhere.
Right. I love myself. Im in love wif myself but im not narcissistic. Neither am i full of myself.
I still haf a lot of room in my heart for love.
The love that i haf for the Kukuz. My lovely 4 other frenz. Its amazing how we haf clicked soooo well. I may not see Liza and Neeta often but we do get along juz fine.
The love that i haf for my parents. No matter how much they piss me off sometimes. No matter how irritating daddy can be. No matter how unreasonable mummy can be.... i still love them all the same. Hee.
The love that i haf for Nabilah, Nadiah and Nazurah. Not to say that i dun love my other cousins but these 3 little powerpuff girls are so sooo soooooo very lovable, sweet and cute respectively.
The love that i haf for Yani. She's like the sister i never had. And i think im like the sister she never had simply cos she's got 3 elder brothers.
The love that i haf for my late great grandma. She's my everything. Now and forever.
Im waiting... for the rest of my heart to be filled up wif so much more love. Love for my kids... Love for my husband. Yes. Im waiting.
God noes who i'll end up wif. I cant be the perfect wife. I cant be the perfect mother. I cant be the perfect daughter-in-law but rest assured that i'll do my utmost best for them.
Im not perfect. Neither is my significant other. Its juz a matter of whether we are perfect for each other.
I truly believe in that. I noe i can never find the perfect guy of my dreams. I wun be able to find all the qualities that i deem as wonderful in a guy. At the end of the day... no matter how much a guy spends on me... no matter how sweet his words are... no matter how perfectly groomed he is... or no matter how educated or articulate he is... no matter how well mannered he is...
If he doesnt touch my heart... then none of his other gestures will.
I wana fall in love all over again.
I miss the feeling of being in love. I hope i get to experience it soon. The feeling of knowing that he is the right one for u. He might not be the ultimate one for me. He might only be the right one for me for the time being. But yes. I wana fall in love all over again.
The feeling of missing someone. The feeling of smiling to urself. The feeling of knowing that he is thinking of u. Even if u dun hear from him u noe that ure always in his thots. There's this invisible connection. Chemistry. Whatever u call it.
I noe im afraid to hope. Ive gotten my hopes dashed sooo badly that there's a permanent phobia instilled in me. But i believe if he is the one for me... if he is the right one for me... he will be able to take away my phobia... take away my fears...
Touch my heart
That's all i want.
A Friend's love says:
"If u ever need anything, i'll be there"
True love says:
"U'll never need anything, i'll be there"
Soooooooo i went out again. Wif lulu and shaik. We went to town. Well it has been quite some time since i went to town. Right?? Yup. Didnt go to town since the day i bought my MAC Foundation.
So today i bought my white half cardigan. Finally i bought it. Hee. Then now i can walk out of the hse freely. Hyak. And i bought my Origins blusher. Ohhhh my lovely Coralberry Pinch Me Cheeks Origins Blusher.
The makeup range from Lola is here. Went to check it juz now. Hee. Suuuupeeerrrr nice packaging. Waaaah. The lipstick case has a mirror. Not auntie mirrors. Like seriously nice mirrors. Ohhh yessss. Very very cute!! Too bad i dun use lipstick though.
Wanted to buy the cream blusher but wif that price i can get 2 Origins Pinch Me Cheeks Blusher. Dun get me wrong. Lola's cream blusher was nice. Reali. It felt light on my skin. But. I dun haf excess cash. Well i do. But i'll get it whn it's nearer to Hari Raya. Hyak. Not now.
Took neo-prints. Took pics. Hee. The pics shld be up on Shaik's and Lulu's blog soooon. Hee. Ladies i want them in my photobucket. Hee.
Wore my white and pink halter juz now. Hyak. I LOIKE.
I had 6 new msges in my Friendster inbox.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd
There was this guy called Farid who didnt haf a single pic and he wrote this:
"Im ur Batman forever. And ever"
-_-
Brudder.............. -_-
Then there was this Kelvin Tan who is 35 and he sent me this:
"Hi Cantik. Hope to be ur fren"
And thennnnn there was this guy.. cant rmbr his Friendster nick but his subject was "Faizal". Thennnn his msg was:
"hi wld u care to be frenz or dun care to be frenz but i want to be ur fren"
..........................................
-_-
-_-
-_-
The weirdos.
I reali reali want my Bruce Wayne
Okaaaaaay
Somebody shld go check out anneh's pri pic on Friendster. Go. Go. Gooooooo!!
It's............
-no comments-
I guess it's true then. Ppl who suffer from DACS normally take pics of themselves like that. They turn all weird and strange.
-shudder-
And Anneh developed a serious case of DACS till i myself.. the reknown resident psychologist of DACS Hospital cant counsel him. He's incurable. I did my best. I reali did but too bad. By the time he came to me he was alreadi in his final stages. Bluek.
Who had to be hurt cos of him? Me, Lulu and AE. Bluek.
Anywaaaaayysss.......
When i read wat Shaik wrote on her blog abt Anneh i juz burst out laffing. Mind u i read it from my hp, in the car. My parents were wondering wat was sooooo funny. Soooo yes.
If u ask me right now... as to whether im angry at the Anneh.. well for now i dun feel anything u noe. But maybe if i were to bump into him or smth all th surpress anger and hatred will surface. Its been some time u noe. I dun reali like to bring dis topic up cos it involved Lulu and AE.
But yes. Anneh is the one and only guy that i will nvr forgive. He was juz....... Ok nvm.
Shaik i tink i will need to employ u to screen my mails on Friendster soon. Yup. I think so. Each time i check my hotmail and i see all these notifications from Friendster... i shudder at the thot of these weirdos writing to me.
Firstly my profile counter shoots up like nobody's business. Before Friendster changed back its profile counter on the 8th of every month... my counter was at 739 last month. Well that was the last time i checked la.
Ok den now it's 98. Bluuuuuek.
I dun get it u noe... i put an innocent pic of me wif Nazurah and Nadiah as my pri pic. Bluuuuuek.
So Shaik was telling u abt this weirdo. Were u referring to the coffee guy Shaik?? Well i got this msg from this guy who calls himself "Bizarre".
Soooo the subject of his msg was "Can I Buy U Coffee?"
Dennn his msg was:
"hi azreen babe...
oh gosh... u r realli like my dream gal.. cant belive someone as pretty as u realli exist :)
can i buy u a coffee n b ur fren? plssee.... pretty.... plseee....."
Yes. I copied and pasted his original msg. Firstly he wanted to buy me "a coffee". Gaaawd. One grain of coffee brudder?? One coffee bean brudder?? And pls... u sounded shallow. Yes. SHALLOW.
Ok nvm.
I think the amt of ppl writing to me far surpasses Shaik's. Not that im proud of it or anything. It is getting irritaing and freaky. Oh yes. God noes who visit my profile. Shaik said it's probably the same guys who visit my profile over and over again. Like a few times in a day. Now. That is scary.
I do get guys writing to me like dis:
"Add me. xxxxx@yahoo.com"
There are even guys who write dis:
"MY NAME IS IRWAN. CALL ME 9 XXX XXXX"
Yes. In CAPS. And they probably think im some kind of whore who calls guys. Bluek.
I get old mean. Married men. There was this 42 yr old Turkish guy based in Singapore. Ewww. And there was this guy who wrote to me in Bahasa Indonesia. And also this madrasah guy from Malaysia.
There was also a guy who sent me dis:
"AH-KAN-WASALAN. BOLEH BERKENALAN?"
Brudder. It's AH LAN WAH SAH LAN.
Looks like i will haf to employ Shaik to screen my mails soon. Hee.
I want my Bruce Wayne. Wekk.
Oh hello ppl.............. Let me tell u that im having my pms right now. Oh yes. I am. I can feel it. Bloated tummy. Increase in appetite. Tired. Sleepy. Most impt of all...... MOOD SWINGS Oh yesssssss. Those mood swings.
Worse than a yo-yo i tell u. Even Yo-Hans who has extraordinary skills in handling yo-yos cant handle me. Ok that's a tad exaggerating things. Hahahahahahahahaha. Gawd im FUNNEH. Look at how funny i am.
(ok i hear bats outside my window)
Sooooooooo today i went to compass point. Told Shaik i wanted to eat carrot cake from Banquet. So yaaaaaa. Ate carrot cake i did. Had my Ribena i did. Ate my fill i did. Finished my food i did (wat an accomplishment Az!!). And came back from compass point $40 poorer i did.
U see Shaik wanted to get her bag. So we walked in and out of shops. In and out. In and out. Den my fingers felt itchy. So i told myself that i musnt leave compass point empty handed. When i said that i meant i shld juz get smth for myself. Yes. Juz ONE thing.
So we went into Isrida and i bought this clip. All sparkly. Which cost me $5.50. Not bad ah. The price was affordable. So lalalalalala. Lalalalalalala.
In and out. In and out. In and out. So dennnnnnn Shaik decided to get a bag from Metro. And me being me i cldnt resist buying clothes so i told Shaik i shld juz get myself ONE nice top from Metro. Soooooooo i saw SO MANY NICE TOPS in the end i ended up buying 3 tops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aiiiiyyyooohhh!! Reali la. I cldnt resist it. I juz cldnt stop myself from grabbing the tops and trying them on. So i bought a blue halter and Shaik got hers in yellow. Haha. It was kinda stupid actuali bcos i tried on a hot pink halter. Den i decided to get the yellow. Den i settled for blue cos i realize ive got a blue skirt from Bangkok.
Den i bought dis black long sleeved off shoulder top and Shaik got hers in beige. And i also got myself dis white and pink halter. Buttons at the front. Woooot wooooooot. I made use of my $20 metro voucher so it wasnt so bad la.
But the fact is on monday i already spent $40.
(i juz saw the pics on lulu's blog and i tink im gona faint. im feeling hot)
But yes back to wat i was gona say. On monday i spent $40 on a pair of blue and white pumps. Den the last 2 previous sundays i spent $43 on MAC Foundation, $33 on Stila concealer, $12 on an aftershave balm and $12 on my peach exfoliating cleanser.
And not to forget i spent $150 at Bangkok.
I need help. I seriously do. Wekk. Wekk. I tink im gona be one of those women who will haf a wardrobe overflowing wif clothes. Oh yes i will. If u look at mine right now..........
Gosh!! I started this post feeling very irritated. And now i seriously tink im gons faint.
Ok good nite.
Like FINALLY i change the song on my blog. Heh. Thanks to Shaik. Actuali from like 2 weeks ago i asked Lulu to help me change it but that lemau woman didnt do anything. LEMAU. Bluek.
Actuali i reali like that Avril song. But the lyrics are kinda inappropriate. So now i haf dis Natalie Imbruglia song on my blog. I chose it cos of the lyrics. Nice. Sweet. Kinda subtle. Doesnt come off too strongly. If u dun believe me go check out the lyrics for urself.
I sincerely apologize for the lack of updates. Noreen has been asking me to update. Haha. Eh why shld i listen to u?? Go find smth or someone else to entertain u ah. If u tink my blog is ur source of entertainment den i tink i shld start charging u mann. U also update urs ah. Cakap org. Bluek.
Soooooooo...........
Saturday i went to bowl at Yio Chu Kang Grassroots Club wif my aunt. My skills haf seriously deteriorated. Bluek. Ive deproved. Bluek. Tak bagos. Not good. Reali not good at all. But the rates there are cheap sia. I tink $2.20 per set. Yaaaa. Thereabouts la.
Den later in the evening my uncle drove us down this old beaten road by the side of the causeway to watch fireworks. Duno wat occasion was held at msia but ya. Got fireworks. Heeee. Not only my lil cousins were excited... i was excited too. Mcm budak kecik. Haha. Eh nice wat to see the fireworks.
Gaaaawd. Yday before i went out i salam-ed Daddy and told him i was meeting a fren. Den rite in the afternoon... i received a call from him. Now Daddy doesnt call unless it's reali impt. So i was shocked whn he asked where i was and who i was wif.
I duno if he saw. I duno if his colleague saw and told him. But yes. I told him the truth over the phone. So whn i got home i was ready for him to question me. But he din. Heeeee. I tink he decided to leave things cos i din lie to him. And since my mom din ask me abt it i guess Daddy din tell her. Trust me. If my mom had known she wld haf interrogated me last nite.
Ehhh im hungry mann. Reali hungry. Got nothing at home. Bluek. After i get back from tuition i shall buy stuff. Nak stuff my face. Watch tv den sleep early. Heeeee.
*i wana grow old wif u*
Am i lucky? Or is it juz a case of everything faling into place?? Of things happening at the right time? Is it coincidental?
Well i think it's a mixture of everything. Like ive always said. Things happen for a reason. Only God noes wat his reasons are for putting us thru misery, hardhsips. For making us living thru the hard life one moment and the next things start to look up and suddenly life isnt so bad afterall.
Life can nvr be a bed of roses. The trials and tribulations. The joys and happiness. Its a never ending roller coaster ride. Lautan mana yg tidak berombak (is that the right peribahasa??)
Ok nvm.
I didnt mean for my post to be all serious but i guess its inevitable each time i think of wat ive gone thru. For the past few mths. For the past 2 yrs.
Im at a new chapter of my life right now. Yes. It's the beginning. Ive closed all the previous chapters of my life. Closed the book which made me learn a lot abt life. Abt frenz. Abt love. Abt family.
I believe this new chapter of my life will give me both happiness and sadness. The feeling of missing someone. The feeling of having to wait. The feeling of excitement. All these emotions.
Im prepared to embrace whatever that comes my way. Yes im ready.
Right... ive lost twice to Batman playing Tic-Tac-Toe. Im so lemau. Fine. Im gona change games. He's playing Minesweeper Flags wif me. Haha.
Brudder... U sooooo duno how pro i am at Minesweeper.